Love's Sorrow Chapter 16
Title: Love's Sorrow
Author: aoi_jihyo
Length: 16/20
Pairing: Yoosu, Jaechun (slight)
Genre: Angst/Smut/Romance
Rating: R
Warning: M-preg
Summary: Junsu was aware that the man was his brother-in-law. Yoochun wasn't his and he knew it. But Junsu's darkest side still wanted him, it desired him. It was a question of pride, wasn't it?
Wasn’t it?
There were so many emotions inside of him at the moment; Junsu was pregnant. He was pregnant with his baby, right? Yes, he was sure of it. Junsu might have been a really bratty person, and yeah he did seduce him, but Junsu was not a slut. He loved him. The realization made his heart hurt. Junsu was really in love with him, and the boy was now pregnant. He wanted to think clearer but it was hard to concentrate on something else but the fact he had just discovered.
Jaejoong didn’t talk to him after they were back home. The man was too confused and hurt. He was jealous, he was not going to lie about it, he was really jealous of his brother. Junsu was going to have a baby; his husband’s baby. He was going to have the baby he always dreamed of.
But wait, the boy, the boy that was with his brother, he totally forgot his name, but maybe that boy was the father. Yeah, if Junsu slept with his husband who could assure him that Junsu didn’t sleep with other men? He really hoped that to be true. It was cruel, but those were his feelings.
Suddenly Jaejoong’s thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. It was his father. The man smiled and so did Jaejoong.
“Did you want to talk to me, honey?” asked the man curiously. Jaejoong nodded.
“Yes, father. I… I was wondering if you knew about Junsu.” He still didn’t want to tell him what Yoochun and he had found.
“No, Jaejoong. He went home months ago, but I haven’t seen him since then.” Guiltiness had been building up inside of him since then, Junsu was his son and he should have gone look for him long time ago, but he didn’t.
“I see,” he bit the inside of his cheek. “He moved, he doesn’t live in the same place anymore,” he gulped. “He is living in a smaller apartment now,” tears were now threatening to coming out. “It’s my fault, I fired him and now…” sobs came out of his mouth.
Mr.Kim walked towards his son and hugged him. “It’s not your fault, honey, what you did was totally understandable.”
“It was, but now that I know the truth I feel like a complete jerk.” Mr. Kim looked at Jaejoong with questioning eyes. “The truth?” he asked. Jaejoong nodded but did not say any more words. He couldn’t tell his father at the moment, he himself couldn’t understand.
The sound of the door opening interrupted them. It was Yoochun. “I am sorry,” he apologized.
Jaejoong looked at the man and shook his head. “It’s fine. I was just talking with dad about Junsu.” Yoochun tensed. The man already knew about Junsu’s pregnancy?
Mr.Kim stared at Yoochun, since the incident with his two sons he had wanted to kill Yoochun. “Well, I have to go, honey. It’s there anything else you wanted to talk about?” Before Jaejoong could say anything the man spoke again. “Give me Junsu’s new address so I can go visit him.” Jaejoong shook his head.
“He doesn’t know that we know where he lives, dad. We’ll go to his house first, if that’s fine with you.” Mr.Kim nodded, he wanted to see Junsu but he also wanted to give Jaejoong the chance to talk to the other boy.
“Is he also going to go?” he whispered, although Yoochun heard him.
“Yes dad.” Mr. Kim sighed.
“Whatever you wish, honey.” He then walked out of the room, but before glaring at Yoochun for a last time.
“He hates me,” Yoochun breathed out.
Jaejoong laughed. “Yes, he does.”
“Jaejoong,” said Yoochun in a serious tone stopping Jaejoong’s laughter. “You don’t have to go if you don’t want to.”
The older man’s eyes widened. “You, you don’t want me to be there, right?”
