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When your best isn't good enough...
I feel like I just keep fucking up again and again. I'm coming out of a manic phase that, among other things, caused a severe sleep disturbance - I'd stay awake for two to four days, nap for three or four hours, and then be back at it again. My birthday was on Tuesday and the game plan was that I would show up early and meet C's son after school ( Read more... ) -
another way out
she said she liked the way i felt ( Read more... ) -
she loves me
creep down to the waterline ( Read more... ) -
x-mas
All I wanted for Christmas was her and instead I got a flannel shirt ( Read more... ) -
a day alone
all the words to all the songs ( Read more... ) -
ten million years
such a simple thing
i never feel this way
i have nightmares
i have dreams of you gone
there is something in you i want today
hide the bones away
beneath the yellow lines
you're scared of what you might lose
or what you might gain this time
i love you more than i should
i would wrap my heart
in bands of rosewoodlove you more than i should ( Read more... ) -
I Want Your Salvation
I fucked up. Again ( Read more... ) -
an easy way out
I've found that body modification - tattoos, piercings, play piercing, suspensions, and the like somehow fulfill my need to self-injure. There's nothing more exciting than hearing the buzz of the tattoo gun and knowing that I'm about to feel a slew of needles pierce my skin, dig in, and drill on me for hours. I daydream about it. I'm working on ( Read more... ) -
circles.
it's common
but inaccurate
to think others don't have problems
just because you can't see them
pity parties are circles
a huge step in moving vertically
is realizing that -
The Nurse That Loved Me
Say hello to the rug's topography
It holds quite a lot of interest with your face down on it
Say hello to the shrinking in your head
You can't see it but you know its there so don't neglect it
I'm taking her home with me all dressed in white ( Read more... )