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exhausted
first night of God sleep in days. I don't think I woke up but once. And that was to roll off my aching shoulder. Still haven't weighed in. I'm surprised is not the temptation it once was. But I'm anxious to, only after my period. I have PMS so bad right now. And a hormone headache.
I so feel like I'm staking that line where any second I could go ( Read more... ) -
vent
I keep walking up feeling like I'm roasting! I'm not sure if it's dehydration or what! My mouth feels so dry that when I swallow I have to work up the spit, and it feels like my mouth is going to crack!
My breasts feel larger. I have GOT to get this weight down.
Waiting on a book to come in the mail. The author actually took the time to ( Read more... ) -
Happy Thanksgiving
husband couldn't wait to give me the surprise! He brought in wine and mixed up coconut with some oils and gave me a scalp treatment. Then a massage in the shower. I was so relaxed by the time beef time came!
I'm ahead of schedule. All the potatoes are cut, and Candied yams thrown together and put in the fridge. That's a load of!
I'm not weighing ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts tumbling out of my heart.
I've been really trying to turn inward lately, per the advice of the author I've recently become addicted to (Emily Wierenga). And find out WHY I'm where I'm at? What happened to suddenly trigger all this? I KNOW that its control when my life has felt directed by others, to make my own identity when I feel like nothing more than the product of ( Read more... ) -
break from my head
Today was definitely better than the last party!
I snuck off with her scale and it said 2 pounds higher than the last time I weighed on it. I declined cake and she didn't say a word. Then when she saw I packed my own lunch while my family bought hoagies I responded I was having some dietary issues, and am trying to eat fibrous foods. She let it go ( Read more... ) -
Cup o tea
A side of mood swings with the cup of morning tea? Why.. I don't mind if I do! I woke out of a sound sleep this morning mad as hell.( Read more... ) -
exhausted
Another no weigh in day. So I have weighed once in over a week. New record. ( Read more... )