This is the only word I want to say at the moment: FUCK. I hate my life. I slept til noon today. NOON!!! I haven't gotten anything done. I was late to go look at an apt because I slept so late. Then I didn't even like the apt. It's small and messy and seems like rich-ish people live there. I don't have anything against rich-ish people, I just don' ( Read more... )

 I am so glad this week is over. Actually, I'm glad these last three weeks are over because they were rough. I had a lot due and a lot to do to get ready for my trip to India. But it's all done now. I turned in my big paper for my research study and now I just have to finish preparing for my trip:

• get my courses lined up
• get loans
• send in my visa ( Read more... )

 I'm trying to write a paper. But I got bored and started looking at pictures on facebook. Namely this girl's pictures.


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The week is finally over. It was hell. I had a test and three papers and various other assignments. I pulled my first all-nighter (during which I stayed on campus for about 35 hours on campus, almost straight ( Read more... )

 I'm currently taking a break from my paper. I've been working on it for about two hours and I have almost four pages. I need 5-8 so I'm confident that I'll make it. It's just taking me a long time, but I've accepted the fact that writing takes me a long time. I think this is because I have a hard time converting my thoughts/understandings into ( Read more... )

 I am so stressed. I have so much to do. I have no clue how I'm going to get it all done. I'm starting to freak out. I'm trying not to, but it's really hard. I just can't do everything. I have a test tomorrow I haven't begun to study for. I have two big drafts due Wednesday. I have another big draft due Thursday and another assignment. I have a ( Read more... )

 I made a decision the other day. I need to live. I need to actually live my life and not let it pass me by. And by living I mainly mean actually do my homework and everything. I have to actually work. I can't stay in bed all the time ( Read more... )

I feel terribly fat today. I ate a personal pizza for lunch and saw this guy I knew freshmen year (he went on a two year mission and is back now). He was sitting with his friends and I was sitting at a table all by myself eating pizza and mustard (don't judge me). I saw him, but I was really hoping he wouldn't recognize me. It would make me feel ( Read more... )

 I talked to Ashley about the whole situation with Jake and Talia. She brought up a really good point: Talia probably talked to Jake about what she's going through and may not have asked for help, but may have. I don't talk to Jake and Tal about my problems or ask for help. Sometimes I talk to Talia and that always helps. I just assume that they ( Read more... )

 I have officially made it one whole week without purging!!! I last purged on last Monday so today has been one week. I told Chelsey today in class and she was really happy and elbow-bumped me (her hands were full). I was so happy I just had to tell someone and it made me even happier that she was happy for me ( Read more... )