We went to the hospital, natalie and i just to make sure that everything was okay because she had been severely depressed and tired.They said everything is alright with the baby and they gave her some medication to help though along with an envelope they sent us home with.My heart was beating through my chest practically, I held her in my arms and ( Read more... )

Okay so I seriously feel like such a horrible husband.I cant even make it better for her, she's so sick and so tired and so angry with me for her being pregnant and I just, i feel bad because I know ill never understand...I mean...im a guy and so that's something ill never understand.Its not fare though because its not that I dont want to ( Read more... )

So you heard it right....Natalie and I are married.Yes, married!!!!!!Finally! Wow, I just...I can't believe this is really happening.She is my life completed.Wow...just relies that is a part of one of our songs...okay, sorry about the "moment" there.Had to,just had to. I remember when I had to question whether we'd ever be boyfriend and girlfriend ( Read more... )

Wow...just in time for the holiday season.Seriously this is just...its fucking AMAZING ( Read more... )

Lol okay wow so thats a fuckin crazy ass fucking song but thats besides the point.I really thought things had gotten better with Natalie and I but I guess I was mistaken or something, well I mean she says its because she loves me that she's giving us a break.She said she dont understand how I know we are meant to be and with this break she wants to ( Read more... )

Okay so things didnt start out going over so smoothly when Natalie and I got into a heated arguement and it really didnt look too great and I really have to admit I got worried in whether or not we could make whats left of this relationship work you know?And then she said I wanted kate and always wanted her and threw me the ring and ran off sobbing ( Read more... )

So guys..I just got back from the fuckin hospital.Dont flip and shit, but yeah lets just say that wasnt exactly the funnest experience.I'm suprisingly still sober at the moment, shit..Im such a dumb ass I dont even know how to take my coke right haha..shit lol.Natalie was leaving and I went to follow after her I guess and fell down the stairs or ( Read more... )

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So like fuckin WOW I'm feeling so fuckin GOOD!I mean seriously, im fuckin floating, well okay not floating but I just feel numb and it feels good..it feels fuckin,....great actually!Better then the usual annoying pain in your heart you know?HA..oh god lol, I havent felt this fuckin great in for fuckin ever.Oh damn!Im commin down!Ha, I said to hell ( Read more... )

So we arent even married yet and we are facing rock roads.Folks this isnt like the ice cream, it aint fuckin good either.I guess that we have some hidden sketitons in the fuckin closet.Like Natalie and Taylor did end up having an affair and then...well..I wasnt as innocent.I guess I had a hard time facing her and was being a dick because facing her ( Read more... )