Closed Doors - Masterpost
Title: Closed Doors
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Other Characters: their friends and families. And some people I made up.
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~ 48.000 (overall)
Genre: slash, first time
Disclaimer: this story is pure fiction. Some people are not even real. I don’t mean to disrespect any individual that is mentioned, nor anyone who’s reading this.
Disclaimer 2: the chapter titles are from “Breathe Into Me” by Red, the epilogue title is from "The Trouble With Love Is" by Kelly Clarkson
Beta: by the wonderful blueeyedliz and the amazing munibunny . Both of you have taught me so many different things, made me a better writer and still make me work on getting better with every sentence.
Warnings/ Promises: hugs, kisses and tears. A fight, a punch, a secret. Overprotective!friends. Angst and drama like whoa. Sex. A very slow build-up. Many closed doors, literally and metaphorically. And the shameless use of Chad Michael Murray as a reasonable guy.
Summary: A secret that ought to bring them closer together, might tear them apart.
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And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me
And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you
And this is who I am when I don't know myself anymore
And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me
And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge
And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground
And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain
And this is how I disappear when I throw myself away
Breathe your life into me, I can feel you, I'm falling, falling faster
Breathe your life into me, I still need you, I'm falling, falling faster
The trouble with love is, it doesn't care how fast you fall