i don't exactly know what's been going on for the last few hours after Julie's trial, all the pain and frustration in one group of people, plus my own pain (and deep personal feeling that this was my fault). I wanted to help but until I thought of the next thing that I could do or say I was no good to anyone. So I went to one of the most peaceful ( Read more... )

I walked back into the office upset and confused by what I was feeling. I didn't think Angel liked me, I honestly believed he hated me. I could accept if I was just simply vision girl, I just wanted him to actually tell me that. If I was just to work for him and nothing more than he should tell me so I don't...care for them ( Read more... )

I tried to listen to Willow, Tara, and Caitlen's conversation. I did not understand some of it, and what I could did not interest me ( Read more... )

I knew Angel and Spike had been looking at me strange since my egregious outburst and unwavering display of drunkedness, but I felt I needed to use it as an excuse to vent a brainful of craziness. I let it out when I burst out laughing. Then, after I began to feel slightly embarassed, I calmed myself and took another swig from the vodka bottle ( Read more... )

I was in the process of taking a bite of the most delicious ice cream ever when suddenly it disapear. The spoon and all... I narrowed my eyes as it could only be one person who done it but I didn't feel like causing any arguments. I was waiting on Buffy, she was supposed to pick me up by now and yet she hasn't even shown up. No call, no appearence ( Read more... )

I was more than unsatisfied with the whole situation. After I hugged her she left the attic and I was alone to do some thinking. Which was of course bad in itself but what else could you do? I sat down staring at the spell I had started to write. I threw it to the ground before I could get tempted. If only there was one tiny thing I could do to ( Read more... )

I look out the window of the estate. I used to be a part of the Watchers Council, but what was I now ( Read more... )

Standing outside the manor I couldn't really jolt myself into going in there. I knew Dawn would want me to but I found myself with a little at ends after part two of the prosecutor. What was his name anyway? Staring once more out the house, I slowly started to walk away. I didn't exactly know where I was going or what I would be doing but a stake ( Read more... )

Sitting there like something so helpless, your whole body starts to ache. The prosecutor obviously knew what he was doing, but did he even care about Julie's fate. My eye's stayed narrow the whole entire time. If it wasn't for julie sending me looks every once and a while, I would of orbed him to another dimension. A not so pleasant dimension that ( Read more... )

Poor Lorne. I had thought maybe this would trouble him, but not to the extent he described. I guess I figured Lorne would find the lounge limelight and sing a tune to help himself move on. And that was a lot shallower sounding now after what he had just told us ( Read more... )