ok so there was some girl who had a kind of alex theme out of clockwork orange obviously as what other alex do i know, but yes with the kissing.... who was that? and then some other girl and and then another one i think. but i got 2 numbers so i guess that is pretty good. dude like seriously drunk me equals something which is alright. but i would ( Read more... )

Its curious but i almost got into a fight this evening and truth be told i actually kind of enjoyed it, bit shakey but overall i felt pretty solid. The most amusing part was watching everyone else enter into conflict diffusement mode trying to stop everything from panning out. though the most confusing part which i am yet to fully comprehend is the ( Read more... )

sometimes the kindness of strangers is something i can't help but question, compassion and consideration isn't really something i am entirely used to. a free entry given is analysed and dissected for the hidden meaning that i hope it contains, but the result is confusion. then like a cheesy movie where a face appears and then disappears behind a ( Read more... )

It seems to me as a means of survival or even just comfort that people will for the most part act in service for themselves. I say the most part because there are always exceptions, but generally even some of the most noble of actions tend to have some kind of service to the ego. Hence the challenge to try and transcend in a way the codes of ( Read more... )

i did gymnastics today and almost vomited, so you know it was alright. turns out the thing i was most afraid of is in fact the most fun, which i should have known really as thus far in life i generally try to run at what scares me, its worked out pretty well. the tumbles and flips are pretty cool after i got past my first initial sack of potatos

so being single in a sub-culture with a grand total of what 50 people who actually go out kind of sucks. its not even trying to meet someone as some basic female interaction would be nice. enter that bullshit about when you aren't looking it falls right in your lap. well i haven't been looking for leprechauns either and they don't fall in my ( Read more... )

I have just sent another karmic kernel hurtling out into the great big fish bowl of the unknown. still shaking from it. i haven't been that nervous in quite a number of years. fuck. but i need to know.

so for some reason whilst watching fat pizza i find myself thinking of something to do with micro cephalot and i have no idea why. not even sure what it is. so thats a little weird. well i think. for me it is...

i don't even know how to read korean. what good is the internet?!!

Almost everyday for years now i have felt an oppressive vice like grip of control influencing the way i am supposed to behave and act. Maybe for all my life but i guess you don't quite notice it til later. Its this guiding force telling you what is apparently right, what my values are supposed to be, who i am or destined to be. I often take stock ( Read more... )

The other day i saw a rather largely overweight woman leading her rather largely overweight daughter along by holding a can of pasito in front of her daughters face. The child had a look of desperate hunger on her face and was nigh on drooling in anticipation as she ran arms outstretched for the prize before her. I was quite sickened by the sight ( Read more... )