It was true that Yoochun wanted to talk with Junsu without anyone distracting him, but he couldn’t just say that. “It’s not about that, Jaejoong,” he sighed. “Junsu is pregnant, he… I don’t want you to suffer. I know that what’s happening right now it’s…” before the man could finish his sentence, Jaejoong’s lips landed on his own. It was clear that the older man was still determined to not let go of the other.
Yoochun responded.
It was stupid, maybe, but was he expected to just leave his spouse? And what was he suppose to do with his pregnant ex-lover? He needed to put his priorities in order and there was no doubt that the baby was the most important person for which he should be worrying about at the moment.
They didn’t talk about the issue for that day. Soon they went home to sleep. Yoochun couldn’t stop wondering how was Junsu sleeping now, was he comfortable?
But wait, what about the guy he saw?
He was only Junsu’s friend, right? He wanted to keep on thinking like that; he couldn’t let those thoughts invade his mind.
Junsu was free, wasn’t he? But he was pregnant with his baby because he was sure the baby was his. It was hard to come to a conclusion whether Junsu was in the right to be with someone else when he was pregnant with his baby.
With all those confusing thoughts the man fell asleep. Tomorrow was going to be a hard day and he needed to be fine. He could hardly glue his eyes together, but he got a few hours of sleep at last.
Beside him, Jaejoong, his spouse, was also having a hard time sleeping. There were so many emotions inside of him it was really hard to breathe. His brother was pregnant. He couldn’t just think about Yoochun and him when he should be thinking about the baby that was inside his brother’s stomach.
It hurt him that Yoochun’s first child was not inside of him, but there was no turning back. There was nothing he could do.
The next day they went back to find Junsu. Jaejoong was still doubting, but they couldn’t lose time; he needed to stop being so selfish. Once again Junsu wasn’t home. This time the two men decided to wait as long as possible. And it really took them a long long time before the youngest Kim appeared from the elevator.
He seemed not to notice them and so he was about to open the door to his apartment. It was when the boy was about to enter that Yoochun and Jaejoong walked towards him.
“Junsu.”
The mentioned looked back with widen eyes.
“Wha…” he couldn’t pronounce even a word because of the shock.
Yoochun was about to speak, but Junsu recovering from the shock tried to close the door behind him. He was too slow for Yoochun. The older man made his way in pulling Junsu’s hands with him. The other man also walked in closing the door once they all were in.
Everyone was silent for a few seconds, it was too awkward. “How...” Junsu couldn’t find his voice, this was just too sudden.
“How did we find you?” Yoochun’s voice was emanating anger; it was scary. “What do you think you are doing leaving like that?”
The two Kims looked at the angry man. Junsu’s tears then began to fall; he was not going to support this any longer. “What was I thinking? Park Yoochun, you stupid jerk, what gives you the right to talk to me like that? Who was the one who ignored my calls for months? I… I wanted to tell you, but… I realized that,” he looked at his brother for a second. “There was no case in trying.” Yoochun gulped, Junsu looked so fragile; his heart was weak before those eyes.
“I’m not sorry for that because it was the right thing to do. I know I did wrong just by just leaving without solving things, but… it’s also my child, were you really going to hide him from me.” Junsu’s heart hurt; Yoochun was right.
“It’s not your child,” tried Junsu in a desperate attempt to contradict Yoochun.
“Junsu, I know it’s my child, you just said that you wanted to tell me before.” Junsu knew there was no case on lying.
“Junsu is not lying, that child is mine.” The three pair of eyes turned to look at the boy that had entered the room.
“Youngjae!” Junsu was surprise for the boy’s sudden confession.
“Do you really think I’m stupid, Junsu that child is mine, I’m sure of it.”
Younjae shook his head. “Didn’t you hear me, Mr. Park, that child is…”
“Mind your own business, kid.” The two men looked really pissed, they were about to fight.
Suddenly Junsu’s phone alarm rang making everyone wake up from their trances. Junsu turned the phone off as he walked to his closet. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to go to work,” the youngest boy was about to go to his bathroom so he could get ready.
“We need to talk.”
