- Dad has still not called me to officially tell me about the heart surgery. ( Read more... )

I just found out that my father will need a heart bypass. I plan to be there for the surgery, whenever it's scheduled for. He's 58.

- Feeling better about apartment: Got closet and office organized and usable ( Read more... )

Need to get some perspective on some negative feelings. These items are sort of mounting up and making me feel as though my life is unraveling. Big picture, I know things are going really well for me, arguably better than ever before. I think a lot of the negativity is due to me being on my period and will pass accordingly. Still, I feel the need ( Read more... )

I'm starting to feel a lot better since I stopped eating dairy and citrus+tomatoes. ( Read more... )

- Tests showed I'm allergic to dust, dust mite poo, the pollen of cedar, juniper and cypress, and food allergies including choc/coffee/cola (which I'd figured out) as well as (surprisingly) dairy and citrus, which includes tomatoes. ( Read more... )

The move went well. ( Read more... )

The last couple days have been much better. Good quality time with Squid. Trousers sneaked over during a window of time I was hoping people from Craiglist would come take free stuff, used a fake voice when I buzzed him in, and came to the door with flowers. Then he went to pick up dinner since I couldn't leave. Very sweet and un-Trouserlike, but he ( Read more... )

This is probably my last night here. My last night alone for a very long time. That's good, because I sleep better with someone. This has been a good place to live. I know I'll miss it sometimes. It's been the first place I've lived that was all mine.

I'm having trouble getting to bed.

Changes are scary, but I hope this will be a good one.

Here are the reasons I'm feeling so crappy today:( Read more... )