Addictive Obsession - Chapter twenty-one [part I]
Title: Addictive obsession
Authors: aroruae & fighter_of_moon
Pairing: Akame, slight Kokame & Jinda
Genre: Smut, AU, drama, tragedy
Warnings: use of drugs, whoring, slaving, insanity, bad language, incest and a lot more to come xD You've been warned, so don't read if you don't want to see them in a lot of pain *evil laugh*
Disclaimer: They don't belong to us, but we're in the process of making it true!! The proof is Jin's twitter~ And now his facebook and OMG, youtube account!!
Summary: Kazuya’s addiction becomes Jin’s obsession. They came to need each other to the extend of wanting to kill.
First Scent ~ Strawberry
Second Scent ~ Poison
Third Scent ~ Musk
Fourth Scent ~ Ecstasy
Fifth Scent ~ Spring
Sixth Scent ~ Fear
Seventh Scent ~ Sky
Eighth Scent ~ Winter
Ninth Scent ~ Loneliness
Tenth scent ~ Run
Eleventh Scent ~ You
Twelfth Scent ~ Statice
Thirteenth Scent ~ Body
Fourteenth Scent ~ Memory
Fifteenth Scent ~ Toxic
Sixteenth Scent ~ Narcotic
Seventeenth Scent ~ Hollow
Eighteenth Scent ~ Mother
Nineteenth Scent ~ Love
Twentieth Scent ~ Tomorrow
Chapter twenty one
Twenty-first scent ~ Rewind
Sometimes, what we want isn’t what we really need. When we’re little, we want to fly to the sky and grow wings that would make us look like butterflies, but as we grow older, we realize that this would just hinder us and we become glad that we don’t have them. When we’re teenagers, we want to have a great and big love, to meet that one person that would take our breath away and make us dream about perfection and happiness and love, but we come to realize at some point that true love doesn’t exist and that it takes hard work to find someone to care about you. When we’re adults, we want a good job to be able to provide for our family and built a future together not to have any worry in the world, but when we’re on our death bed, we realize that everything is useless to us, now that we’re dying and leaving this world.
Humans always want something, but there is one thing that no one seems to understand.
To receive, you have to give something in return. Equal change, that’s what it’s called. The problem is that sometimes, what we receive is far bigger than what we asked for.
His first day as a waiter and Kazuya was dying of anxiety. Jin had brought him once more to the restaurant and something told him that it was going to happen tomorrow too. He didn’t dislike the idea of being driven to his workplace, but he didn’t want to have everyone’s stares on him as he got out from Jin’s fancy car. If there was something he had learned during college, it was the attention one could receive. He had had enough. But he couldn’t bring himself to say anything to Jin so he kissed the older goodbye and hurried inside the restaurant, itching to get started.
Fifteen minutes later, he had been avidly listening to his supervisor’s words and had also memorized the menu. Although being a waiter seemed easy to many, Kazuya soon realized that it was more to it than it was shown. He had to note down correctly the ordered food and which table ordered it, then he had to be alert at the clients in case one wanted to order some more and in the end he had to look out for pranksters who liked to sneak out without paying, not that it had happened till now. But just in case. And there was also the tricky way to keep the trays steady and not to make the food spill from its plates, not to mention to not make it fall. And it was one thing Kazuya had still to master.
CRASH!
For the second time that day, Kazuya found himself looking at the trays fallen down the floor and its contents spilt over it. Rushed footsteps were heard and Kazuya apologized a thousand times in front of his supervisor who shook his head tiredly.
“Just clean this mess.” He said to Kazuya and left him alone with everyone’s eyes on his back as he bent and proceeded to do as ordered.
“Hard day?” Kazuya heard a voice behind him and when he turned, his eyes fell on one man dressed the same as him and supposedly his coworker. He was looking from above at Kazuya and a smirk was dancing on his lips as he looked at the mess the boy had made, his eyes tingling with excitement and maybe something else deep buried in the black color of his orbs.
The smirk changed into a gentle smile in a split of a second like it was never there as the newcomer sat down and started to help Kazuya gather the bits of food without sparing him a glance. “Don’t worry, it happens to all of us and the boss is quite understanding.” The man added, sneaking only a glance at Kazuya and then concentrating back on his work.
Kazuya sighed loudly and had a defeated expression on his face. “First day and I made such a mess. It will be a wonder if by the end of the day I’ll still be working here.” He gulped and looked around, taking in the place. “But instead of pitying myself, better get this over.” Kazuya tried to smile and began to quickly gather everything, almost finishing. Without looking, he stretched a hand to grab what he had seen as a broken plate but in the same time, his coworker made the same move and their hands collided. The younger quickly looked up, a bit startled. “Sorry.” He muttered low, somewhat shy. Then recomposing himself, he said with a clearer voice. “And thank you for helping such a klutz like myself.” Kazuya smiled goofily at the man.
“You’re welcome.” The other one replied, his eyes seeming to be measuring Kazuya from top to bottom, taking in every detail of his body and face, exploring his personality with his small eyes and making mental notes about the boy. He grinned and stretched his hand towards Kazuya, his smile widening even more. “I’m Uchi Hiroki and it seems that we’ll be working together.” He introduced himself with a gentle and almost soothing voice, seeming like it was meant to be so alluring and powerful in the same time.
Kazuya wiped his dirty hand on his apron before taking Hiroki’s hand, grasping it lightly. “Kamenashi Kazuya.” He said with a smile. “Please take care of me from now on.” And he bowed a little. Somehow, he found Hiroki a bit too pleasant and he wondered if the man had something to hide. After all, he had studied human psychology and he had been top student at it.
“It will be my pleasure, Kazuya.” The other one stopped and seemed to smile embarrassed about his mistake. “I mean, Kamenashi.” He continued with a goofy grin. “Sorry, I’ve been living a lot in America and I’m still not used to use the surname. In fact, I don’t answer that much to the name Uchi either.” He laughed a little and shrugged cutely, blushing a little. So what if it was a lie? What you didn’t know, couldn’t hurt you, right?
The younger looked a bit confused at Hiroki, but didn’t say anything. He simply smiled and nodded at the other’s explanation. There was a nagging feeling tugging at his heart and Kazuya couldn’t exactly pinpoint it. “America does change people, no?” he chose to say something in the end; after all, the silence was prolonging and it was kind of awkward otherwise.
“Even more than you’d think, Kazu…” Hiroki stopped himself yet again and sighed in defeat. “I’m never going to remember to use people’s surnames.” he complained and stomped his feet like a child. “You should have never told me your first name.” he then looked at Kazuya, pouting and acting like this was only the other’s fault.
Kazuya’s heart stopped at the name Kazu - only Jin called him like that. He narrowed his eyes at Hiroki, thinking that the man did remind him of Jin in some aspects - like now for example. He was behaving like a big baby and was asking - not subtly at all, in Kazuya’s opinion - to allow him to call him Kazuya. But the younger was more than stubborn when it came to this, so he smiled politely. “Then if you’re going to remember mine, I’ll feel honored and special.” Kazuya said and turned to take the tray back to the kitchen where he’ll dispose of the mess he had done.
Hiroki just stayed behind and looked at Kazuya’s retreating back, smirking as a plan formed in his head. He really liked the new boy and he had the feeling that he’ll like him even more if Kazuya was going to reject him like this time too. After all, he liked a good challenge and he knew that he’ll be enjoying the sweet taste of victory even more if he had to work hard for it. He had seen that he had a boyfriend but Hiroki was confident he’ll manage to make Kazuya fall for him.
After all, he hadn’t failed once.
First, he needed to draw his attention and Hiroki had a few ideas in his mind. “Kazuya, can you help me with this?” It was an hour later and now he was in the kitchen, trying to carry some boxes but obviously failing because they were too big for him and for the long walk to the lower floor.
The younger turned away from what he was doing and looked at Hiroki. He quickly nodded and went to pick up some of the boxes, easing the man’s job a little. “Where do you want me to put them?” he asked as he poked his head to look at Hiroki from behind the boxes. It was only then that Kazuya realized he had been called on his first name.
“To the storeroom.” Hiroki replied and tried to move, though the lack of weight on his arms seemed to make him suddenly confused for a while and lead him to take a wrong step, stumbling over his feet, dropping the boxes with a loud noise and falling along with them. And which better place to fall on than Kazuya? The boy dragged Kazuya down, making him also drop the boxes as Hiroki landed on Kazuya and complained loudly.
Kazuya groaned at the sudden weight on top of him, feeling a little dizzy as one of the cans in the boxes had hit him in the head. He tried to move, opening his eyes to see what was so heavy on top of him. He looked at Hiroki and his eyes widened a bit in surprise, wondering how the hell did he get on top of him when there were only boxes coming towards him. “You’re crushing me.” He said with a groan and pushed Hiroki aside.
But of course that the boy didn’t move and his wails became louder. “I can’t move, I think I hit my head and I can’t see anything.” He said with a dramatic tone as he used his whole weight to keep Kazuya under him, his head placed on Kazuya’s chest and listening to the fast beating of his heart.
Kazuya made a hiss sound as he stopped from trying to move Hiroki from him. “Don’t take me for a fool.” He said with a calm voice. “What do you want?” he asked, cursing the fact that he had walked straight into Hiroki’s trap and now he was caught like this.
“I don’t want anything.” Hiroki denied as he lifted his head to look into Kazuya’s eyes. “I just…” he stopped and bit his lower lip, glancing at his surrounding for a few seconds before settling his eyes back on Kazuya’s. “…like you?” he said with a tone like it was meant to be a question though it was obvious that it was a confession.
Kazuya blinked at his coworker. What were the chances that on his first day he’ll get a confession from a coworker and a man on top? Kazuya believed fate was against him. “And what makes you think I’d be interested in men?” he asked, looking ironic.
Hiroki pursed his lips as he looked at Kazuya with accusing eyes. “I’m not blind, you know. I saw you kissing that man that brought you to work.” He said with a jealous voice, aware of the fact that he didn’t have the right but still choosing to do so.
Kazuya frowned and then he remembered Jin. “Oh.” He made a small sound, but then he quickly added. “Then I’m glad we’re settled. You saw me with that man which means he’s my boyfriend, so… sorry.” He spoke quickly and proceeded to push Hiroki away.
“Well, it’s not like that stopped me before.” Hiroki shrugged as he raised himself up but still standing on the floor and looking at Kazuya with confident eyes. “I like you, Kazuya, and I’m going to do anything for you to be mine.” He added with a determined voice, like this was the only possible ending.
The younger rose up and looked at Hiroki with a derisive smile. “You just like what you see on the outside, don’t fool yourself into liking me. I would never be yours or anyone else’s.” he said, a smirk on his lips, thinking that he had heard this phrase so many times coming out from Jin’s mouth and now he was the one uttering it.
“Well, we’ll just have to see that.” Hiroki smirked as he got up and stretched once more his hand towards Kazuya. “Friends until then?” he asked, tilting his head a little and using a sweet voice. “That is if you’re not afraid.” The boy added with a nonchalant shrug.
Kazuya looked suspiciously at Hiroki before grasping the other’s hand. “Only friends.” He replied, wondering why couldn’t his life be simple and without such sudden encounters. Well, he was the one who wanted to work but he surely wasn’t the one who wished to stumble upon a person who’ll like him almost instantly.
But it did and now Kazuya had to deal with yet another problem.
*
“How was your day?” Jin asked as soon as the door to Kazuya’s apartment had been opened, watching him with excited eyes and dancing left and right like a puppy waiting for its master, anxious to hear how well - or bad - it went on Kazuya’s first day of work.
And no matter how much Kazuya had wished that Jin wasn’t there… his wishes never came true. He smiled tiredly at Jin and hoped that his acting skills were of any use now. “Tiring as hell and I realized that trays don’t like me at all.” He went straight into Jin’s arms, wanting to erase the memory of Hiroki telling him that he’ll do anything to have him. “Ah… I’m home.” He muttered against Jin’s chest.
