I finished my talk with Wesley and was more confused than before. I know that he is trying to help and all, but something just doesn’t feel right about what he is suggesting, and honestly, should he be worrying about me anyway? I think the concern should be more on what is happening with the girl…I think they said her name is Buffy. Someone else ( Read more... )

I couldn't believe I agreed to this. Why was I willing to go visit Faith when she worked so hard to kill us not even a year ago. I knew that this was something that I had to do, Buffy's death was something that Faith needed to know about and if I didn't tell her she would never know...or she would but it wouldn't be the way she deserves to find ( Read more... )

Call it dumb luck, but some how I had convinced my new, and very lovely, business partner to stay and have dinner with me. Which was a relief let me tell you. What on earth would I have done with all that food if she had actually left. Feed it to Fred? I don't think even our little Fredikins would have been able to pack it all away and I'd be up to ( Read more... )

None of this made sense any more. They have tried to explain to me who I am, even told me what I used to do and it all sounds like something from a bad movie. I know I told them I wanted the truth and all of it, but parts of me wonder if that was the smartest choice I could have made ( Read more... )

What the hell? Did he think I was really going to let that go? He says he likes me, he flirts with me then he says he doesn't care how I feel and is going to kill the one man who has protected us after Robert died and now he thinks he can just walk away? Hell fucking no he won't get away with that ( Read more... )

In the last 24 hours I have had several things happen that could be called insane. The most recent of all of them is that I think I am falling for a red horned, red eyed, green demon ( Read more... )

( The dream )

Our recent visit to the slayer had undoubtedly been a success. She believed Lindsey and I were going to save her, and maybe we were, just not the way she was expecting. Adding the part about Angel's soul had been an exceptionally nice touch on Lindsey's part. After all, if we were there to hurt her then why would we be so concerned for Angel and ( Read more... )

Bloody slayer...no matter how much I drink, how many fights I get into, how many girls I shag, I can't get her out of my bloody head. Why did she have to go and die? And not only that, but be bloody noble about it, making me continue to mourn her even though months have passed since then? It's not fair. I don't know who I hate more, her for dying ( Read more... )

I couldn’t believe this. All this time I was complaining about these dreams and it was all real. It was all a way for Buffy to ask for help from wherever she is. I still had no clue where she was, but I did know who did know and I am sure Angel would want to know too ( Read more... )