Peeling onions
____a/n: a better organized master list. the things that I plan on writing will now sit inside my head; the things that will get written soon-ish get to keep their spots on this list. stories are arranged mostly in chronological order. completed pieces are in bold. (beware: nothing is beta-d.)
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DRABBLE/UNEDITED;
< Asphyxia> -- Jongyu; PG-13
As long as you're the one knocking, I'll open the door. Even though the last time you left, I promised myself I won't follow this script anymore.
< In the end> -- Jongyu; PG
I let you hold on to my hand and intertwine our fingers. In this impenetrable darkness, who is the one trembling?
<We outgrow love like other things> -- Onho; G
Minho has a ring on his finger now. Jinki does too.
<This is not a love song> -- Jongyu; G
We were all ready to vow away our forevers without really knowing how incredibly long forever is.
ONESHOTS/MULTI-SHOTS;
< You are the septomarginal trabecula of my heart> -- Jongyu; PG-13
Damn it why did you praise his incisors of all things?
< We are men abandoned by the gods> -- Jongkey; NC-17
That red, red smile is burned into the back of his eyes. That red smile, stretched across pale lips. Those ghostly white teeth, outlined in crimson, shining in the dark of night.
<Death is another country> -- Onkey; G
Kibum paints a portrait of him in every color of the rainbow.
< I would rather be a bird without wings (than a bird without feet)> -- Onho; R
He has never felt something so acutely before: I want to be up there I want to be up there I want to be up there. The thought makes him dizzy, as if his body is already beginning to forget where the ground is. * for SSS 2012 -- [ i][ ii]
< Forever is just a place in someone else's story> -- Jongyu; PG-13
Jonghyun clears his throat. "I promised you we'd go to New Zealand to see the sheep. I said I'd make lots of money and we could buy a farm there."
< And keep my name safe in your mouth> -- Onkey; PG
It's just that while he looked back at Kibum over their twin Americanos with an expression of I think I might understand, he never told Kibum you don't measure loneliness in sips and spoonfuls.
< A kite in its sky, a king on his knees> -- Onho; PG-13
The palace walls are tall, the sort of tall that one could not fly over even if one were to sprout wings. * [ i][ii][iii]
< And I breathe where you breathe> -- Onho; PG-13
Minho first met him in front of a row of vegetable stands. Or well, saw him. They didn't meet. They never did.
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< Memories of a stranger> -- het!Onho, Onsica; PG-13
She's never really dreamed. Or maybe that's not true. * collaborative piece with royalwisteria; for SHINee Duets 2011 -- [ 1.1][ 1.2][ 1.3]
< The weights tied to your ankles> -- Ontae, implied broken!Jongyu; PG
And before I knew it, I was in past knee-deep. * original work written by Antonia; loosely translated by me, with permission
CHAPTERED;
< What forever feels like> -- Onho; G
That was what we could have had: figure eights and infinity signs.
[ 0][ 1][ 2][ 3][ 4][ 5][ 6][ 7][ 8][ 9][ 10]
< Countdown> -- Onho, cousins!Onkey; PG-13
I knew what death did to the dying, but I didn't know what it was that death did to the living.
[ p][ 1][ 2][ 3][ 4][ 5][ 6][ 7][ 8][ 9][ 10.1][ 10.2][ 11.1][ 11.2][ 12] // <0.5> [ e]
< Tucked away inside your sleeves> -- Ontae; PG-13
It was air, sixty-two miles of it, straight up.
[ 1.1][ 1.2][ 1.3][ 1.4][ 1.5][ int.i][ 2.1][ 2.2][ 2.3][ 2.4 i][ 2.4 ii][2.5][int.ii][3.1][3.2][3.3][3.4][3.5]
< Anosmia> -- Onho, Minkey; PG-13 - fake R
But he wouldn't say it. His lips wouldn't say it.
[ p][ 1][ 2][ 3][ 4][ 5][ 6][ 7][ 8][ 9][ 10][ 11][ 12][ 13][ 14][15][16] // [e]
< When the cicadas sing> -- Jongyu; PG-13
Tap. Ta-tap. Tap. His fingertips bounce against the messy scrawl in his notebook, partway between Morse code-every boy in the school is at least half an amateur radio operator-and the lurching melody that he's humming under his breath.