The older chuckled as he took his time hugging his lover. Then, without notice, he suddenly lifted him up in his arms and laughed of the boy’s surprised reaction and scared yelp. “Maybe you need a special treatment then.” He winked and proceeded to take Kazuya into his room, bridal style.
“You cheesy jerk.” Kazuya nuzzled his nose into Jin’s neck, giving a low chuckle. “I’m all yours…” he muttered and cuddled some more into the other’s arms, feeling warm and comfortable.
Jin smirked and let the boy down on his bed, moving with care and gentleness, wanting this to be perfect. Luckily for him, Kazuya’s schedule wasn’t as random as his was and Jin had been able to plan this before the younger got home. So he smiled again as he looked at his lover from above and quietly sat down on the bed, his fingers caressing Kazuya’s cheek and his eyes observing his every reaction, every beat of his heart.
Kazuya looked at Jin and leaned into the touches of his boyfriend, closing his eyes from time to time. “What are you thinking?” he asked Jin with a half sleepy smile.
“At you.” The older smiled back. “At how beautiful you are.” He added and his hand slowly descended on the boy’s chest, opening Kazuya’s shirt. “At how lucky I am to have you.” Jin continued and pulled up a little the younger to get rid of the shirt, still touching him but with gentle and loving touches, lacking of the usual passion and desire that was in them.
Kazuya blushed and quivered from the touches, feeling the butterflies swarming in his tummy. “And?” he asked, wanting to hear more words from Jin, wanting to feel more loved.
“And I was thinking that you need a little reward for putting up with me until now.” Jin chuckled and his hand went lower, unzipping Kazuya’s pants and slowly pulling them down, happily noticing that his lover wasn’t - once again - wearing any underwear.
Kazuya sucked in some breath, his body slowly reacting to Jin’s careless touches. “And… that’s why you’re undressing me?” he asked with a playful tone, stretching a hand to touch the locks of Jin’s.
“It’s part of the process, yes.” The older smirked and closed his eyes, leaning into Kazuya’s touch for a few moments before opening them again and getting rid of all the younger’s clothes. “But tell me, what would you like now?” Jin asked with a bright smile, wondering if Kazuya will guess what he had prepared for the boy.
Kazuya looked a bit puzzled as he watched Jin. His lips formed a small pout. “You said you’ll give me a special treatment… so you tell me.” He said playfully, his fingers running down on Jin’s shoulder and back, showing clearly what he would like.
“I thought you could give me some suggestions so that I’ll be able to prepare better next time.” Jin replied, leaning over Kazuya and taking the boy once more in his arms, taking full advantage of the lack of clothes of his lover to let his arms roam over his body as he lifted him up and even after that.
“Oh, you don’t need to plan in advance.” Kazuya replied and buried his hands into Jin’s dark mane, playing with it. “Just come to me as you are…” he got close to Jin’s ear and passed a teasing tongue over his ear lob. “Just take me as I am…” he whispered and placed kisses down on the older one’s neck.
“Now look who’s hornier than me.” Jin chuckled with a low tone, letting the shiver that passed his body disappear completely before starting to walk towards the bathroom. “But I thought this should be more about you and less about me.” He added before opening the door to the room and letting Kazuya take in his surroundings.
The bathroom was lighted only by a few candles and a sweet scent was spread in the air, making Jin’s nose tingle but accepting it because he knew that it was one of Kazuya’s favorite aromas. The tube was full with water and on the surface of the water, there were petals of red roses dancing in it, covering the white color of the different stuff that Jin had mixed in the water, choosing carefully the ones which could help Kazuya relax and feel calmer. Next to it, there was set a little table with different products for hair and skin on it, different type and different colors, depending on which one the younger would want to use. And a small tray with different fruits completed the surprise.
“Like it?” Jin asked with an excited voice, obviously proud of his little work and waiting to be praised.
If he liked it? If there were words to describe the way his heart swelled up, his breath hitched in his lungs and how his body went more than limp in Jin’s arms - then he could tell Jin something, but he was speechless. Kazuya kept looking around his bathroom, but he still couldn’t believe. He squeezed himself in Jin’s arms, holding tight onto the older. He also hid his face into the other’s neck crook, taking deep breaths and feeling engulfed by the most loving scents ever. “Thank you.” He muttered and stifled a sob. “I love you.” He then said and looked at Jin, his eyes wetted with tears.
“Oi, oi, you don’t have to cry.” Jin tried to laugh but the sound was caught in his throat as he also tightened his hands around the younger’s figure. “Come on.” He said and kissed Kazuya on top of his head, entering the bathroom and then slowly settling Kazuya in the bath smiling when a shiver passed his body. “Too hot?” he asked, thinking that he had prepared the bath about ten minutes before the younger one’s arrival and that he had made it extremely hot so that it wouldn’t go cold before they would even get to this point.
Kazuya smiled and shook his head determinedly, playing with the water and the roses like a child and laughing happily. “I didn’t know you were that cheesy though.” He added with a slight tease, looking up at Jin and smirking in a playful way.
Jin shrugged innocently, taking a grain of grapes and setting it in his mouth with a dirty smile. “You have no idea how cheesy I can be.” He stated with a grin, leaning over Kazuya and catching his lips into a demanding and powerful kiss, letting the grape dance between their tongues as they fought for whom to keep it and eat it in the end. With a promising smirk, Jin let his lover win the competition this time, pulling back just a little to look into Kazuya’s eyes and showing that this was just the beginning and that he had more plans for later.
The younger one kept his eyes closed for a moment, opening then slowly after that to look with a lost gaze at the other one, lust and love written clearly in his brown orbs. “Then show me.” Kazuya challenged him, his eyes fixed on Jin as he wanted to see what did he have to offer, how could he make Kazuya feel loved and how much would he be able to do it. “I dare you.” The boy added, not being able to hide the provocation from his tone.
So Jin kissed him again.
*
After this wonderful present Jin had offered to Kazuya, the younger was more than happy, looking brightly and energetic at work. That’s why even if he made mistakes, everyone would simply melt in front of his hard working and charismatic attitude and he would be easily forgiven. And Kazuya took advantage of this more often than he would have really liked to. But guilt easily disappeared as he managed to keep this job for two weeks already and even Jin started to be more accepting towards this. Kazuya was more than grateful to Jin now - the older was by his side day and night, their relationship was all good and no cloud was crowding at the horizon.
Speaking about clouds, there was one but somehow it seemed that it was lying low, though Kazuya had caught Hiroki looking in his direction with an indecipherable expression on his face and from time to time there would be passing touches on his hand or shoulder. Kazuya couldn’t help but to quiver at such actions, thinking that the man was getting a bit obsessed with him. And this couldn’t help but to make him think of another obsessive man over him and that was his actual lover who had done so much damage to his life that it managed to have him locked up and loving him. But Hiroki won’t have the same luck as Jin had, not when Jin was far more dangerous than his coworker. Though Kazuya was wondering why was he attracting obsessive men like Jin and Hiroki? Did he have a tag on his back that said - come on, get obsessed with me? The younger was a bit lost at this.
Also, Kazuya had noticed that in every room that he was, Hiroki would be there too or he’d arrive soon after him. Sometimes he wanted to ask the man why was he tailing him, but every time he had wanted to do so, something came up and he didn’t have the chance anymore. Well, everything for the best, Kazuya thought and shrugged away the uneasiness he’d feel every time when around Hiroki.
It was lunch time and Kazuya was more than eager to eat since he has been starving for a couple of hours. He went to his locker in the employees’ room, retrieved his bento and went to the counter where they usually had lunch. There weren’t that many of his coworkers as most of them preferred to eat in the kitchen, sometimes even eating the food prepared for the clients. At least in this, Kazuya was a bit more honest than the rest. After all, the lunch box he was having now had been prepared together with Jin and it was much more delicious than all those fancy foods in the restaurant.
“Hi there~” a loud greeting was heard and when Kazuya turned, he was faced with Hiroki yet again and his smile that seemed so innocent and alluring but so dangerous in the same time. “Can I sit here?” he asked with a carefree attitude but didn’t wait for the invitation and just sat down, grinning like the Cheshire Cat at the younger.
“Hello.” Kazuya nodded and returned to his lunch, half ignoring and half wanting to eat his lunch faster, because, really, he was starving!
“What are you eating there?” the other asked with an excited tone, peaking at Kazuya’s lunch and trying not to be so obvious in his attempt.
“Food.” Kazuya replied and took a bite. Really, he hoped that Hiroki wasn’t expecting Kazuya to share the lunch he and Jin had prepared; ’cause no way in Hell he’ll share this.
“Hmm…” Hiroki mused on his words, also opening his lunch box. “You’re so lucky that you know how to cook…” he trailed off his words, seeming to be jealous on Kazuya’s bento as he continued to glance at it from time to time.
“Men should know how to cook.” Kazuya replied, looking at Hiroki. “Why haven’t you learnt?” he then asked, taking another bite. It was obvious from the looks Hiroki was giving to his lunch box that the man wanted to eat from his too, but really - did he expect Kazuya to share it with a stranger?!
Hiroki laughed and casually touched Kazuya on his thigh before taking back his hand and continuing to look at the younger as though it was something normal to act this close with someone you didn’t know that well - but well, he wanted to so that was all that mattered for him. “Maybe I never had anyone to teach me.” He replied longingly, subtly enough to have Kazuya guess his next remark. “Why don’t you teach me, Kazuya?” Hiroki puppy eyed the boy, waiting for a positive answer though he knew it was kind of impossible to get it from the first try. It didn’t matter, he was a patient and insistent man.
The older one arched an eyebrow, wearing an ironic expression. “Don’t you want me to teach you how to chew too?” Kazuya asked, though he quickly realized his mistake seeing the smirk on Hiroki’s face. He could even hear the other’s words before uttering them.
“I’d love that.” Hiroki replied with a cheery tone, his eyes having a dangerous spark. He grabbed Kazuya’s hand and took it to his lips, gently caressing the other’s fingers. “How about now?” he asked on a low voice, his teeth slowly seeping into the younger’s flesh.
Kazuya looked petrified at Hiroki before he pulled his hand away, totally bothered by his coworker’s action. “You’d better leave.” He said with a cold tone, his eyes even cooler. All of a sudden, his hunger vanished. Kazuya began to pack his half eaten lunch and was getting ready to get down of the stool, before Hiroki stopped him by grabbing his hand.
“Wait.” The man said, a hint of regret in his voice. “I didn’t want to scare you.” He added, pulling Kazuya back a little and not wanting to let him leave without making him understand that he had innocent intentions.
Kazuya arched an eyebrow and scoffed at the other’s words. “One step and you’d kiss me on the spot, won’t you?” he asked, tilting his head in a cute way. “Look, Hiroki, I don’t think you should mingle with me anymore. I’m not a safe option and my boyfriend is out of your league to make him go away from my life.” He continued, a bit tired of the game Hiroki had set up for them. “I’ll pretend that nothing ever happened and everyone’s happy, okay?” Kazuya asked and pulled his hand away from Hiroki’s grasp.
“If I act nice, will you go out with me?” Hiroki asked with an innocent smile, still not willing to give up at Kazuya no matter what the boy said and choosing to ignore his words, considering that it was better for the moment. “Let’s have lunch tomorrow and I promise I will behave from now on.” The younger promised, raising his free hand to show that he was serious while the other one tightened its grip around Kazuya’s arm.
Kazuya looked surprised. Was this man deaf or something? “What does nice mean to you?” he asked, curiosity taking over him. “Taking me out to lunch? Holding my hand while talking about trivial things?” he continued, laughing a bit. “Don’t joke with me. Nice is the least thing I need in my life and as for me, you’re far away from nice.” Kazuya concluded and yanked his hand free. No more temptations - he loved Jin. Really.
“Come on, don’t be mean.” Hiroki whined, acting like a kicked puppy. He hadn’t thought that it would be this hard to make Kazuya his, usually it would take less time to make someone fall for him and even less effort - he hadn’t really experienced difficulties until now - but it seemed that Kazuya wanted to play hard to get. “I won’t even try to touch you if it’s not necessary.” He finally said, looking honest and like he would actually keep his word though his eyes betrayed that he didn’t expect Kazuya to accept that. “I just want to have lunch with you tomorrow and after that, you won’t even see me if you don’t want to.” He proposed, a spark of confidence glowing in his dark eyes. “If you don’t accept…” he lingered on his words, choosing to not end his sentence but instead, Hiroki smiled devilishly as his eyes roamed through the room to see that they were indeed alone.