The seriousness in Yoochun’s voice froze the young boy. He knew they all needed to sit down and have a long talk and resolve all their problems once and for all.
He nodded his head signaling them to sit on the couch. “I’ll sit on a chair.” Youngjae and Junsu were now sitting on two chairs while Jaejoong and Yoochun where on the sofa. “How did you find me?” he asked again.
“A private investigator,” Yoochun said.
Jaejoong couldn’t even pronounce a word; he didn’t know what to say.
“A what? You are so stupid.”
Yoochun scratched his head; this was so frustrating.
“This is not what we need to talk about, Junsu.” Yoochun looked at the boy with pleading eyes. “Please, come back home.”
Junsu bit with lower lip. “Home? I lost my old home; I don’t have anywhere to stay.”
“Your parent’s house!”
“My mom hates me! I don’t want to go there!” Junsu’s heart beat faster, Yoochun was asking him to go back. He was happy, but there were still so many doubts inside of him. He shook his head. “Why do you want me to go back? I’m no more than a nuisance for you and my brother.” Jaejoong looked up after that.
“Junsu,” the name sounded bitter in his throat. “Yoochun is right. This is not about Yoochun or you, it’s about the baby, at the end there is nothing Yoochun, I or you can do to deny the right and the responsibility Yoochun has as the father of your child. Just come back.”
Junsu knew Jaejoong was right, he knew that really well. “He is your husband. Do you really want me to go back? Do you?” Jaejoong didn’t really have an answer for that. “Like I said, this is not about me. Don’t make this any harder, Junsu. It’s already really hard for me to be here.”
What was he suppose to do now? Junsu had got used to the idea of living there, of working in the two jobs to take care of the baby and to be able to forget about Yoochun. He was really afraid of what was going to happen after that. There were so many things that were confusing about the future. “But I…” everyone was looking at the boy waiting for him to take his decision. “How can I just leave?”
Jaejoong had decided to make his brother go back with them. He wanted the best for that baby. “I’ll give you your job back, you can go back to the company and if you want I can help you find a new apartment close to our parents’ house. Just think what’s best for you and that child. Junsu, when he is born you will have a huge responsibility. Have you thought of his education? Junsu there is so much more in taking care of a child. You can’t do it alone.”
Junsu shook his head. “I know, but…” Yoochun then stood up making the boy closed his month.
“Just come back. I will take every responsibility that the child needs. Just come back.” Junsu sighed in defeat.
“I’ll go pack my things.” Yoochun smiled. There now was something less to worry about. After some time the boy was done packing his cloths, he didn’t need anything else, not like he had many things so it didn’t really matter.
Youngjae held Junsu’s hand before the boy could get inside Yoochun’s car. “Will I see you again?” Junsu felt really guilty, Youngjae had found him a month ago and if it wasn’t because of him he could have been in so much trouble. Junsu was really thankful but there was nothing he could do.
“You can go visit me any time you want,” he said in a whispered. “If you wish, of course.”
Youngjae smiled and nodded. “I will.”
Junsu smiled back. “Thank you.”
Yoochun started the car in direction to the main house. Junsu was really confused; it was hard to think that he was in Yoochun’s car in direction to his parents’ house just like that. He didn’t even put up a fight. He followed him like a lost puppy. He should have moved to another city or country or maybe even another continent. Well, he couldn’t have had enough money for that, he wanted to be as far as he could from Yoochun. He then smiled bitterly. Who was he trying to kid? Yes, he needed to be far away from Yoochun for a moment, but the mere thought of being without the man for so long was so scary. He was happy.
Because it had been a really tiring day he fell asleep right away.
Once they were home Yoochun carried the sleeping beauty thinking of how beautiful the boy looked sleeping. He wasn’t that heavy. It made him realized that the boy probably wasn’t eating properly.
