All Fanfiction I have ever written can be found here. Old ones like new ones (even though I'm starting to really dislike the old ones. I might as well rewrite them one day) Enjoy! F-locked fics/chapters are in red
An Unbearable Fact, NC17, Psychological/Angst, Ongoing
Chapters:
Prologue,
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2/??,
3/??,
4/??,
5/??,
6/??,
7/??,
8/??,
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10a/??,
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14a/??,
14b/??,
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16a/??,
16b/??,
16c/??Pairings: Uruha/Aoi, Reita/Kai
Warnings: Language, sexual scenes, mental diseases, character death, suicide attempts, rape
Synopsis: When you lose the only person who loves you from the deepest of her heart, can you go on living? Do you manage to smile again? Can you fight against those demons who break you?
Haunted, NC17, Domestic violence / Angst, Ongoing
Chapters:
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2/??Pairings: Aoi/Uruha (past), Reita/Uruha, Kai/Uruha
Warnings: Rape and non con elements, characters death
Synopsis: Kouyou wasn't a lucky man in love. After a painful heartbreak, he thought he would be the right one, his knight in an shinning armour who would treat him well and heal his wounds. Kouyou had never thought he would fall deep into his trap.
Doppelganger, PG13, AU /Supernatural Elements Pairing: Kouyou/Uruha
Warnings: Mention of suicide attempts, blood and gore
Synopsis: Kouyou lives in fear. Hearing him, feeling him, seeing him, he can't stand it anymore. He's controlling him, destroying him and Kouyou does nothing to stop him.
Giving up, G, AU/Letter/Light angst Pairing: mention of Uruha/Kai
Synospis: With each passing days, Yutaka is slowly losing hope, losing another dear person.
Dear lost brother, G, AU/Letter/Light angstCharacters: Kai, Aoi
Synopsis: I'm writing you a letter again, one among the dozen I've already written, to tell you how much I miss you.
Unfaithful , PG15, AU/Band life/AngstPairings: Uruha/Kai, Uruha/Aoi
Warning: Break up
Synopsis: Kai knows it. He knows he can't keep on faking everything is fine, he can't keep on waiting for Uruha to come back home and stay for good. Kai can't keep on trusting his lover even though he knows he's lying. Most of all, Kai can't keep on calling him his lover. Their relationship is dying since long.
Eyes in the dark, PG15, AU/SupernaturalPairing: Uruha/Kai
Warnings: Child abuse, slight gore (?), stuttering, language
Synopsis: Yutaka was terrified of the dark, terrified of what was hiding in there, in his bedroom and under his bed. He was terrified of those yellow eyes watching him every nights.
紅蓮 - Guren, PG15, AU/Romance/AngstPairing: Uruha/Aoi
Warnings: Mpreg, miscarriage
Synospis: They were happy, they were going to have a baby. But nothing went right.
A second chance, PG13, AU/RomancePairing: Uruha/Aoi
Synopsis: Yuu's late for a birthday party where he will meet someone from his past.
Lost souls , NC17, AU/Supernatural, Friends-lockedPairing: Uruha/Aoi
Warnings: Violence, mentions of gore and death, sex scene (more or less)
Synopsis: "They say the place is haunted," the young man started while looking at the house with sparkles in his eyes. "They say if you listen closely, you can hear the man's screams. And if you go to the basement you can see his ghost." His last words sent a chill down the other man's spine whose only desire was to go back home, and right now. "So, wanna check if it's true?"
A child's wish, PG, Fluff/RomancePairing: Uruha/Aoi
Synopsis: All he wanted was a cat. A little ball of fur he could have hugged all day long and loved with all his heart. He wanted a friend to fill his loneliness. He had asked for a cat, but what he got on that day suited him perfectly.
Vengeance, PG, Romance/AngstPairing: Uruha/Aoi, Kai/Aoi
Warnings: Character death, mention of torture
Synopsis: I was a high-school's librarian at that time. Everything was going well in my life. I had a job I loved, I was in good health, happy, I had wonderful friends and I was in love with the most beautiful human being on earth.
Umi no Shizuku, G, RomancePairing: Aoi/Kai
Synopsis: Kai loved many things in his life: Too cook, his drums, his few friends and his mother. But lately, the young man began to like a new thing.
A letter for Kai, PGCharacters: Reita/Kai
Warnings: Slight mention of bullying, anorexia and self-harm.
Synopsis: Reita is tired of being bullied all day long. At home, he decides to write a letter to his friend Kai who he's missing a lot.
Meanwhile midnight, G, RomancePairing: Aoi/Kai
Synopsis: Midnight is almost there while Aoi is thinking about this almost over year. He's thinking about what he has lost and hopes his mistakes can be erased.
The ghost, PG13, RomancePairing: Aoi/Kai, but since there's no big indication you can imagine who you want
Warning: Allusion of sex
Synopsis: He comes every night and leaves every morning.
Relaxation, NC17, PWPPairing: Aoi/Kai
Warning: Smut
Synopsis: When Kai is angry, Aoi's the only one who can calm him down.
Infernal spiral, PG13, AngstPairing: Uruha/Kai
Warnings: Sexual scene, infidelity (mention)
Synopsis: Kai's waiting for Uruha to come back home, knowing exactly where and with whom he is.