But Kazuya was stubborn and he had Jin, he didn’t need anyone else. “You’ll what?” he raised his chin defiantly.
“Well…” Hiroki once more didn’t finish his sentence, but smirked and in a split of a second, he closed the space between them and pinned Kazuya to the wall, capturing his lips and kissing him harsh and passionately, the lust being the only thing that could be felt in the kiss and the thought of having Kazuya and dominating him in bed being the only thing that clouded his mind from thinking properly. “I’ll do this everyday.” He said, stopping for a second and then kissing Kazuya again, his grip hard on the boy’s wrists and his body grinding into the older one’s to keep him from moving or escaping.
To Kazuya, this came as a shock. No, as a double shock. How could this happen to him? He was having a stranger’s tongue inside his mouth while he was pinned to a wall with the other one’s body glued to him. And he couldn’t fight at all the possessive and ravishing kiss, he couldn’t stop Hiroki from doing such things to him. But when his tongue went deeper and a moan was swallowed, Kazuya knew it was his. If Hiroki wasn’t going to stop, his body will do the answers and it won’t be good for neither one of them. Especially for Kazuya.
At this thought, he bit onto Hiroki’s tongue, forcefully making him retreat. “You…” Kazuya panted, looking disheveled with his red lips, ruffled hair and flushed face. “…stay away from me.” He continued, breathing hard. “You’ll get hurt.” The younger added and there was a weird gleam in his eyes. It was a warning.
“Don’t wanna!” Hiroki answered childishly, sticking out his tongue and then playing it over his lips, licking them and remembering Kazuya’s taste which was still lingering on his own lips and tongue. “I want to and I’m going to do anything for you to be mine.” He said with a shrug, the fact that he had never been rejected painfully obvious.
Kazuya shook his head, the idiot was serious. “You’re a fool.” He said as he wiped his lips with the back of his hand. “I’m not someone who you can mess around with. And no matter how much you try… I’ll never be yours.” The younger added and there was an urge in his tone, one that was saying you shouldn’t do anything further than this.
Hiroki just laughed. “And why is that?” he asked, raising an eyebrow. “Because you’re in love with someone else?” he mocked the older, rolling his eyes and laughing again in his mind. “It isn’t the first time I hear this so I’m pretty confident that I know the end of this.” He shrugged, like what he had said was common sense and Kazuya should already know it.
It was Kazuya’s turn to laugh. “You’re pretty confident, yes. And this confidence will be your downfall if you don’t listen to me and back away quietly.” He said, looking tired all of a sudden. “You don’t know my relationship with Jin, you don’t know anything.” He continued, shaking his head to make the image of Koki beaten up disappear from his mind. “Why did it have to be me?!” he asked though it was more of a question for himself than for Hiroki.
“Because you’re beautiful.” The younger still answered with a light tone. “And if I really don’t know anything,” he quickly continued to not give Kazuya the chance to reply to his statement, “then tell me.” Hiroki proposed. “Have lunch with me tomorrow and let’s talk then about that Jin and you and me.” He said like this was the only solution to all of their problems.
Kazuya scoffed. “Sorry, but before I even step with you outside, you’d be dead.” He said with a light shrug, as if he hadn’t said anything big. “And I’d also be in trouble because of you. And I can’t even save you.” Kazuya added with a sad smile. Really, Hiroki was only creating trouble for himself.
“And who says I need saving? You don’t know anything about me.” Hiroki stated as he took a step forward, drawing closer to Kazuya and acting like he didn’t do anything. “Or maybe you’re worried about me?” he hurried to add, sparks in his eyes as he made a cute expression resembling a sweet puppy that had been begging for attention and had just received it.
Kazuya glared at Hiroki. “I don’t want a death on my conscience.” He said with a hiss, enraged that the man took so lightly everything he said. “And I refuse your lunch invitation.” The younger added quickly and took a step along the wall, wanting to get away from Hiroki as soon as possible. The further away, the better it was.
But of course, Hiroki wasn’t quite done yet and proceeded to block Kazuya’s way, putting a hand on the wall in front of him and the other behind him, trapping Kazuya once again. “You’re being stubborn. Why do you talk like your boyfriend would really kill me?” he rolled his eyes, not understanding the older one’s need to say that many times how sorry Hiroki will be if that smartass Jin found out. “What’s the deal with him? Is he from the mafia?” he then laughed, amused by his own joke. He had dealt with crazy jealous boyfriends in the past too. Hiroki was sure he could handle that Jin whoever he was.
Kazuya smiled not at all amused. “Yes, he’ll kill you.” He breathed the words as though he was not allowed. “I’m not being stubborn and if you think I am, don’t you really think I have a goddamn good reason?” Kazuya raised his eyes to meet Hiroki’s. “I’m not bluffing. I’m not your ordinary catch.” He replied and put a hand on Hiroki’s, the one which was blocking his way. “We have work.” He simply said, hopping that at least this will knock some sense into his coworker and will leave him alone.
“Well then,” Hiroki said as he leaned closer to Kazuya to whisper the next words into his ear, “let’s see if your boyfriend really can do it.” He mocked Jin, biting Kazuya’s ear and then backing away with an innocent smile. “I’m not giving up so you know.” He added, the determination and confidence written in his eyes.
Kazuya pushed the man away and muttered on a harsh voice nutter before quickly moving away from him, not wanting to deal with Hiroki anymore. He didn’t return to his work though, but went straight to the back door and outside of the restaurant, hoping that some fresh air would clear his head and would help him think of a solution for Jin not to find out and Hiroki not to get messy in his wretched relationship. He leaned against the wall and deeply sighed, closing his eyes as he felt the warm light of the sun prickling down on his skin. Really… what was he supposed to do?
“Kazuya?”
Oh great, he was now hearing Jin’s voice, it was like a spell that he couldn’t get away of, one that he didn’t want to be reminded of as he knew perfectly well to whom he belonged. He won’t let Hiroki steal the tiny bit of peace he had finally found. And Jin’s voice would stay quiet in his head, saying nothing. But when he heard the footsteps and a shadow slowly engulfed him, Kazuya opened his eyes lazily and blinked at the sudden apparition of the man.
“J-Jin?” he stuttered as he recognized his lover. Really… what were the chances that, after being pushed up against a wall and kissed like that by another man, you should come across your boyfriend? One in a million.
“The one and only.” Jin grinned for a second, before narrowing his eyes. “Didn’t you hear me calling you?” he asked with a suspicious voice. Only then he properly looked at Kazuya and saw how disheveled he looked, like someone had been pulling on his clothes and the younger had fought back with all of his strength. “What happened to you?!” Jin demanded to know, raising his voice a little as the anger was starting to make its presence.
Fear crept in Kazuya’s chest. He smiled silly at Jin as he scratched his head, trying to rearrange his hair, realizing that he hadn’t done a thing to shape himself up after his encounter with Hiroki. “Me and a coworker fell down. He grabbed too tightly onto me.” He said to Jin, pretending to get off scams and dust that weren’t there. “But never mind my work accidents.” Kazuya beamed at Jin confidently. “What are you doing here?” he asked and grabbed his lover’s hand, happy to feel its warmth.
“I was in the area doing an errand and decided to come see you.” Jin replied slowly, his eyes still observing Kazuya from head to toes, trying to understand what happened and why wasn’t Kazuya saying anything. “Kazuya, don’t lie to me.” Jin warned the younger, his voice saying that the consequences will be worse if he will find out that his lover had lied to him beside whatever he had done now.
Kazuya chuckled, this way hiding his nervousness. “Why should I be lying?” he asked, sticking out his tongue a little. “But I’m happy to see you here. This way you’ll treat my wounds, won’t you?” Kazuya puppy eyed Jin, lacing their fingers together and pulling gently on his hand to come closer.
Jin still didn’t look convinced but decided to drop the subject for the time being, Kazuya’s invitation being too tempting to be refused. He sighed defeated and a smirk immediately replaced the suspicious expression as he closed the distance between his body and the younger’s, his arms resting on Kazuya’s waist and keeping him safe in Jin’s embrace. “Of course.” The older agreed, the grin from his face resounding in his voice too. “I’m always glad for a distraction.” He chuckled, his breath tickling Kazuya’s neck as Jin proceeded to bite on it softly and slowly, letting his teeth sink into the skin and leave a mark. He hadn’t said anything, but his last sentence was enough of a warning - this didn’t end here.
Kazuya quivered in pleasure as his hands grabbed onto Jin’s shoulders, biting his lower lip and exposing more of his skin to Jin’s mouth. “You’re marking me?” he asked Jin on a teasing tone and his fingers dug into the shirt, suddenly the need to feel more of his lover’s skin arousing in him.
“Shouldn’t I?” Jin teased back, licking the spot he had bitten and soothing it with his tongue as he proceed to place butterfly kisses on every inch of Kazuya’s neck. “I feel like everybody should now that you’re mine.” He said, the jealousy screaming from his tone as he bit Kazuya again on the other side of his neck.
The younger chuckled and brought his hands to Jin’s face, cupping it and bringing it to the same level as his. He was smiling as he looked into the dark eyes of Jin and kissed those devious lips. “I know that I belong to you and you know it too. There’s no need to have me bitten and this way raise question at my workplace.” He gently scolded the older though he was obviously enjoying this action of Jin’s.
“This doesn’t mean that others know it too.” Jin replied a little harshly while looking into Kazuya’s eyes to let him see the dangerous spark that appeared for a brief moment. He apologized in the next second by capturing his lips again into a demanding kiss, sucking his lips like he wanted to be sure that he knew their taste and that no one else had felt it too, his possessive hands trapping Kazuya in his arms and grinding their bodies as they slowly swayed against each other.
“You little jealous jerk.” Kazuya muttered and fisted his hands in Jin’s hair, enjoying the ravishing and possessive kiss of Jin’s, realizing that this was what he loved the most, the one he craved the most. A muffled moan vibrated in his throat as he felt Jin pushing him into the wall some more, his body plied perfectly against his, making him feel Jin’s arousal on his thigh. “You want me?” Kazuya whispered and passed his lips over Jin’s.
“Always.” Jin said back and kissed Kazuya again. “Anywhere.” He added as his hands found the hem of the younger’s shirt and lifted it a little to let Jin bury his fingers into his skin. “Now.” He seemed to decide, moving yet again his hands and letting one of them to fumble with Kazuya’ zipper, not wanting to wait any more.
“Oh my.” Kazuya managed to say, chuckling at Jin’s hurried actions, completely giving into him, totally enjoying the lusting. “Don’t think you’re the only one though.” He whispered and slipped his hands too under Jin’s shirt, scratching his skin, leaving marks all over it. He pulled Jin closer if it was anymore possible, his fingers now skimming along the waistband before forcefully making their way inside the jeans and grabbing Jin’s ass, pushing their erections into each other.
The older moaned and cursed loudly at his inability to think clear whenever Kazuya was involved. “You’re driving me mad.” He said with a husky voice, kissing him again as demanding and powerful as earlier while his hands didn’t hesitate to tug on the younger’s pants and pull them down, making Kazuya move to get rid of them completely. “I want to fuck you, Kazuya…” he whispered with an alluring voice into the boy’s ear, biting it and circling it with his tongue. “I want to fuck you and to hear you screaming my name.” he said as his hand cupped the younger’s erection and pushed on it, not feeling like he could wait to undress Kazuya of his underwear too but he’ll just rip it apart.
Kazuya shuddered and moaned loudly, throwing his head back and enjoying Jin’s treatment. “You horny bastard.” He said with half of his voice, not having strength for more now that Jin decided to be even more impatient, tugging desperately at the younger’ underwear and pulling it down, his hands following the length of the boy and brushing its fingers painfully slow on it. Kazuya closed his eyes and pressed his crotch against Jin’s hand, panting and breathing hard. He buried his fingers into the older one’s ass cheeks, leaving lines along his nails as he slowly worked his hands up as much as the shirt let him and fisted his hands into Jin’s hair, kissing him harshly and roughly.