There was no one at home, but Jaejoong had the keys of the door. Yoochun left the younger boy in the room which used to be his. “You are so pretty,” he said caressing the boy’s cheek. He couldn’t describe how happy he was to have Junsu by his side again. He was selfish but he did not care. After kissing the boy’s cheek good night the man walked out of the room.
Downstairs the man found Jaejoong sitting on the couch. The older man didn’t look good. He walked towards the man sitting then beside him. Jaejoong looked up and smiled. “We did well,” he whispered.
Yoochun nodded. “Yes, we did.”
The older man’s tears began to fall then. “It hurts knowing that I lost you.” Yoochun closed his eyes embracing the man.
“I’m here.”
Jaejoong shook his head. “No, you are not, Yoochun. You are not really with me.” Yoochun didn’t speak anymore; there was no sense on lying any longer.
Length: 16/20
Pairing: Yoosu, jaechun (slight)
Genre: Angst/Smut/Romance/Drama
Rating: R
Warning: M-preg
Summary: Junsu was aware that the man was his brother-in-law. Yoochun wasn't his and he knew it. But Junsu's darkest side still wanted him, it desired him. It was a question of pride, wasn't it?
Wasn't it?
01| 02| 03| 04| 05| 06| 07| 08|09| 10| 11| 12| 13| 14| 15| 16| 17|18|19|20|Epilogue">Chapter 17
A/N: HI!!! I know you probably thought I forgot about the fanfiction, I'm sorry, last week I was busy with tests and... I feel somehow ashamed but I began to read once again, since I stopped reading like a year ago. Anyways, I missed my books so much. I'm also done with The Hungers Games series and I'm on the third book of Harry Potter, all of then in just one week. I know, some of you must be thinking you've never read Harry Potter!!!! well, no, I didn't it, but I started and OMG, SUN, those books are awesome!!! I'm also really excited about The Hungers Games' movie coming out soon, ok, I'll stop, wait!!! I forgot, I began writing the next fanfiction, just part of the first chapter... it's going to be just a short fic (hopefully) so I can start with some others that I have in mind. Please be patient with me ;_;
Author: aoi_jihyo
Length: 16/20
Pairing: Yoosu, Jaechun (slight)
Genre: Angst/Smut/Romance
Rating: R
Warning: M-preg
Summary: Junsu was aware that the man was his brother-in-law. Yoochun wasn't his and he knew it. But Junsu's darkest side still wanted him, it desired him. It was a question of pride, wasn't it?
Wasn’t it?
There were so many emotions inside of him at the moment; Junsu was pregnant. He was pregnant with his baby, right? Yes, he was sure of it. Junsu might have been a really bratty person, and yeah he did seduce him, but Junsu was not a slut. He loved him. The realization made his heart hurt. Junsu was really in love with him, and the boy was now pregnant. He wanted to think clearer but it was hard to concentrate on something else but the fact he had just discovered.
Jaejoong didn’t talk to him after they were back home. The man was too confused and hurt. He was jealous, he was not going to lie about it, he was really jealous of his brother. Junsu was going to have a baby; his husband’s baby. He was going to have the baby he always dreamed of.
But wait, the boy, the boy that was with his brother, he totally forgot his name, but maybe that boy was the father. Yeah, if Junsu slept with his husband who could assure him that Junsu didn’t sleep with other men? He really hoped that to be true. It was cruel, but those were his feelings.
Suddenly Jaejoong’s thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. It was his father. The man smiled and so did Jaejoong.
“Did you want to talk to me, honey?” asked the man curiously. Jaejoong nodded.
“Yes, father. I… I was wondering if you knew about Junsu.” He still didn’t want to tell him what Yoochun and he had found.
“No, Jaejoong. He went home months ago, but I haven’t seen him since then.” Guiltiness had been building up inside of him since then, Junsu was his son and he should have gone look for him long time ago, but he didn’t.
“I see,” he bit the inside of his cheek. “He moved, he doesn’t live in the same place anymore,” he gulped. “He is living in a smaller apartment now,” tears were now threatening to coming out. “It’s my fault, I fired him and now…” sobs came out of his mouth.
