( I have been having problems with my email. Comcast bought out AT&T and have done some sort of conversion program that causes all default-account emails to go into archive )

( We got the fence put up from the ex-nun, and Colin got full time schooling! )

I am feeling better today, but that is with not knowing what is going on. I am in the waiting period of finding anything out now. I am trying not to think about what might be going on. I have made up my mind that, if it comes back as a negative result, I will appeal it. They haven't talked to one person that knows my family, has been inside of ( Read more... )

( I am going off to Walmart tonight. Part of my reasoning is paranoia--with the school complaining about 'clothing' being dirty, and Sean's drooling problem--well, he is very heavy. He has gained so much weight that; none of last years shirts fit him. My paranoia has them reporting me for sending him in 'non-appropriate clothing' if it gets warm. )

I just got a call from the Department of Social Services/Child Protective Services is on their way over. Yep, someone (I know it is the school) reported me--for what, I am not sure. This happens because I am the mother of 3 special needs kids. The last time, which I have to write about at another time, it was done illegally. The little suburbs ( Read more... )

( Yeppers, that is who I am. I go by LSOS as well if anyone wants to abbreviate it.

Yesterday was beautiful. It was in the 60's until later afternoon. I am pretty sure that the Iraqi military took out a TYPHOON attack on us later however. The winds were so strong that, my auto-start on the van kept going on! It was either the rocking of the van or, the van is haunted.

(*Note to self--check auto-start manual and see if a van haunting are recorded.*)

We lost electricity too. Then again, if you fart loud around here the electricity goes out. It's aggravating.

It is now 30 degrees here. It dropped this morning, with rain all day and now, turning to snow.

SNOW, I SAID! DAMN IT, SNOW!

I am pretty sure that, Mother Nature is a now buddy with my mother. They seem to have the same tempers. My mother has also been known for hauntings when she is pissed off at me so, the van might be her at well.

(*New note to self- check to see if my mother's name is mentioned in manual*) )

( I have been trying to have a 'Girls Night Out' with my oldest daughter once a week. In some cases, we go out to eat. Last week we went shopping together. Last night, we went for Chinese food.

I had another motive in going out last night as well. With all that I am hearing about the war being discussed in classes, which include personal opinions by the teachers I wanted to ensure this was not going on in Molly's classes as well. )

( It is finally becoming 'spring-like' here in our house by the lake. I am starting to see breaks in the ice where, just 2 weeks ago they were ice fishing. My ‘trees for the dead' in the backyard are blooming (I plant a tree in my yard for those in my family that have died), and it won't be long before the pinks, reds and whites are surrounding our winter-plagued yard.

I am actually going outside--the depression isn't forcing me into the basement as it usually does all winter. I just wish the anxiety and flashbacks would diminish as well--I think I will put that on my psychological wish-list. )

( I have cousins, but I am only a 3rd cousin to most of them. To make a long story short, my family was very close until their grandmother and my grandmother died. The daughter that inherited everything is a royal bitch--never married, childless, and extremely opinionated (to an holier-than-thou attitude). )

That should have been private. I just had a "Mom Meltdown ( Read more... )