Sometimes I even think I won't be irritated anymore. I mean I'm moody and shit bugs me, but I just forget how intense it can be. How much I feel like my body is going to just go up in flames from my freaked out fucking feelings about fucking nothing much. So, she's back. Hi! I was seeing red so much at the Coop tonight when N put the bag I brought ( Read more... )

I bought plane tickets for our trip to Toronto the other day. We're leaving late the night of my birthday - october 8th. I'm going to be 40 years old. Now there's a freakin landmark. About a month from today ( Read more... )

E loved her school. She couldn't wait to go back. This morning she said. "Do I get to go to school today!?"

That felt pretty great.

E, I got your card!! That was so cool. The Tubs closed down! I know, it's that amazing. But, they are opening a relocated one in NE soonish. It'd be really fun to go sometime, some blue moon. I'll keep the coupon for posterity ( Read more... )

She's not here yet, but she will come in tonight. I made up a bed for her in the guest room that has been acting as the middle of the night save my ass with M room because when he wakes up it's much better to be able to lay down with him where he can scream his head off than it is to be on the couch downstairs where it wakes up the ones in the ( Read more... )

My first born was downright agreeable today. It was so cool. Man, I wish she'd do that more often. My 3rd was a big scream monster tonight. He was wasted tired. We basically deprive them of sleep and then wonder, gee why are they so edgy?

cuz we're fucking wasted!

gotta jam.

xo h

I like cheesecake with raspberry jam/syrup on top, though desert island-wise I love lemon cheesecake probably the best. N makes a mean cheesecake. He likes to make chocolate cheesecake and it is really good, but I still love the lemon. I also really love lemon bars wtih lemon curd ( Read more... )

I took a shower. I smell like dove soap and sweat ( Read more... )

My firstborn blows her nose a lot. Now I know this is a victory of a kind. Kids need to blow their noses, need to really *learn* about it and do it themselves. So the empowerment is cool. But this constant F'ing blowing. It's driving me F'ing nuts. Not a lot of snot comes out either and so it's just kind of this obsessive thing. The bit about it ( Read more... )

I didn't write about my mother in-law right, but that's ok. Whatever. Thanks for the encouraging words ladies. I talked to her more about it and N gave her hell about it and set the boundary - no more talking to H about her body. He said he felt like since they are his parents he should be the one to have to do it. I felt good that he wanted to ( Read more... )