“I’m going to kill you if someone sees us.” Kazuya chuckled against Jin’s lips, only now seeming to remember that his lower part was completely naked while Jin was still fully dressed and was probably planning on staying that way too. The bastard.
“It adds to the fun, doesn’t it?” Jin smirked and licked Kazuya’s lips, his hands continuing to move with the same speed on the boy’s crotch, ignoring Kazuya’s attempts of making him go faster and just letting himself enjoy the younger’s whimpers and whines and useless tries of hiding them. “Imagine if someone comes and see you being fucked by me.” The older whispered into Kazuya’s ear, earning a loud moan from him which Jin proceeded to shut up with his lips.
“I really am going to kill you.” Kazuya breathed, his eyes full of lust staring into Jin’s and shivering at the dark color of Jin’s orbs that seemed to show exactly what was the older planning and wanting the most. He moved his hips again, trying to remember Jin that he needed a little attention and found himself roughly pushed against the wall and lifted up, his legs flying around Jin’s waist for support as their tongues engaged into another battle, both of them demanding and wanting to make the other succumb to his wishes.
“I know you’re dying to be fucked by me.” Jin said smugly, going down on Kazuya’s neck with his lips while his index fingers teasingly touched his hole. “To scream my voice…” he added as he separated a little from the younger to pull on his pants and drag them to his knees. “Come on, Kazuya, let me hear your slutty voice…” he continued with a sexy and low tone, his cock now being the one pocking at Kazuya’s entrance.
The younger moaned and let his body fall a little, his ass brushing against Jin’s length and making him see starts in the daylight. “Jin!” he silently screamed, needy for more and his body continuing to scream as the older smirked and moved his hips, scraping against Kazuya and continuing the torture. It was too much and the younger felt like he was going to die under Jin’s administration if he didn’t hurry up. His hole was pulsing only at the thought of being filled and Kazuya found himself biting hard on Jin’s shoulder, through the shirt and still managing to make blood appear as he sank his teeth deep in a desperate attempt of silencing himself.
“You like that?” Jin chuckled yet again and Kazuya felt like he’d want to hit him if he didn’t need him to get his release. “I’m going to fuck you hard and dry, Kazuya…” the older said, his fingers prodding at the younger’s entrance and before he had time to realize what Jin meant by that, the older retreated his fingers and penetrated him deep and rough, making Kazuya literally scream this time because of the sudden wave of pain combined with pleasure when Jin managed to hit his prostrate from the first try.
Jin groaned and stayed still for a moment, also trying to regain his breath. He had been concentrating on Kazuya and had been focused on teasing him, totally forgetting about his own needs and the huge bulge that had been starting to form in his pants. Now that he was reminded by it, he realized how painful it had been to restrain himself so much and how blissful was the sensation of being inside Kazuya and making him shiver in his arms. He closed his eyes and just stayed like that, with Kazuya hanging on his shoulder and breathing slowly as he tried to get used to Jin’s cock inside his ass, taking deep breaths to forget faster about the pain of not being stretched out properly.
“Move.” The younger ordered but Jin still didn’t make any change in their position, wanting to give Kazuya more time to adjust. “Move or I’ll cut your balls and have them on display at the diner.” Kazuya threatened and proceeded to move by himself his hips, supporting his body on Jin and going up a little, closing his eyes to ignore the pain and to let the lust engulf him completely, then going down on the older one’s length, moaning when he felt his prostate teased once more.
Jin laughed again. “You’re still the slut that I met.” He said with a playful voice at which Kazuya smirked.
“Of course,” the younger replied, tightening his grip on Jin’s neck as he moved his body again, “you need a slut to satisfy another one or didn’t you know that?” he chuckled almost childishly into Jin’s ear, biting on it and pulling with his teeth. He raised himself up again, more this time as he stopped only when he felt most of the older one’s cock was out of him and then pushed down, going deeper and engulfing all of Jin’s length, both of them moaning in the same time and clutching with their hands whatever they found.
“You little whore.” Jin said with a half voice, cursing loudly and fucking and swearing and finally deciding to move by himself. He pushed Kazuya more against the wall, lifting his shirt to kiss and lick his skin, biting his tiny nipples and encircling his tongue on them as his cock continued to move in and out of Kazuya, trashing him to the wall and making him whimper and moan and groan as they felt their release closer.
Kazuya’s hands darted to his own shaft but Jin shoved them away. “You’re not allowed to touch yourself.” He said and Kazuya arched an elegant eyebrow at his lover even if he couldn’t breathe properly. “I’m going to make you cum only by my cock into your hole.” Jin smirked as he looked up at the younger, not ceasing his moves any moment. Kazuya suppressed a moan and closed his eyes for a moment, trying to resist Jin’s dirty words and fighting back the urge of shutting him up with his lips. He wanted Jin to continue and to give him the most amazing orgasm he had ever had but he had no intention of saying it out loud, so he just opened his eyes again and looked into Jin’s dark orbs with defiance.
“Oh, you like this game?” Jin chuckled and changed his angle, trying to reach deeper and biting his lips when Kazuya sank his nails into his skin again, going yet again deep and surely making him bleed. “You like the thought of coming without me touching you?” he continued and lifted again Kazuya’s shirt, leaving a wet trace with his tongue on the boy’s skin. “You like me slamming into you like a madman and making you lose your mind with my cock?” Jin said with a low and dark voice, proceeding to do what he had just told. “You think it’s exciting how you take me so deep and I make you moan loudly?” he lifted his head and breathed the words into Kazuya’s ear, taking in with his mouth the boy’s groan. He didn’t stop there and Jin let his fingers travel slowly on the younger one’s body, almost not touching him and stopping on his ass, teasing his hole with his index fingers. “Let me hear your voice, Kazu-chan…” Jin whispered with an alluring voice as he pushed his fingers in the boy’s hole, stretching him even more as his crotch continued to move inside of him, now along with his two fingers.
Kazuya’s whole body was on fire at the new treatment and Jin’s words were making it boil even more, driving him crazy and making him needy and whining and begging for release. He had never felt like this and even if Jin wasn’t touching him at all and just talking about it, he could feel every touch and every kiss that the older was denying to him. He felt his whole skin covered with Jin’s fingers, touching him and making him go mad even if he was aware of the fact that the older one’s hands were taunting his ass and that this was just the effect of Jin’s low voice and damned dirty mind. It was a whole new experience and Kazuya’s body was beginning to shake as he felt the waves of orgasm hit him hard and raw, crushing his mouth against Jin’s to swallow the moan that was threatening to make them be heard. He closed his eyes as he continued to move his hips, riding his orgasm and feeling higher than he had ever been, and kissed Jin harshly, biting his lips and pulling on them with his teeth. He moaned again when he felt Jin getting his release too, cursing and enjoying the sensation of being filled with Jin’s seed as it hit him deep and took his breath away and every coherent thought with it.
They stayed like that for a few moments, trying to regain their breaths and still hugging each other, both of them smiling and happy and satisfied even if they were awfully tired. Jin helped Kazuya get down and held him by his waist when his feet touched the ground, the worry obvious in his eyes as he looked at the younger and asked if he was okay.
Kazuya smiled a bit dreamily, the expression on his face answering Jin before his mouth. “Never better.” He chuckled and caressed Jin’s cheek. “But I need my pants and shoes… I can’t go half naked to work, can I?” he added and made a move to go and retreat his clothes now scattered on the pavement, though his legs quite failed him as they were shaking.
“Here, let me help you.” Jin hurried to stop Kazuya, turning him around and gathering his clothes from the ground, smiling perversely as his eyes met the younger’s. “I wouldn’t want you to catch a cold, now would I?” he asked, now with a perfectly innocent expression on his face as he stretched his hand and handed Kazuya his underwear and pants.
Kazuya laughed and pulled his clothes on. “I’m sure that’s your main concern right now.” He replied, sticking out his tongue at the older. “Though this is the first time I’m stripped of my clothes in full day. Must thank you, Jin. Didn’t think it was possible.” The younger grinned and buckled his belt, now all settled. “Where are the shoes?” he asked and looked around.
“You’re welcome.” Jin grinned like he was being congratulated for winning an Oscar and turned back to bring Kazuya’s shoes from where they had fallen - don’t ask him how they got there, Jin didn’t even remember that he took them off. As he handed them to Kazuya, his body stiffened for a moment as his eyes darted to the back door of the diner but he didn’t show any of this and continued to smile like nothing happened, his eyes now carefully observing the newcomer that seemed to have been watching them and was now looking back at Jin with no intention of backing down. “I’m full of surprises.” The older added, now looking again at Kazuya but glancing at the other man too to keep him in sight.
Kazuya laughed once more as he bent down and put on his shoes. “I’ve known this for a while now.” He said and quickly sat up, though he winced a bit. “You know I expect you to fully take care of me for any bruises, right?” he scolded Jin as he leaned against the wall, totally oblivious of Jin’s sudden change of interest.
“Now, really?” Jin smirked and approached Kazuya, leaning over him and assuring himself that the younger couldn’t see they were being watched and that he was the only one who could see him. “I thought I paid for all my debts with the mind-blowing orgasm you just had.” He said with a teasing and playful tone, getting a little closer to nibble at his lips, his eyes now making direct contact with the unknown man.
The other flinched a little at Jin’s boldness but didn’t move from his stop and continued to watch them.
Kazuya let out a whine. “Jin…” he said and puppy eyed the older. “If you’re having any kinky thoughts right now, I’m going inside.” He threatened, though you could sense from his voice that he wasn’t far from those thoughts too. “And you have definitely not paid your debts by trashing me against a wall on a back street.” The younger mocked as he pushed Jin in the chest with his index finger. “You need to do better.” Kazuya grinned widely.
“Better than this?” Jin laughed a little mocking. “Do tell me,” he whispered the words at Kazuya’s ear while his hands possessively settled on his waist and glued the boy to his body, “what would be better than this?” he asked, tilting his head to nip at the younger’s ear.
Kazuya fought back a moan as he half pushed Jin, half pulled him closer to him. “Jin.” He said on a soft and moaning voice, feeling his body already reacting to the older one’s closeness. “You can show me back home…” he continued and decided that it was better - no, safer - if Jin wasn’t that close to him, so he pushed the older, looking sheepishly at him. “And better stay away for now, I don’t think I’ll resist you a second time.” Kazuya added, sounding a bit helplessly, though in the same time yearning.
“Well, you never could.” Jin shrugged with a laugh, backing away with one step, knowing that they didn’t have time for a second round. “But I definitely can’t wait to show you more at home.” He licked his lips, glancing at the door to find it closed again and the man disappeared.
“You horny bastard.” Kazuya muttered and stuck out his tongue at Jin. “And I’ll show you I can resist you a second time, right now you caught me off guard.” He added smugly, a smirk dangling on his lips.
“Really?” Jin cocked an eyebrow, his expression clearly stating that he wasn’t believing a word. “How is it possible that I catch you every time with your guard down?” he sighed dramatically and shook his head in disbelief.
Kazuya made a cat-like noise, showing his displeasure with Jin’s words. “Baby, I’m always for more, you just don’t have the timing.” He shrugged, trying to look nonchalant but failing graciously as you could notice the clear defiance in his expression.
Jin laughed. “While maybe it’s true that I don’t have the right timing,” he said with an amused voice, “I never heard you complain about my ways.” He smirked, his eyes glowing with mischief and maybe something else which resembled a dangerous playfulness.
Kazuya pouted, he really hated to lose in front of Jin. “Whatever.” He waved a hand and made a step closer to Jin, pecked his lips and turned to go back to his work - refreshed and a bit winching. “I’ve gotta go.” He winked at Jin and smiled.
“I’ll come and pick you up tonight!” Jin smiled back and waited for the younger to agree and disappear behind the closed door of the diner before turning his back and leaving the place. He had some things to investigate.