Mr.Kim walked towards his son and hugged him. “It’s not your fault, honey, what you did was totally understandable.”
“It was, but now that I know the truth I feel like a complete jerk.” Mr. Kim looked at Jaejoong with questioning eyes. “The truth?” he asked. Jaejoong nodded but did not say any more words. He couldn’t tell his father at the moment, he himself couldn’t understand.
The sound of the door opening interrupted them. It was Yoochun. “I am sorry,” he apologized.
Jaejoong looked at the man and shook his head. “It’s fine. I was just talking with dad about Junsu.” Yoochun tensed. The man already knew about Junsu’s pregnancy?
Mr.Kim stared at Yoochun, since the incident with his two sons he had wanted to kill Yoochun. “Well, I have to go, honey. It’s there anything else you wanted to talk about?” Before Jaejoong could say anything the man spoke again. “Give me Junsu’s new address so I can go visit him.” Jaejoong shook his head.
“He doesn’t know that we know where he lives, dad. We’ll go to his house first, if that’s fine with you.” Mr.Kim nodded, he wanted to see Junsu but he also wanted to give Jaejoong the chance to talk to the other boy.
“Is he also going to go?” he whispered, although Yoochun heard him.
“Yes dad.” Mr. Kim sighed.
“Whatever you wish, honey.” He then walked out of the room, but before glaring at Yoochun for a last time.
“He hates me,” Yoochun breathed out.
Jaejoong laughed. “Yes, he does.”
“Jaejoong,” said Yoochun in a serious tone stopping Jaejoong’s laughter. “You don’t have to go if you don’t want to.”
The older man’s eyes widened. “You, you don’t want me to be there, right?”
It was true that Yoochun wanted to talk with Junsu without anyone distracting him, but he couldn’t just say that. “It’s not about that, Jaejoong,” he sighed. “Junsu is pregnant, he… I don’t want you to suffer. I know that what’s happening right now it’s…” before the man could finish his sentence, Jaejoong’s lips landed on his own. It was clear that the older man was still determined to not let go of the other.
Yoochun responded.
It was stupid, maybe, but was he expected to just leave his spouse? And what was he suppose to do with his pregnant ex-lover? He needed to put his priorities in order and there was no doubt that the baby was the most important person for which he should be worrying about at the moment.
They didn’t talk about the issue for that day. Soon they went home to sleep. Yoochun couldn’t stop wondering how was Junsu sleeping now, was he comfortable?
But wait, what about the guy he saw?
He was only Junsu’s friend, right? He wanted to keep on thinking like that; he couldn’t let those thoughts invade his mind.
Junsu was free, wasn’t he? But he was pregnant with his baby because he was sure the baby was his. It was hard to come to a conclusion whether Junsu was in the right to be with someone else when he was pregnant with his baby.
With all those confusing thoughts the man fell asleep. Tomorrow was going to be a hard day and he needed to be fine. He could hardly glue his eyes together, but he got a few hours of sleep at last.
Beside him, Jaejoong, his spouse, was also having a hard time sleeping. There were so many emotions inside of him it was really hard to breathe. His brother was pregnant. He couldn’t just think about Yoochun and him when he should be thinking about the baby that was inside his brother’s stomach.
It hurt him that Yoochun’s first child was not inside of him, but there was no turning back. There was nothing he could do.
The next day they went back to find Junsu. Jaejoong was still doubting, but they couldn’t lose time; he needed to stop being so selfish. Once again Junsu wasn’t home. This time the two men decided to wait as long as possible. And it really took them a long long time before the youngest Kim appeared from the elevator.
He seemed not to notice them and so he was about to open the door to his apartment. It was when the boy was about to enter that Yoochun and Jaejoong walked towards him.
“Junsu.”
The mentioned looked back with widen eyes.
“Wha…” he couldn’t pronounce even a word because of the shock.
