I wanted to return to this on a profound note of sorts, some kind of enlightenment that i have found. Its been about 4 months shy of a year since i have written in this and the longer it went the more meaningful my words should be right? But there is nothing ground breaking that i have to announce and some things don't need saying or at least only ( Read more... )

Wondering about the nature of apparent selflessness ( Read more... )

Is it weird that i talk dirty to my plants?

ergh! 150 posts to read, hmm should really read this more often ( Read more... )

In all my existance i have only once been overcome by a persons presence. Sitting on a bus when i was at uni i noticed a girl, nothing particularly exceptional about her but she had an element about her that i could not deny. A presence that captivated and enthralled me. Chance would have it that we established a friendship of sorts and we spent a ( Read more... )

What a complete and utter waste of fucking time. 50 dollars in cab fares so that i could go and stand around and listen to metal at the indie temple, when we were supposed to go to lovecats. Made even more fantastic by the fact that i thought i would go out on a limb and go out without previously sussing out a safety net of friends, that fatal ( Read more... )

I just got a call from someone at yellow cabs. Apparently someone just did a runner from a cab at coorparoo and my name and number was in the back. Apparently it was a 4 foot midget female with frizzy hair. Now i have to ask myself, what 4 foot midgets with frizzy hair do i know? Apparently the police might get involved.

So i have been without a computer for the last week or so due to a momentary stint of curiosity of pondering the nature of a switch. Anyways a flash and a session of flagellation later and it is working again ( Read more... )

I don't know what i am doing. I mean i sort of know but it doesn't really make a lot of sense and having seen someone go through a similiar situation i realise how stupid it looks from the outside. Made worse by the fact that i have realised just how far away i am from love right now. On a positive note i guess all this not smiling will help me ( Read more... )

I think i have finally found that baggage that everyone else seems to have so much of. Tim and i have joked about drilling a hole in our heads and scratching out the bad memories, guess i wll have to look on the net to find out where regret is stored.