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PART II
Authors: aroruae & fighter_of_moon
Pairing: Akame, slight Kokame & Jinda
Genre: Smut, AU, drama, tragedy
Warnings: use of drugs, whoring, slaving, insanity, bad language, incest and a lot more to come xD You've been warned, so don't read if you don't want to see them in a lot of pain *evil laugh*
Disclaimer: They don't belong to us, but we're in the process of making it true!! The proof is Jin's twitter~ And now his facebook and OMG, youtube account!!
Summary: Kazuya’s addiction becomes Jin’s obsession. They came to need each other to the extend of wanting to kill.
First Scent ~ Strawberry
Second Scent ~ Poison
Third Scent ~ Musk
Fourth Scent ~ Ecstasy
Fifth Scent ~ Spring
Sixth Scent ~ Fear
Seventh Scent ~ Sky
Eighth Scent ~ Winter
Ninth Scent ~ Loneliness
Tenth scent ~ Run
Eleventh Scent ~ You
Twelfth Scent ~ Statice
Thirteenth Scent ~ Body
Fourteenth Scent ~ Memory
Fifteenth Scent ~ Toxic
Sixteenth Scent ~ Narcotic
Seventeenth Scent ~ Hollow
Eighteenth Scent ~ Mother
Nineteenth Scent ~ Love
Twentieth Scent ~ Tomorrow
Chapter twenty one
Twenty-first scent ~ Rewind
Sometimes, what we want isn’t what we really need. When we’re little, we want to fly to the sky and grow wings that would make us look like butterflies, but as we grow older, we realize that this would just hinder us and we become glad that we don’t have them. When we’re teenagers, we want to have a great and big love, to meet that one person that would take our breath away and make us dream about perfection and happiness and love, but we come to realize at some point that true love doesn’t exist and that it takes hard work to find someone to care about you. When we’re adults, we want a good job to be able to provide for our family and built a future together not to have any worry in the world, but when we’re on our death bed, we realize that everything is useless to us, now that we’re dying and leaving this world.
Humans always want something, but there is one thing that no one seems to understand.
To receive, you have to give something in return. Equal change, that’s what it’s called. The problem is that sometimes, what we receive is far bigger than what we asked for.
His first day as a waiter and Kazuya was dying of anxiety. Jin had brought him once more to the restaurant and something told him that it was going to happen tomorrow too. He didn’t dislike the idea of being driven to his workplace, but he didn’t want to have everyone’s stares on him as he got out from Jin’s fancy car. If there was something he had learned during college, it was the attention one could receive. He had had enough. But he couldn’t bring himself to say anything to Jin so he kissed the older goodbye and hurried inside the restaurant, itching to get started.
Fifteen minutes later, he had been avidly listening to his supervisor’s words and had also memorized the menu. Although being a waiter seemed easy to many, Kazuya soon realized that it was more to it than it was shown. He had to note down correctly the ordered food and which table ordered it, then he had to be alert at the clients in case one wanted to order some more and in the end he had to look out for pranksters who liked to sneak out without paying, not that it had happened till now. But just in case. And there was also the tricky way to keep the trays steady and not to make the food spill from its plates, not to mention to not make it fall. And it was one thing Kazuya had still to master.
CRASH!
For the second time that day, Kazuya found himself looking at the trays fallen down the floor and its contents spilt over it. Rushed footsteps were heard and Kazuya apologized a thousand times in front of his supervisor who shook his head tiredly.
“Just clean this mess.” He said to Kazuya and left him alone with everyone’s eyes on his back as he bent and proceeded to do as ordered.
“Hard day?” Kazuya heard a voice behind him and when he turned, his eyes fell on one man dressed the same as him and supposedly his coworker. He was looking from above at Kazuya and a smirk was dancing on his lips as he looked at the mess the boy had made, his eyes tingling with excitement and maybe something else deep buried in the black color of his orbs.
The smirk changed into a gentle smile in a split of a second like it was never there as the newcomer sat down and started to help Kazuya gather the bits of food without sparing him a glance. “Don’t worry, it happens to all of us and the boss is quite understanding.” The man added, sneaking only a glance at Kazuya and then concentrating back on his work.
Kazuya sighed loudly and had a defeated expression on his face. “First day and I made such a mess. It will be a wonder if by the end of the day I’ll still be working here.” He gulped and looked around, taking in the place. “But instead of pitying myself, better get this over.” Kazuya tried to smile and began to quickly gather everything, almost finishing. Without looking, he stretched a hand to grab what he had seen as a broken plate but in the same time, his coworker made the same move and their hands collided. The younger quickly looked up, a bit startled. “Sorry.” He muttered low, somewhat shy. Then recomposing himself, he said with a clearer voice. “And thank you for helping such a klutz like myself.” Kazuya smiled goofily at the man.
“You’re welcome.” The other one replied, his eyes seeming to be measuring Kazuya from top to bottom, taking in every detail of his body and face, exploring his personality with his small eyes and making mental notes about the boy. He grinned and stretched his hand towards Kazuya, his smile widening even more. “I’m Uchi Hiroki and it seems that we’ll be working together.” He introduced himself with a gentle and almost soothing voice, seeming like it was meant to be so alluring and powerful in the same time.
Kazuya wiped his dirty hand on his apron before taking Hiroki’s hand, grasping it lightly. “Kamenashi Kazuya.” He said with a smile. “Please take care of me from now on.” And he bowed a little. Somehow, he found Hiroki a bit too pleasant and he wondered if the man had something to hide. After all, he had studied human psychology and he had been top student at it.
“It will be my pleasure, Kazuya.” The other one stopped and seemed to smile embarrassed about his mistake. “I mean, Kamenashi.” He continued with a goofy grin. “Sorry, I’ve been living a lot in America and I’m still not used to use the surname. In fact, I don’t answer that much to the name Uchi either.” He laughed a little and shrugged cutely, blushing a little. So what if it was a lie? What you didn’t know, couldn’t hurt you, right?
The younger looked a bit confused at Hiroki, but didn’t say anything. He simply smiled and nodded at the other’s explanation. There was a nagging feeling tugging at his heart and Kazuya couldn’t exactly pinpoint it. “America does change people, no?” he chose to say something in the end; after all, the silence was prolonging and it was kind of awkward otherwise.
“Even more than you’d think, Kazu…” Hiroki stopped himself yet again and sighed in defeat. “I’m never going to remember to use people’s surnames.” he complained and stomped his feet like a child. “You should have never told me your first name.” he then looked at Kazuya, pouting and acting like this was only the other’s fault.
Kazuya’s heart stopped at the name Kazu - only Jin called him like that. He narrowed his eyes at Hiroki, thinking that the man did remind him of Jin in some aspects - like now for example. He was behaving like a big baby and was asking - not subtly at all, in Kazuya’s opinion - to allow him to call him Kazuya. But the younger was more than stubborn when it came to this, so he smiled politely. “Then if you’re going to remember mine, I’ll feel honored and special.” Kazuya said and turned to take the tray back to the kitchen where he’ll dispose of the mess he had done.
Hiroki just stayed behind and looked at Kazuya’s retreating back, smirking as a plan formed in his head. He really liked the new boy and he had the feeling that he’ll like him even more if Kazuya was going to reject him like this time too. After all, he liked a good challenge and he knew that he’ll be enjoying the sweet taste of victory even more if he had to work hard for it. He had seen that he had a boyfriend but Hiroki was confident he’ll manage to make Kazuya fall for him.
After all, he hadn’t failed once.
First, he needed to draw his attention and Hiroki had a few ideas in his mind. “Kazuya, can you help me with this?” It was an hour later and now he was in the kitchen, trying to carry some boxes but obviously failing because they were too big for him and for the long walk to the lower floor.
The younger turned away from what he was doing and looked at Hiroki. He quickly nodded and went to pick up some of the boxes, easing the man’s job a little. “Where do you want me to put them?” he asked as he poked his head to look at Hiroki from behind the boxes. It was only then that Kazuya realized he had been called on his first name.
“To the storeroom.” Hiroki replied and tried to move, though the lack of weight on his arms seemed to make him suddenly confused for a while and lead him to take a wrong step, stumbling over his feet, dropping the boxes with a loud noise and falling along with them. And which better place to fall on than Kazuya? The boy dragged Kazuya down, making him also drop the boxes as Hiroki landed on Kazuya and complained loudly.
Kazuya groaned at the sudden weight on top of him, feeling a little dizzy as one of the cans in the boxes had hit him in the head. He tried to move, opening his eyes to see what was so heavy on top of him. He looked at Hiroki and his eyes widened a bit in surprise, wondering how the hell did he get on top of him when there were only boxes coming towards him. “You’re crushing me.” He said with a groan and pushed Hiroki aside.
But of course that the boy didn’t move and his wails became louder. “I can’t move, I think I hit my head and I can’t see anything.” He said with a dramatic tone as he used his whole weight to keep Kazuya under him, his head placed on Kazuya’s chest and listening to the fast beating of his heart.
Kazuya made a hiss sound as he stopped from trying to move Hiroki from him. “Don’t take me for a fool.” He said with a calm voice. “What do you want?” he asked, cursing the fact that he had walked straight into Hiroki’s trap and now he was caught like this.
“I don’t want anything.” Hiroki denied as he lifted his head to look into Kazuya’s eyes. “I just…” he stopped and bit his lower lip, glancing at his surrounding for a few seconds before settling his eyes back on Kazuya’s. “…like you?” he said with a tone like it was meant to be a question though it was obvious that it was a confession.
Kazuya blinked at his coworker. What were the chances that on his first day he’ll get a confession from a coworker and a man on top? Kazuya believed fate was against him. “And what makes you think I’d be interested in men?” he asked, looking ironic.
Hiroki pursed his lips as he looked at Kazuya with accusing eyes. “I’m not blind, you know. I saw you kissing that man that brought you to work.” He said with a jealous voice, aware of the fact that he didn’t have the right but still choosing to do so.
Kazuya frowned and then he remembered Jin. “Oh.” He made a small sound, but then he quickly added. “Then I’m glad we’re settled. You saw me with that man which means he’s my boyfriend, so… sorry.” He spoke quickly and proceeded to push Hiroki away.
“Well, it’s not like that stopped me before.” Hiroki shrugged as he raised himself up but still standing on the floor and looking at Kazuya with confident eyes. “I like you, Kazuya, and I’m going to do anything for you to be mine.” He added with a determined voice, like this was the only possible ending.
The younger rose up and looked at Hiroki with a derisive smile. “You just like what you see on the outside, don’t fool yourself into liking me. I would never be yours or anyone else’s.” he said, a smirk on his lips, thinking that he had heard this phrase so many times coming out from Jin’s mouth and now he was the one uttering it.
“Well, we’ll just have to see that.” Hiroki smirked as he got up and stretched once more his hand towards Kazuya. “Friends until then?” he asked, tilting his head a little and using a sweet voice. “That is if you’re not afraid.” The boy added with a nonchalant shrug.
Kazuya looked suspiciously at Hiroki before grasping the other’s hand. “Only friends.” He replied, wondering why couldn’t his life be simple and without such sudden encounters. Well, he was the one who wanted to work but he surely wasn’t the one who wished to stumble upon a person who’ll like him almost instantly.
But it did and now Kazuya had to deal with yet another problem.
*
“How was your day?” Jin asked as soon as the door to Kazuya’s apartment had been opened, watching him with excited eyes and dancing left and right like a puppy waiting for its master, anxious to hear how well - or bad - it went on Kazuya’s first day of work.
And no matter how much Kazuya had wished that Jin wasn’t there… his wishes never came true. He smiled tiredly at Jin and hoped that his acting skills were of any use now. “Tiring as hell and I realized that trays don’t like me at all.” He went straight into Jin’s arms, wanting to erase the memory of Hiroki telling him that he’ll do anything to have him. “Ah… I’m home.” He muttered against Jin’s chest.
The older chuckled as he took his time hugging his lover. Then, without notice, he suddenly lifted him up in his arms and laughed of the boy’s surprised reaction and scared yelp. “Maybe you need a special treatment then.” He winked and proceeded to take Kazuya into his room, bridal style.
