Fic: For The Heart I Once Had - Master Post
Title: For The Heart I Once Had
Story rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Jeffrey Dean Morgan with past Jeff/Katherine Heigl, Jared Padalecki/Adrianne Palicki
Word count: 52,525
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. This in no way depicts the real lives of Jensen Ackles, Jeffrey Dean Morgan or any of the other actors featured herein.
Special Note: Although this story can stand alone, it is part of the Sex Corps series of fic. If you are interested, please check the Sex Corps Verse Master Post. It follows the events in Meadows of Heaven (my 2009 Bigbang) and Higher Than Hope. (Detailed summary of Higher Than Hope here)
Written for spn_j2_bigbang 2010
Summary:
Almost two years ago, Commander Jeffrey Dean Morgan said good-bye to Jensen Ackles, hoping to meet up with him again after Jensen completed a dangerous mission on the other side of the galaxy. However, neither of them expected Jensen's capture and torture at the hands of the enemy. Now Jeff has returned to Earth, determined to find Jensen and rekindle their relationship.
But he doesn't expect to find a damaged Jensen and an overprotective brother. Can Jeff and Jensen move beyond the past and find each other again?
Warnings and other items of note: Mention of previous non-con and torture that occurs prior to the events in this fic. Some light BDSM. Angst. Disability. Prejudice and homophobia. A cute dog.
Thank you to my betas for their amazing work: lapillus, pekover, and lomer! I also want to thank my artist ysbail for her amazing creations. Be sure to check them out here (and throughout the fic). Thanks also to the incredible spn_j2_bigbang mods for all of their hard work! A special thank you to longtime fans of this 'verse. I hope you enjoy the story!
Title is from, of course, a Nightwish song.
Fic in single html file here.
Fic in PDF form here (Please right click and save as)
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Master Post
Story rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Jeffrey Dean Morgan with past Jeff/Katherine Heigl, Jared Padalecki/Adrianne Palicki
Word count: 52,525
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. This in no way depicts the real lives of Jensen Ackles, Jeffrey Dean Morgan or any of the other actors featured herein.
Special Note: Although this story can stand alone, it is part of the Sex Corps series of fic. If you are interested, please check the Sex Corps Verse Master Post. It follows the events in Meadows of Heaven (my 2009 Bigbang) and Higher Than Hope. (Detailed summary of Higher Than Hope here)
Written for spn_j2_bigbang 2010
Summary:
Almost two years ago, Commander Jeffrey Dean Morgan said good-bye to Jensen Ackles, hoping to meet up with him again after Jensen completed a dangerous mission on the other side of the galaxy. However, neither of them expected Jensen's capture and torture at the hands of the enemy. Now Jeff has returned to Earth, determined to find Jensen and rekindle their relationship.
But he doesn't expect to find a damaged Jensen and an overprotective brother. Can Jeff and Jensen move beyond the past and find each other again?
Warnings and other items of note: Mention of previous non-con and torture that occurs prior to the events in this fic. Some light BDSM. Angst. Disability. Prejudice and homophobia. A cute dog.
Thank you to my betas for their amazing work: lapillus, pekover, and lomer! I also want to thank my artist ysbail for her amazing creations. Be sure to check them out here (and throughout the fic). Thanks also to the incredible spn_j2_bigbang mods for all of their hard work! A special thank you to longtime fans of this 'verse. I hope you enjoy the story!
Title is from, of course, a Nightwish song.
Fic in single html file here.
Fic in PDF form here (Please right click and save as)
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Master Post