[ i][ ii][iii][iv][v]
< Everybody is looking for a place to die (so won't you lend me your heart)> -- Onho; PG-13
He sends him into the bone white sky, into the sea of black shattered glass. Into the soundless void.
[ 1][ 2][3][4][5][6][7][8]
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DRABBLE/UNEDITED;
< Asphyxia> -- Jongyu; PG-13
As long as you're the one knocking, I'll open the door. Even though the last time you left, I promised myself I won't follow this script anymore.
< In the end> -- Jongyu; PG
I let you hold on to my hand and intertwine our fingers. In this impenetrable darkness, who is the one trembling?
<We outgrow love like other things> -- Onho; G
Minho has a ring on his finger now. Jinki does too.
<This is not a love song> -- Jongyu; G
We were all ready to vow away our forevers without really knowing how incredibly long forever is.
ONESHOTS/MULTI-SHOTS;
< You are the septomarginal trabecula of my heart> -- Jongyu; PG-13
Damn it why did you praise his incisors of all things?
< We are men abandoned by the gods> -- Jongkey; NC-17
That red, red smile is burned into the back of his eyes. That red smile, stretched across pale lips. Those ghostly white teeth, outlined in crimson, shining in the dark of night.
<Death is another country> -- Onkey; G
Kibum paints a portrait of him in every color of the rainbow.
< I would rather be a bird without wings (than a bird without feet)> -- Onho; R
He has never felt something so acutely before: I want to be up there I want to be up there I want to be up there. The thought makes him dizzy, as if his body is already beginning to forget where the ground is. * for SSS 2012 -- [ i][ ii]
< Forever is just a place in someone else's story> -- Jongyu; PG-13
Jonghyun clears his throat. "I promised you we'd go to New Zealand to see the sheep. I said I'd make lots of money and we could buy a farm there."
< And keep my name safe in your mouth> -- Onkey; PG
It's just that while he looked back at Kibum over their twin Americanos with an expression of I think I might understand, he never told Kibum you don't measure loneliness in sips and spoonfuls.
< A kite in its sky, a king on his knees> -- Onho; PG-13
The palace walls are tall, the sort of tall that one could not fly over even if one were to sprout wings. * [ i][ii][iii]
< And I breathe where you breathe> -- Onho; PG-13
Minho first met him in front of a row of vegetable stands. Or well, saw him. They didn't meet. They never did.
------
< Memories of a stranger> -- het!Onho, Onsica; PG-13
She's never really dreamed. Or maybe that's not true. * collaborative piece with royalwisteria; for SHINee Duets 2011 -- [ 1.1][ 1.2][ 1.3]
< The weights tied to your ankles> -- Ontae, implied broken!Jongyu; PG
And before I knew it, I was in past knee-deep. * original work written by Antonia; loosely translated by me, with permission
CHAPTERED;
< What forever feels like> -- Onho; G
That was what we could have had: figure eights and infinity signs.
[ 0][ 1][ 2][ 3][ 4][ 5][ 6][ 7][ 8][ 9][ 10]
< Countdown> -- Onho, cousins!Onkey; PG-13
I knew what death did to the dying, but I didn't know what it was that death did to the living.
< Tucked away inside your sleeves> -- Ontae; PG-13
It was air, sixty-two miles of it, straight up.
< Anosmia> -- Onho, Minkey; PG-13 - fake R
But he wouldn't say it. His lips wouldn't say it.
< When the cicadas sing> -- Jongyu; PG-13
Tap. Ta-tap. Tap. His fingertips bounce against the messy scrawl in his notebook, partway between Morse code-every boy in the school is at least half an amateur radio operator-and the lurching melody that he's humming under his breath.
[ i][ ii][iii][iv][v]
< Everybody is looking for a place to die (so won't you lend me your heart)> -- Onho; PG-13
He sends him into the bone white sky, into the sea of black shattered glass. Into the soundless void.
[ 1][ 2][3][4][5][6][7][8]