“You cheesy jerk.” Kazuya nuzzled his nose into Jin’s neck, giving a low chuckle. “I’m all yours…” he muttered and cuddled some more into the other’s arms, feeling warm and comfortable.
Jin smirked and let the boy down on his bed, moving with care and gentleness, wanting this to be perfect. Luckily for him, Kazuya’s schedule wasn’t as random as his was and Jin had been able to plan this before the younger got home. So he smiled again as he looked at his lover from above and quietly sat down on the bed, his fingers caressing Kazuya’s cheek and his eyes observing his every reaction, every beat of his heart.
Kazuya looked at Jin and leaned into the touches of his boyfriend, closing his eyes from time to time. “What are you thinking?” he asked Jin with a half sleepy smile.
“At you.” The older smiled back. “At how beautiful you are.” He added and his hand slowly descended on the boy’s chest, opening Kazuya’s shirt. “At how lucky I am to have you.” Jin continued and pulled up a little the younger to get rid of the shirt, still touching him but with gentle and loving touches, lacking of the usual passion and desire that was in them.
Kazuya blushed and quivered from the touches, feeling the butterflies swarming in his tummy. “And?” he asked, wanting to hear more words from Jin, wanting to feel more loved.
“And I was thinking that you need a little reward for putting up with me until now.” Jin chuckled and his hand went lower, unzipping Kazuya’s pants and slowly pulling them down, happily noticing that his lover wasn’t - once again - wearing any underwear.
Kazuya sucked in some breath, his body slowly reacting to Jin’s careless touches. “And… that’s why you’re undressing me?” he asked with a playful tone, stretching a hand to touch the locks of Jin’s.
“It’s part of the process, yes.” The older smirked and closed his eyes, leaning into Kazuya’s touch for a few moments before opening them again and getting rid of all the younger’s clothes. “But tell me, what would you like now?” Jin asked with a bright smile, wondering if Kazuya will guess what he had prepared for the boy.
Kazuya looked a bit puzzled as he watched Jin. His lips formed a small pout. “You said you’ll give me a special treatment… so you tell me.” He said playfully, his fingers running down on Jin’s shoulder and back, showing clearly what he would like.
“I thought you could give me some suggestions so that I’ll be able to prepare better next time.” Jin replied, leaning over Kazuya and taking the boy once more in his arms, taking full advantage of the lack of clothes of his lover to let his arms roam over his body as he lifted him up and even after that.
“Oh, you don’t need to plan in advance.” Kazuya replied and buried his hands into Jin’s dark mane, playing with it. “Just come to me as you are…” he got close to Jin’s ear and passed a teasing tongue over his ear lob. “Just take me as I am…” he whispered and placed kisses down on the older one’s neck.
“Now look who’s hornier than me.” Jin chuckled with a low tone, letting the shiver that passed his body disappear completely before starting to walk towards the bathroom. “But I thought this should be more about you and less about me.” He added before opening the door to the room and letting Kazuya take in his surroundings.
The bathroom was lighted only by a few candles and a sweet scent was spread in the air, making Jin’s nose tingle but accepting it because he knew that it was one of Kazuya’s favorite aromas. The tube was full with water and on the surface of the water, there were petals of red roses dancing in it, covering the white color of the different stuff that Jin had mixed in the water, choosing carefully the ones which could help Kazuya relax and feel calmer. Next to it, there was set a little table with different products for hair and skin on it, different type and different colors, depending on which one the younger would want to use. And a small tray with different fruits completed the surprise.
“Like it?” Jin asked with an excited voice, obviously proud of his little work and waiting to be praised.
If he liked it? If there were words to describe the way his heart swelled up, his breath hitched in his lungs and how his body went more than limp in Jin’s arms - then he could tell Jin something, but he was speechless. Kazuya kept looking around his bathroom, but he still couldn’t believe. He squeezed himself in Jin’s arms, holding tight onto the older. He also hid his face into the other’s neck crook, taking deep breaths and feeling engulfed by the most loving scents ever. “Thank you.” He muttered and stifled a sob. “I love you.” He then said and looked at Jin, his eyes wetted with tears.
“Oi, oi, you don’t have to cry.” Jin tried to laugh but the sound was caught in his throat as he also tightened his hands around the younger’s figure. “Come on.” He said and kissed Kazuya on top of his head, entering the bathroom and then slowly settling Kazuya in the bath smiling when a shiver passed his body. “Too hot?” he asked, thinking that he had prepared the bath about ten minutes before the younger one’s arrival and that he had made it extremely hot so that it wouldn’t go cold before they would even get to this point.
Kazuya smiled and shook his head determinedly, playing with the water and the roses like a child and laughing happily. “I didn’t know you were that cheesy though.” He added with a slight tease, looking up at Jin and smirking in a playful way.
Jin shrugged innocently, taking a grain of grapes and setting it in his mouth with a dirty smile. “You have no idea how cheesy I can be.” He stated with a grin, leaning over Kazuya and catching his lips into a demanding and powerful kiss, letting the grape dance between their tongues as they fought for whom to keep it and eat it in the end. With a promising smirk, Jin let his lover win the competition this time, pulling back just a little to look into Kazuya’s eyes and showing that this was just the beginning and that he had more plans for later.
The younger one kept his eyes closed for a moment, opening then slowly after that to look with a lost gaze at the other one, lust and love written clearly in his brown orbs. “Then show me.” Kazuya challenged him, his eyes fixed on Jin as he wanted to see what did he have to offer, how could he make Kazuya feel loved and how much would he be able to do it. “I dare you.” The boy added, not being able to hide the provocation from his tone.
So Jin kissed him again.
*
After this wonderful present Jin had offered to Kazuya, the younger was more than happy, looking brightly and energetic at work. That’s why even if he made mistakes, everyone would simply melt in front of his hard working and charismatic attitude and he would be easily forgiven. And Kazuya took advantage of this more often than he would have really liked to. But guilt easily disappeared as he managed to keep this job for two weeks already and even Jin started to be more accepting towards this. Kazuya was more than grateful to Jin now - the older was by his side day and night, their relationship was all good and no cloud was crowding at the horizon.
Speaking about clouds, there was one but somehow it seemed that it was lying low, though Kazuya had caught Hiroki looking in his direction with an indecipherable expression on his face and from time to time there would be passing touches on his hand or shoulder. Kazuya couldn’t help but to quiver at such actions, thinking that the man was getting a bit obsessed with him. And this couldn’t help but to make him think of another obsessive man over him and that was his actual lover who had done so much damage to his life that it managed to have him locked up and loving him. But Hiroki won’t have the same luck as Jin had, not when Jin was far more dangerous than his coworker. Though Kazuya was wondering why was he attracting obsessive men like Jin and Hiroki? Did he have a tag on his back that said - come on, get obsessed with me? The younger was a bit lost at this.
Also, Kazuya had noticed that in every room that he was, Hiroki would be there too or he’d arrive soon after him. Sometimes he wanted to ask the man why was he tailing him, but every time he had wanted to do so, something came up and he didn’t have the chance anymore. Well, everything for the best, Kazuya thought and shrugged away the uneasiness he’d feel every time when around Hiroki.
It was lunch time and Kazuya was more than eager to eat since he has been starving for a couple of hours. He went to his locker in the employees’ room, retrieved his bento and went to the counter where they usually had lunch. There weren’t that many of his coworkers as most of them preferred to eat in the kitchen, sometimes even eating the food prepared for the clients. At least in this, Kazuya was a bit more honest than the rest. After all, the lunch box he was having now had been prepared together with Jin and it was much more delicious than all those fancy foods in the restaurant.
“Hi there~” a loud greeting was heard and when Kazuya turned, he was faced with Hiroki yet again and his smile that seemed so innocent and alluring but so dangerous in the same time. “Can I sit here?” he asked with a carefree attitude but didn’t wait for the invitation and just sat down, grinning like the Cheshire Cat at the younger.
“Hello.” Kazuya nodded and returned to his lunch, half ignoring and half wanting to eat his lunch faster, because, really, he was starving!
“What are you eating there?” the other asked with an excited tone, peaking at Kazuya’s lunch and trying not to be so obvious in his attempt.
“Food.” Kazuya replied and took a bite. Really, he hoped that Hiroki wasn’t expecting Kazuya to share the lunch he and Jin had prepared; ’cause no way in Hell he’ll share this.
“Hmm…” Hiroki mused on his words, also opening his lunch box. “You’re so lucky that you know how to cook…” he trailed off his words, seeming to be jealous on Kazuya’s bento as he continued to glance at it from time to time.
“Men should know how to cook.” Kazuya replied, looking at Hiroki. “Why haven’t you learnt?” he then asked, taking another bite. It was obvious from the looks Hiroki was giving to his lunch box that the man wanted to eat from his too, but really - did he expect Kazuya to share it with a stranger?!
Hiroki laughed and casually touched Kazuya on his thigh before taking back his hand and continuing to look at the younger as though it was something normal to act this close with someone you didn’t know that well - but well, he wanted to so that was all that mattered for him. “Maybe I never had anyone to teach me.” He replied longingly, subtly enough to have Kazuya guess his next remark. “Why don’t you teach me, Kazuya?” Hiroki puppy eyed the boy, waiting for a positive answer though he knew it was kind of impossible to get it from the first try. It didn’t matter, he was a patient and insistent man.
The older one arched an eyebrow, wearing an ironic expression. “Don’t you want me to teach you how to chew too?” Kazuya asked, though he quickly realized his mistake seeing the smirk on Hiroki’s face. He could even hear the other’s words before uttering them.
“I’d love that.” Hiroki replied with a cheery tone, his eyes having a dangerous spark. He grabbed Kazuya’s hand and took it to his lips, gently caressing the other’s fingers. “How about now?” he asked on a low voice, his teeth slowly seeping into the younger’s flesh.
Kazuya looked petrified at Hiroki before he pulled his hand away, totally bothered by his coworker’s action. “You’d better leave.” He said with a cold tone, his eyes even cooler. All of a sudden, his hunger vanished. Kazuya began to pack his half eaten lunch and was getting ready to get down of the stool, before Hiroki stopped him by grabbing his hand.
“Wait.” The man said, a hint of regret in his voice. “I didn’t want to scare you.” He added, pulling Kazuya back a little and not wanting to let him leave without making him understand that he had innocent intentions.
Kazuya arched an eyebrow and scoffed at the other’s words. “One step and you’d kiss me on the spot, won’t you?” he asked, tilting his head in a cute way. “Look, Hiroki, I don’t think you should mingle with me anymore. I’m not a safe option and my boyfriend is out of your league to make him go away from my life.” He continued, a bit tired of the game Hiroki had set up for them. “I’ll pretend that nothing ever happened and everyone’s happy, okay?” Kazuya asked and pulled his hand away from Hiroki’s grasp.
“If I act nice, will you go out with me?” Hiroki asked with an innocent smile, still not willing to give up at Kazuya no matter what the boy said and choosing to ignore his words, considering that it was better for the moment. “Let’s have lunch tomorrow and I promise I will behave from now on.” The younger promised, raising his free hand to show that he was serious while the other one tightened its grip around Kazuya’s arm.
Kazuya looked surprised. Was this man deaf or something? “What does nice mean to you?” he asked, curiosity taking over him. “Taking me out to lunch? Holding my hand while talking about trivial things?” he continued, laughing a bit. “Don’t joke with me. Nice is the least thing I need in my life and as for me, you’re far away from nice.” Kazuya concluded and yanked his hand free. No more temptations - he loved Jin. Really.
“Come on, don’t be mean.” Hiroki whined, acting like a kicked puppy. He hadn’t thought that it would be this hard to make Kazuya his, usually it would take less time to make someone fall for him and even less effort - he hadn’t really experienced difficulties until now - but it seemed that Kazuya wanted to play hard to get. “I won’t even try to touch you if it’s not necessary.” He finally said, looking honest and like he would actually keep his word though his eyes betrayed that he didn’t expect Kazuya to accept that. “I just want to have lunch with you tomorrow and after that, you won’t even see me if you don’t want to.” He proposed, a spark of confidence glowing in his dark eyes. “If you don’t accept…” he lingered on his words, choosing to not end his sentence but instead, Hiroki smiled devilishly as his eyes roamed through the room to see that they were indeed alone.