Yoochun was about to speak, but Junsu recovering from the shock tried to close the door behind him. He was too slow for Yoochun. The older man made his way in pulling Junsu’s hands with him. The other man also walked in closing the door once they all were in.
Everyone was silent for a few seconds, it was too awkward. “How...” Junsu couldn’t find his voice, this was just too sudden.
“How did we find you?” Yoochun’s voice was emanating anger; it was scary. “What do you think you are doing leaving like that?”
The two Kims looked at the angry man. Junsu’s tears then began to fall; he was not going to support this any longer. “What was I thinking? Park Yoochun, you stupid jerk, what gives you the right to talk to me like that? Who was the one who ignored my calls for months? I… I wanted to tell you, but… I realized that,” he looked at his brother for a second. “There was no case in trying.” Yoochun gulped, Junsu looked so fragile; his heart was weak before those eyes.
“I’m not sorry for that because it was the right thing to do. I know I did wrong just by just leaving without solving things, but… it’s also my child, were you really going to hide him from me.” Junsu’s heart hurt; Yoochun was right.
“It’s not your child,” tried Junsu in a desperate attempt to contradict Yoochun.
“Junsu, I know it’s my child, you just said that you wanted to tell me before.” Junsu knew there was no case on lying.
“Junsu is not lying, that child is mine.” The three pair of eyes turned to look at the boy that had entered the room.
“Youngjae!” Junsu was surprise for the boy’s sudden confession.
“Do you really think I’m stupid, Junsu that child is mine, I’m sure of it.”
Younjae shook his head. “Didn’t you hear me, Mr. Park, that child is…”
“Mind your own business, kid.” The two men looked really pissed, they were about to fight.
Suddenly Junsu’s phone alarm rang making everyone wake up from their trances. Junsu turned the phone off as he walked to his closet. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to go to work,” the youngest boy was about to go to his bathroom so he could get ready.
“We need to talk.”
The seriousness in Yoochun’s voice froze the young boy. He knew they all needed to sit down and have a long talk and resolve all their problems once and for all.
He nodded his head signaling them to sit on the couch. “I’ll sit on a chair.” Youngjae and Junsu were now sitting on two chairs while Jaejoong and Yoochun where on the sofa. “How did you find me?” he asked again.
“A private investigator,” Yoochun said.
Jaejoong couldn’t even pronounce a word; he didn’t know what to say.
“A what? You are so stupid.”
Yoochun scratched his head; this was so frustrating.
“This is not what we need to talk about, Junsu.” Yoochun looked at the boy with pleading eyes. “Please, come back home.”
Junsu bit with lower lip. “Home? I lost my old home; I don’t have anywhere to stay.”
“Your parent’s house!”
“My mom hates me! I don’t want to go there!” Junsu’s heart beat faster, Yoochun was asking him to go back. He was happy, but there were still so many doubts inside of him. He shook his head. “Why do you want me to go back? I’m no more than a nuisance for you and my brother.” Jaejoong looked up after that.
“Junsu,” the name sounded bitter in his throat. “Yoochun is right. This is not about Yoochun or you, it’s about the baby, at the end there is nothing Yoochun, I or you can do to deny the right and the responsibility Yoochun has as the father of your child. Just come back.”
Junsu knew Jaejoong was right, he knew that really well. “He is your husband. Do you really want me to go back? Do you?” Jaejoong didn’t really have an answer for that. “Like I said, this is not about me. Don’t make this any harder, Junsu. It’s already really hard for me to be here.”
What was he suppose to do now? Junsu had got used to the idea of living there, of working in the two jobs to take care of the baby and to be able to forget about Yoochun. He was really afraid of what was going to happen after that. There were so many things that were confusing about the future. “But I…” everyone was looking at the boy waiting for him to take his decision. “How can I just leave?”
