When I was in my twenties all I wanted was to find a partner. I'm not saying I would have candidly admit that to anyone. On the surface I wanted fun and adventure. But, deep down, I always craved the traditional. Maybe not a white picket fence and a house in the suburbs with a Labrador and two kids, but at least romantic partner to make ( Read more... )

I feel lonely lately. As if I'm trapped a little bit too much inside my own head and with my own neuroses. I feel like I misread situations often enough that I believe my worst instincts at all times. But then again, I'm also right about people and situations just enough that when I develop concerns, it's hard not to go overboard ( Read more... )

I never saw my parents fight when I was growing up. Did they disagree? Sure? Did one or the other of them sometimes get perturbed? Definitely. But I never saw a real argument. I never-ever heard them call one another names or use profanity out of anger directed at each other (or their kids). Did they argue? It seems likely. But they were ( Read more... )

I am inclined to slight paranoia ( Read more... )

Every year there are tons of magazines and web pages and people with internet connections and a space to type who put out their list of the best whatever of the year. Albums. Songs. Movies. TV shows ( Read more... )

I feel feisty today. Agitated. As if nothing is going quite right or exactly how I would like it and I'm being under-appreciated and under-utilized. Perhaps it's just the weather--70 degrees in January--giving me cabin fever and a desire to be outside doing something fun or being more productive. Or out someplace on the road. Maybe it makes me ( Read more... )

I crave change ( Read more... )

I have dated the wrong people for yearsEveryone makes poor choices when it comes to dating. The lucky ones are able to apply logic and reason to the situation and realize their era before it's too late. The rest join the large chunk of the population who have been divorced. A number that's somewhere around 40%--which sounds ridiculously large. ( Read more... )

I'm a wreck ( Read more... )

Taking a break from my regularly schedule programming...

Post 1 - Sex, sex, dating, sex, drugs, dating, sex...
Post 2 - Traveling Travesty
Post 3 - Our (My) Illogical Relationship With Sex
Post 4 - Holiday Blues
Intermission - Things That Suck- Cold weather ( Read more... )