But Kazuya was stubborn and he had Jin, he didn’t need anyone else. “You’ll what?” he raised his chin defiantly.
“Well…” Hiroki once more didn’t finish his sentence, but smirked and in a split of a second, he closed the space between them and pinned Kazuya to the wall, capturing his lips and kissing him harsh and passionately, the lust being the only thing that could be felt in the kiss and the thought of having Kazuya and dominating him in bed being the only thing that clouded his mind from thinking properly. “I’ll do this everyday.” He said, stopping for a second and then kissing Kazuya again, his grip hard on the boy’s wrists and his body grinding into the older one’s to keep him from moving or escaping.
To Kazuya, this came as a shock. No, as a double shock. How could this happen to him? He was having a stranger’s tongue inside his mouth while he was pinned to a wall with the other one’s body glued to him. And he couldn’t fight at all the possessive and ravishing kiss, he couldn’t stop Hiroki from doing such things to him. But when his tongue went deeper and a moan was swallowed, Kazuya knew it was his. If Hiroki wasn’t going to stop, his body will do the answers and it won’t be good for neither one of them. Especially for Kazuya.
At this thought, he bit onto Hiroki’s tongue, forcefully making him retreat. “You…” Kazuya panted, looking disheveled with his red lips, ruffled hair and flushed face. “…stay away from me.” He continued, breathing hard. “You’ll get hurt.” The younger added and there was a weird gleam in his eyes. It was a warning.
“Don’t wanna!” Hiroki answered childishly, sticking out his tongue and then playing it over his lips, licking them and remembering Kazuya’s taste which was still lingering on his own lips and tongue. “I want to and I’m going to do anything for you to be mine.” He said with a shrug, the fact that he had never been rejected painfully obvious.
Kazuya shook his head, the idiot was serious. “You’re a fool.” He said as he wiped his lips with the back of his hand. “I’m not someone who you can mess around with. And no matter how much you try… I’ll never be yours.” The younger added and there was an urge in his tone, one that was saying you shouldn’t do anything further than this.
Hiroki just laughed. “And why is that?” he asked, raising an eyebrow. “Because you’re in love with someone else?” he mocked the older, rolling his eyes and laughing again in his mind. “It isn’t the first time I hear this so I’m pretty confident that I know the end of this.” He shrugged, like what he had said was common sense and Kazuya should already know it.
It was Kazuya’s turn to laugh. “You’re pretty confident, yes. And this confidence will be your downfall if you don’t listen to me and back away quietly.” He said, looking tired all of a sudden. “You don’t know my relationship with Jin, you don’t know anything.” He continued, shaking his head to make the image of Koki beaten up disappear from his mind. “Why did it have to be me?!” he asked though it was more of a question for himself than for Hiroki.
“Because you’re beautiful.” The younger still answered with a light tone. “And if I really don’t know anything,” he quickly continued to not give Kazuya the chance to reply to his statement, “then tell me.” Hiroki proposed. “Have lunch with me tomorrow and let’s talk then about that Jin and you and me.” He said like this was the only solution to all of their problems.
Kazuya scoffed. “Sorry, but before I even step with you outside, you’d be dead.” He said with a light shrug, as if he hadn’t said anything big. “And I’d also be in trouble because of you. And I can’t even save you.” Kazuya added with a sad smile. Really, Hiroki was only creating trouble for himself.
“And who says I need saving? You don’t know anything about me.” Hiroki stated as he took a step forward, drawing closer to Kazuya and acting like he didn’t do anything. “Or maybe you’re worried about me?” he hurried to add, sparks in his eyes as he made a cute expression resembling a sweet puppy that had been begging for attention and had just received it.
Kazuya glared at Hiroki. “I don’t want a death on my conscience.” He said with a hiss, enraged that the man took so lightly everything he said. “And I refuse your lunch invitation.” The younger added quickly and took a step along the wall, wanting to get away from Hiroki as soon as possible. The further away, the better it was.
But of course, Hiroki wasn’t quite done yet and proceeded to block Kazuya’s way, putting a hand on the wall in front of him and the other behind him, trapping Kazuya once again. “You’re being stubborn. Why do you talk like your boyfriend would really kill me?” he rolled his eyes, not understanding the older one’s need to say that many times how sorry Hiroki will be if that smartass Jin found out. “What’s the deal with him? Is he from the mafia?” he then laughed, amused by his own joke. He had dealt with crazy jealous boyfriends in the past too. Hiroki was sure he could handle that Jin whoever he was.
Kazuya smiled not at all amused. “Yes, he’ll kill you.” He breathed the words as though he was not allowed. “I’m not being stubborn and if you think I am, don’t you really think I have a goddamn good reason?” Kazuya raised his eyes to meet Hiroki’s. “I’m not bluffing. I’m not your ordinary catch.” He replied and put a hand on Hiroki’s, the one which was blocking his way. “We have work.” He simply said, hopping that at least this will knock some sense into his coworker and will leave him alone.
“Well then,” Hiroki said as he leaned closer to Kazuya to whisper the next words into his ear, “let’s see if your boyfriend really can do it.” He mocked Jin, biting Kazuya’s ear and then backing away with an innocent smile. “I’m not giving up so you know.” He added, the determination and confidence written in his eyes.
Kazuya pushed the man away and muttered on a harsh voice nutter before quickly moving away from him, not wanting to deal with Hiroki anymore. He didn’t return to his work though, but went straight to the back door and outside of the restaurant, hoping that some fresh air would clear his head and would help him think of a solution for Jin not to find out and Hiroki not to get messy in his wretched relationship. He leaned against the wall and deeply sighed, closing his eyes as he felt the warm light of the sun prickling down on his skin. Really… what was he supposed to do?
“Kazuya?”
Oh great, he was now hearing Jin’s voice, it was like a spell that he couldn’t get away of, one that he didn’t want to be reminded of as he knew perfectly well to whom he belonged. He won’t let Hiroki steal the tiny bit of peace he had finally found. And Jin’s voice would stay quiet in his head, saying nothing. But when he heard the footsteps and a shadow slowly engulfed him, Kazuya opened his eyes lazily and blinked at the sudden apparition of the man.
“J-Jin?” he stuttered as he recognized his lover. Really… what were the chances that, after being pushed up against a wall and kissed like that by another man, you should come across your boyfriend? One in a million.
“The one and only.” Jin grinned for a second, before narrowing his eyes. “Didn’t you hear me calling you?” he asked with a suspicious voice. Only then he properly looked at Kazuya and saw how disheveled he looked, like someone had been pulling on his clothes and the younger had fought back with all of his strength. “What happened to you?!” Jin demanded to know, raising his voice a little as the anger was starting to make its presence.
Fear crept in Kazuya’s chest. He smiled silly at Jin as he scratched his head, trying to rearrange his hair, realizing that he hadn’t done a thing to shape himself up after his encounter with Hiroki. “Me and a coworker fell down. He grabbed too tightly onto me.” He said to Jin, pretending to get off scams and dust that weren’t there. “But never mind my work accidents.” Kazuya beamed at Jin confidently. “What are you doing here?” he asked and grabbed his lover’s hand, happy to feel its warmth.
“I was in the area doing an errand and decided to come see you.” Jin replied slowly, his eyes still observing Kazuya from head to toes, trying to understand what happened and why wasn’t Kazuya saying anything. “Kazuya, don’t lie to me.” Jin warned the younger, his voice saying that the consequences will be worse if he will find out that his lover had lied to him beside whatever he had done now.
Kazuya chuckled, this way hiding his nervousness. “Why should I be lying?” he asked, sticking out his tongue a little. “But I’m happy to see you here. This way you’ll treat my wounds, won’t you?” Kazuya puppy eyed Jin, lacing their fingers together and pulling gently on his hand to come closer.
Jin still didn’t look convinced but decided to drop the subject for the time being, Kazuya’s invitation being too tempting to be refused. He sighed defeated and a smirk immediately replaced the suspicious expression as he closed the distance between his body and the younger’s, his arms resting on Kazuya’s waist and keeping him safe in Jin’s embrace. “Of course.” The older agreed, the grin from his face resounding in his voice too. “I’m always glad for a distraction.” He chuckled, his breath tickling Kazuya’s neck as Jin proceeded to bite on it softly and slowly, letting his teeth sink into the skin and leave a mark. He hadn’t said anything, but his last sentence was enough of a warning - this didn’t end here.
Kazuya quivered in pleasure as his hands grabbed onto Jin’s shoulders, biting his lower lip and exposing more of his skin to Jin’s mouth. “You’re marking me?” he asked Jin on a teasing tone and his fingers dug into the shirt, suddenly the need to feel more of his lover’s skin arousing in him.
“Shouldn’t I?” Jin teased back, licking the spot he had bitten and soothing it with his tongue as he proceed to place butterfly kisses on every inch of Kazuya’s neck. “I feel like everybody should now that you’re mine.” He said, the jealousy screaming from his tone as he bit Kazuya again on the other side of his neck.
The younger chuckled and brought his hands to Jin’s face, cupping it and bringing it to the same level as his. He was smiling as he looked into the dark eyes of Jin and kissed those devious lips. “I know that I belong to you and you know it too. There’s no need to have me bitten and this way raise question at my workplace.” He gently scolded the older though he was obviously enjoying this action of Jin’s.
“This doesn’t mean that others know it too.” Jin replied a little harshly while looking into Kazuya’s eyes to let him see the dangerous spark that appeared for a brief moment. He apologized in the next second by capturing his lips again into a demanding kiss, sucking his lips like he wanted to be sure that he knew their taste and that no one else had felt it too, his possessive hands trapping Kazuya in his arms and grinding their bodies as they slowly swayed against each other.
“You little jealous jerk.” Kazuya muttered and fisted his hands in Jin’s hair, enjoying the ravishing and possessive kiss of Jin’s, realizing that this was what he loved the most, the one he craved the most. A muffled moan vibrated in his throat as he felt Jin pushing him into the wall some more, his body plied perfectly against his, making him feel Jin’s arousal on his thigh. “You want me?” Kazuya whispered and passed his lips over Jin’s.
“Always.” Jin said back and kissed Kazuya again. “Anywhere.” He added as his hands found the hem of the younger’s shirt and lifted it a little to let Jin bury his fingers into his skin. “Now.” He seemed to decide, moving yet again his hands and letting one of them to fumble with Kazuya’ zipper, not wanting to wait any more.
“Oh my.” Kazuya managed to say, chuckling at Jin’s hurried actions, completely giving into him, totally enjoying the lusting. “Don’t think you’re the only one though.” He whispered and slipped his hands too under Jin’s shirt, scratching his skin, leaving marks all over it. He pulled Jin closer if it was anymore possible, his fingers now skimming along the waistband before forcefully making their way inside the jeans and grabbing Jin’s ass, pushing their erections into each other.
The older moaned and cursed loudly at his inability to think clear whenever Kazuya was involved. “You’re driving me mad.” He said with a husky voice, kissing him again as demanding and powerful as earlier while his hands didn’t hesitate to tug on the younger’s pants and pull them down, making Kazuya move to get rid of them completely. “I want to fuck you, Kazuya…” he whispered with an alluring voice into the boy’s ear, biting it and circling it with his tongue. “I want to fuck you and to hear you screaming my name.” he said as his hand cupped the younger’s erection and pushed on it, not feeling like he could wait to undress Kazuya of his underwear too but he’ll just rip it apart.
Kazuya shuddered and moaned loudly, throwing his head back and enjoying Jin’s treatment. “You horny bastard.” He said with half of his voice, not having strength for more now that Jin decided to be even more impatient, tugging desperately at the younger’ underwear and pulling it down, his hands following the length of the boy and brushing its fingers painfully slow on it. Kazuya closed his eyes and pressed his crotch against Jin’s hand, panting and breathing hard. He buried his fingers into the older one’s ass cheeks, leaving lines along his nails as he slowly worked his hands up as much as the shirt let him and fisted his hands into Jin’s hair, kissing him harshly and roughly.