Jaejoong had decided to make his brother go back with them. He wanted the best for that baby. “I’ll give you your job back, you can go back to the company and if you want I can help you find a new apartment close to our parents’ house. Just think what’s best for you and that child. Junsu, when he is born you will have a huge responsibility. Have you thought of his education? Junsu there is so much more in taking care of a child. You can’t do it alone.”
Junsu shook his head. “I know, but…” Yoochun then stood up making the boy closed his month.
“Just come back. I will take every responsibility that the child needs. Just come back.” Junsu sighed in defeat.
“I’ll go pack my things.” Yoochun smiled. There now was something less to worry about. After some time the boy was done packing his cloths, he didn’t need anything else, not like he had many things so it didn’t really matter.
Youngjae held Junsu’s hand before the boy could get inside Yoochun’s car. “Will I see you again?” Junsu felt really guilty, Youngjae had found him a month ago and if it wasn’t because of him he could have been in so much trouble. Junsu was really thankful but there was nothing he could do.
“You can go visit me any time you want,” he said in a whispered. “If you wish, of course.”
Youngjae smiled and nodded. “I will.”
Junsu smiled back. “Thank you.”
Yoochun started the car in direction to the main house. Junsu was really confused; it was hard to think that he was in Yoochun’s car in direction to his parents’ house just like that. He didn’t even put up a fight. He followed him like a lost puppy. He should have moved to another city or country or maybe even another continent. Well, he couldn’t have had enough money for that, he wanted to be as far as he could from Yoochun. He then smiled bitterly. Who was he trying to kid? Yes, he needed to be far away from Yoochun for a moment, but the mere thought of being without the man for so long was so scary. He was happy.
Because it had been a really tiring day he fell asleep right away.
Once they were home Yoochun carried the sleeping beauty thinking of how beautiful the boy looked sleeping. He wasn’t that heavy. It made him realized that the boy probably wasn’t eating properly.
There was no one at home, but Jaejoong had the keys of the door. Yoochun left the younger boy in the room which used to be his. “You are so pretty,” he said caressing the boy’s cheek. He couldn’t describe how happy he was to have Junsu by his side again. He was selfish but he did not care. After kissing the boy’s cheek good night the man walked out of the room.
Downstairs the man found Jaejoong sitting on the couch. The older man didn’t look good. He walked towards the man sitting then beside him. Jaejoong looked up and smiled. “We did well,” he whispered.
Yoochun nodded. “Yes, we did.”
The older man’s tears began to fall then. “It hurts knowing that I lost you.” Yoochun closed his eyes embracing the man.
“I’m here.”
Jaejoong shook his head. “No, you are not, Yoochun. You are not really with me.” Yoochun didn’t speak anymore; there was no sense on lying any longer.
Length: 16/20
Pairing: Yoosu, jaechun (slight)
Genre: Angst/Smut/Romance/Drama
Rating: R
Warning: M-preg
Summary: Junsu was aware that the man was his brother-in-law. Yoochun wasn't his and he knew it. But Junsu's darkest side still wanted him, it desired him. It was a question of pride, wasn't it?
Wasn't it?
01| 02| 03| 04| 05| 06| 07| 08|09| 10| 11| 12| 13| 14| 15| 16| 17|18|19|20|Epilogue">Chapter 17
A/N: HI!!! I know you probably thought I forgot about the fanfiction, I'm sorry, last week I was busy with tests and... I feel somehow ashamed but I began to read once again, since I stopped reading like a year ago. Anyways, I missed my books so much. I'm also done with The Hungers Games series and I'm on the third book of Harry Potter, all of then in just one week. I know, some of you must be thinking you've never read Harry Potter!!!! well, no, I didn't it, but I started and OMG, SUN, those books are awesome!!! I'm also really excited about The Hungers Games' movie coming out soon, ok, I'll stop, wait!!! I forgot, I began writing the next fanfiction, just part of the first chapter... it's going to be just a short fic (hopefully) so I can start with some others that I have in mind. Please be patient with me ;_;