please make all subsequent posts friends only. thanks! happy holidays to everyone.

i'd just like to thank all the current members. the level of posting is exactly where i want it to be (about one post every other day). there could be a little more commenting, but we're still in a good place. again, THANK YOU so much for putting up with my demands/whims & honestly wanting to stay. i really think we could do something great ( Read more... )

i found some really cool photos. thought i'd share.

(semi-nudity. open with caution.)


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This whole time, I was just afraid. Of you, of myself, of our similarities. Of the way we'd feed off of each others insecurities. Sometimes, I get that spontaneous hit of reality whereby, suddenly, "none of that matters anymore; work!school!work!school!" Just as easily snapping back into my intuitive, everyday world, governed by boys & cynicism. ( Read more... )

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routinesshe wakes up & searches for ( Read more... )

We start with names for everything ( Read more... )

okay, seriously. i'm rather aggravated now. i'm sorry i have to do this, but i'm tired of no one posting, or commenting. even if you dont feel comfortable posting your work, at least comment on others'! even if it's just "i really liked that," that's fine! i'm almost sorry i have to do this... you must comment on this entry if you wish to ( Read more... )

i do not share your fate. my demons are my own to bear[y], and now having transversed transparent boundaries i find i am barely able to comprehend the (in)consistency [form & inharmonious uniformity] of my former self. the criss-crossed lines [verbal, & metaphysical] i swore were drawn in concrete have been wholly converted to dust (although no ( Read more... )