“I’m going to kill you if someone sees us.” Kazuya chuckled against Jin’s lips, only now seeming to remember that his lower part was completely naked while Jin was still fully dressed and was probably planning on staying that way too. The bastard.
“It adds to the fun, doesn’t it?” Jin smirked and licked Kazuya’s lips, his hands continuing to move with the same speed on the boy’s crotch, ignoring Kazuya’s attempts of making him go faster and just letting himself enjoy the younger’s whimpers and whines and useless tries of hiding them. “Imagine if someone comes and see you being fucked by me.” The older whispered into Kazuya’s ear, earning a loud moan from him which Jin proceeded to shut up with his lips.
“I really am going to kill you.” Kazuya breathed, his eyes full of lust staring into Jin’s and shivering at the dark color of Jin’s orbs that seemed to show exactly what was the older planning and wanting the most. He moved his hips again, trying to remember Jin that he needed a little attention and found himself roughly pushed against the wall and lifted up, his legs flying around Jin’s waist for support as their tongues engaged into another battle, both of them demanding and wanting to make the other succumb to his wishes.
“I know you’re dying to be fucked by me.” Jin said smugly, going down on Kazuya’s neck with his lips while his index fingers teasingly touched his hole. “To scream my voice…” he added as he separated a little from the younger to pull on his pants and drag them to his knees. “Come on, Kazuya, let me hear your slutty voice…” he continued with a sexy and low tone, his cock now being the one pocking at Kazuya’s entrance.
The younger moaned and let his body fall a little, his ass brushing against Jin’s length and making him see starts in the daylight. “Jin!” he silently screamed, needy for more and his body continuing to scream as the older smirked and moved his hips, scraping against Kazuya and continuing the torture. It was too much and the younger felt like he was going to die under Jin’s administration if he didn’t hurry up. His hole was pulsing only at the thought of being filled and Kazuya found himself biting hard on Jin’s shoulder, through the shirt and still managing to make blood appear as he sank his teeth deep in a desperate attempt of silencing himself.
“You like that?” Jin chuckled yet again and Kazuya felt like he’d want to hit him if he didn’t need him to get his release. “I’m going to fuck you hard and dry, Kazuya…” the older said, his fingers prodding at the younger’s entrance and before he had time to realize what Jin meant by that, the older retreated his fingers and penetrated him deep and rough, making Kazuya literally scream this time because of the sudden wave of pain combined with pleasure when Jin managed to hit his prostrate from the first try.
Jin groaned and stayed still for a moment, also trying to regain his breath. He had been concentrating on Kazuya and had been focused on teasing him, totally forgetting about his own needs and the huge bulge that had been starting to form in his pants. Now that he was reminded by it, he realized how painful it had been to restrain himself so much and how blissful was the sensation of being inside Kazuya and making him shiver in his arms. He closed his eyes and just stayed like that, with Kazuya hanging on his shoulder and breathing slowly as he tried to get used to Jin’s cock inside his ass, taking deep breaths to forget faster about the pain of not being stretched out properly.
“Move.” The younger ordered but Jin still didn’t make any change in their position, wanting to give Kazuya more time to adjust. “Move or I’ll cut your balls and have them on display at the diner.” Kazuya threatened and proceeded to move by himself his hips, supporting his body on Jin and going up a little, closing his eyes to ignore the pain and to let the lust engulf him completely, then going down on the older one’s length, moaning when he felt his prostate teased once more.
Jin laughed again. “You’re still the slut that I met.” He said with a playful voice at which Kazuya smirked.
“Of course,” the younger replied, tightening his grip on Jin’s neck as he moved his body again, “you need a slut to satisfy another one or didn’t you know that?” he chuckled almost childishly into Jin’s ear, biting on it and pulling with his teeth. He raised himself up again, more this time as he stopped only when he felt most of the older one’s cock was out of him and then pushed down, going deeper and engulfing all of Jin’s length, both of them moaning in the same time and clutching with their hands whatever they found.
“You little whore.” Jin said with a half voice, cursing loudly and fucking and swearing and finally deciding to move by himself. He pushed Kazuya more against the wall, lifting his shirt to kiss and lick his skin, biting his tiny nipples and encircling his tongue on them as his cock continued to move in and out of Kazuya, trashing him to the wall and making him whimper and moan and groan as they felt their release closer.
Kazuya’s hands darted to his own shaft but Jin shoved them away. “You’re not allowed to touch yourself.” He said and Kazuya arched an elegant eyebrow at his lover even if he couldn’t breathe properly. “I’m going to make you cum only by my cock into your hole.” Jin smirked as he looked up at the younger, not ceasing his moves any moment. Kazuya suppressed a moan and closed his eyes for a moment, trying to resist Jin’s dirty words and fighting back the urge of shutting him up with his lips. He wanted Jin to continue and to give him the most amazing orgasm he had ever had but he had no intention of saying it out loud, so he just opened his eyes again and looked into Jin’s dark orbs with defiance.
“Oh, you like this game?” Jin chuckled and changed his angle, trying to reach deeper and biting his lips when Kazuya sank his nails into his skin again, going yet again deep and surely making him bleed. “You like the thought of coming without me touching you?” he continued and lifted again Kazuya’s shirt, leaving a wet trace with his tongue on the boy’s skin. “You like me slamming into you like a madman and making you lose your mind with my cock?” Jin said with a low and dark voice, proceeding to do what he had just told. “You think it’s exciting how you take me so deep and I make you moan loudly?” he lifted his head and breathed the words into Kazuya’s ear, taking in with his mouth the boy’s groan. He didn’t stop there and Jin let his fingers travel slowly on the younger one’s body, almost not touching him and stopping on his ass, teasing his hole with his index fingers. “Let me hear your voice, Kazu-chan…” Jin whispered with an alluring voice as he pushed his fingers in the boy’s hole, stretching him even more as his crotch continued to move inside of him, now along with his two fingers.
Kazuya’s whole body was on fire at the new treatment and Jin’s words were making it boil even more, driving him crazy and making him needy and whining and begging for release. He had never felt like this and even if Jin wasn’t touching him at all and just talking about it, he could feel every touch and every kiss that the older was denying to him. He felt his whole skin covered with Jin’s fingers, touching him and making him go mad even if he was aware of the fact that the older one’s hands were taunting his ass and that this was just the effect of Jin’s low voice and damned dirty mind. It was a whole new experience and Kazuya’s body was beginning to shake as he felt the waves of orgasm hit him hard and raw, crushing his mouth against Jin’s to swallow the moan that was threatening to make them be heard. He closed his eyes as he continued to move his hips, riding his orgasm and feeling higher than he had ever been, and kissed Jin harshly, biting his lips and pulling on them with his teeth. He moaned again when he felt Jin getting his release too, cursing and enjoying the sensation of being filled with Jin’s seed as it hit him deep and took his breath away and every coherent thought with it.
They stayed like that for a few moments, trying to regain their breaths and still hugging each other, both of them smiling and happy and satisfied even if they were awfully tired. Jin helped Kazuya get down and held him by his waist when his feet touched the ground, the worry obvious in his eyes as he looked at the younger and asked if he was okay.
Kazuya smiled a bit dreamily, the expression on his face answering Jin before his mouth. “Never better.” He chuckled and caressed Jin’s cheek. “But I need my pants and shoes… I can’t go half naked to work, can I?” he added and made a move to go and retreat his clothes now scattered on the pavement, though his legs quite failed him as they were shaking.
“Here, let me help you.” Jin hurried to stop Kazuya, turning him around and gathering his clothes from the ground, smiling perversely as his eyes met the younger’s. “I wouldn’t want you to catch a cold, now would I?” he asked, now with a perfectly innocent expression on his face as he stretched his hand and handed Kazuya his underwear and pants.
Kazuya laughed and pulled his clothes on. “I’m sure that’s your main concern right now.” He replied, sticking out his tongue at the older. “Though this is the first time I’m stripped of my clothes in full day. Must thank you, Jin. Didn’t think it was possible.” The younger grinned and buckled his belt, now all settled. “Where are the shoes?” he asked and looked around.
“You’re welcome.” Jin grinned like he was being congratulated for winning an Oscar and turned back to bring Kazuya’s shoes from where they had fallen - don’t ask him how they got there, Jin didn’t even remember that he took them off. As he handed them to Kazuya, his body stiffened for a moment as his eyes darted to the back door of the diner but he didn’t show any of this and continued to smile like nothing happened, his eyes now carefully observing the newcomer that seemed to have been watching them and was now looking back at Jin with no intention of backing down. “I’m full of surprises.” The older added, now looking again at Kazuya but glancing at the other man too to keep him in sight.
Kazuya laughed once more as he bent down and put on his shoes. “I’ve known this for a while now.” He said and quickly sat up, though he winced a bit. “You know I expect you to fully take care of me for any bruises, right?” he scolded Jin as he leaned against the wall, totally oblivious of Jin’s sudden change of interest.
“Now, really?” Jin smirked and approached Kazuya, leaning over him and assuring himself that the younger couldn’t see they were being watched and that he was the only one who could see him. “I thought I paid for all my debts with the mind-blowing orgasm you just had.” He said with a teasing and playful tone, getting a little closer to nibble at his lips, his eyes now making direct contact with the unknown man.
The other flinched a little at Jin’s boldness but didn’t move from his stop and continued to watch them.
Kazuya let out a whine. “Jin…” he said and puppy eyed the older. “If you’re having any kinky thoughts right now, I’m going inside.” He threatened, though you could sense from his voice that he wasn’t far from those thoughts too. “And you have definitely not paid your debts by trashing me against a wall on a back street.” The younger mocked as he pushed Jin in the chest with his index finger. “You need to do better.” Kazuya grinned widely.
“Better than this?” Jin laughed a little mocking. “Do tell me,” he whispered the words at Kazuya’s ear while his hands possessively settled on his waist and glued the boy to his body, “what would be better than this?” he asked, tilting his head to nip at the younger’s ear.
Kazuya fought back a moan as he half pushed Jin, half pulled him closer to him. “Jin.” He said on a soft and moaning voice, feeling his body already reacting to the older one’s closeness. “You can show me back home…” he continued and decided that it was better - no, safer - if Jin wasn’t that close to him, so he pushed the older, looking sheepishly at him. “And better stay away for now, I don’t think I’ll resist you a second time.” Kazuya added, sounding a bit helplessly, though in the same time yearning.
“Well, you never could.” Jin shrugged with a laugh, backing away with one step, knowing that they didn’t have time for a second round. “But I definitely can’t wait to show you more at home.” He licked his lips, glancing at the door to find it closed again and the man disappeared.
“You horny bastard.” Kazuya muttered and stuck out his tongue at Jin. “And I’ll show you I can resist you a second time, right now you caught me off guard.” He added smugly, a smirk dangling on his lips.
“Really?” Jin cocked an eyebrow, his expression clearly stating that he wasn’t believing a word. “How is it possible that I catch you every time with your guard down?” he sighed dramatically and shook his head in disbelief.
Kazuya made a cat-like noise, showing his displeasure with Jin’s words. “Baby, I’m always for more, you just don’t have the timing.” He shrugged, trying to look nonchalant but failing graciously as you could notice the clear defiance in his expression.
Jin laughed. “While maybe it’s true that I don’t have the right timing,” he said with an amused voice, “I never heard you complain about my ways.” He smirked, his eyes glowing with mischief and maybe something else which resembled a dangerous playfulness.
Kazuya pouted, he really hated to lose in front of Jin. “Whatever.” He waved a hand and made a step closer to Jin, pecked his lips and turned to go back to his work - refreshed and a bit winching. “I’ve gotta go.” He winked at Jin and smiled.
“I’ll come and pick you up tonight!” Jin smiled back and waited for the younger to agree and disappear behind the closed door of the diner before turning his back and leaving the place. He had some things to investigate.
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PART II