Resisted the very strong urge today to weigh. You know, I was overheated last night. And therefore, felt swollen in the morn'. But I said eff off and got along with my day. Today, I did a comparison of my tummy from last year to this year. I'll post it for my girls that get to see my pics. haha Anyway...( Read more... )

I caved in and weighed yesterday in the afternoon. Which NEVER happens. I did it because my husband switched grocery days and we were going to eat pizza that night, meaning that I would weigh more the following day-weigh in day. So if I weighed then and weighed the next then I would have an idea of what I was. The idea that I could just wait until ( Read more... )

So so so tempted to weigh in today. I woke up and was getting dressed, fully naked in the mirror and thought... I don't look too bad! Turning around and saying.. yeah, I have curves. I've had five kids and I've lost 90 pounds.... I don't look too bad. Then I instantly felt guilty for being vain.( Read more... )

I was so so so tempted to weigh myself this morning. I've had the inclination about five times. But I just know that if I make that choice I will be headed right back THERE. And I don't want to go there again.( Read more... )

I caved. I weighed myself. I'm back up to 135. Instead of motivating me to starve it motivated me to eat TWO brownies on top of breakfast. ( Read more... )

didn't weigh in. It's getting easier as far as that goes. When I feel the pull is getting easier to not give in. But it makes it harder to eat. I used the scale as justification that I want getting fat so I could eat. Now I don't know if I should. or how much. I said I was going to count calories but I stopped. Which is good but I'm not sure what ( Read more... )

I was sitting here with a 19 month old on my lap, trying to type. And he was "helping his mama" then decided to get down and drag MY blanket with him four feet, and then lose interest in it. Ha! I think I have everything in place where I can actually organize my thoughts now. He's eating leftover dry cereal off of his high chair! And now I can just ( Read more... )

I caved. again. I wanted to weigh myself since I felt like I peed all day yesterday, started my period, and moved my bowels. haha I lost 2.5 pounds, which means my grand total for recovery is 5 pounds. Which isn't too shabby since I am eating. I think I need to increase as I woke in the middle of the night STARVING!!! And I had a *small* heart palp ( Read more... )

Good morning. Tempted to weigh in today, but said screw it. I'm not falling into that trap of weighing every day. how much different could it be from yesterday? Then I grabbed a 24 ounce glass of cucumber water, my weights, and hit the chest and triceps. My triceps are feeling it. Before I relapsed I had worked up a little past 10 male pushups, and ( Read more... )

I randomly got up to weigh myself today. Wasn't even thinking about doing it until after my period, but it somehow just happened. I think in the back of my mind I thought that any HUGE weight gain I could attribute to my period being due to start at, literally, ANY second. However, I don't feel that kind of bloated. It says I am 135.8. So, I've ( Read more... )