Addictive Obsession - Chapter twenty five [part I]
Title: Addictive obsession
Authors: aroruae & fighter_of_moon
Pairing: Akame, slight Kokame & Jinda
Genre: Smut, AU, drama, tragedy
Warnings: use of drugs, whoring, slaving, insanity, bad language, incest and a lot more to come xD You've been warned, so don't read if you don't want to see them in a lot of pain *evil laugh*
Disclaimer: They don't belong to us, but we're in the process of making it true!! The proof is Jin's twitter~ And now his facebook and OMG, youtube account!!
Summary: Kazuya’s addiction becomes Jin’s obsession. They came to need each other to the extend of wanting to kill.
First Scent ~ Strawberry
Second Scent ~ Poison
Third Scent ~ Musk
Fourth Scent ~ Ecstasy
Fifth Scent ~ Spring
Sixth Scent ~ Fear
Seventh Scent ~ Sky
Eighth Scent ~ Winter
Ninth Scent ~ Loneliness
Tenth scent ~ Run
Eleventh Scent ~ You
Twelfth Scent ~ Statice
Thirteenth Scent ~ Body
Fourteenth Scent ~ Memory
Fifteenth Scent ~ Toxic
Sixteenth Scent ~ Narcotic
Seventeenth Scent ~ Hollow
Eighteenth Scent ~ Mother
Nineteenth Scent ~ Love
Twentieth Scent ~ Tomorrow
Twenty-first Scent ~ Rewind
Twenty-second Scent ~ Blood
Twenty-third Scent ~ Madness
Twenty-fourth Scent ~ Bonds
Chapter twenty five
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Twenty fifth scent ~ Betrayal
How much could toys influence a child? If you let a girl to play only with cars and motorcycles, then maybe she will end up living more as a boy and acting like one rather than liking cute stuff and pink accessories. If you give to a little boy only Barbie dolls and different kind of dresses or make-up, then he will maybe grow up thinking that it’s natural to know all about them and to have and use them daily, like he had been pretending to do when he was little.
The toys that we give to our children say more than just who they will become or what will they want to be when they grow up.
What happens then if you replace toys with real guns and drugs?
Matsumoto Jun studied the boy he had caught by accident, the smirk on his lips widening with each second that passed. “I don’t think Jin has given us the pleasure to introduce ourselves yet.” He said with a pleasant smile, though his grip on the younger’s arms didn’t lessen at all.
Kazuya pulled back a little, trying to free his hand but to no avail. “Then there must be a reason, don’t you think?” He replied a bit disrespectfully but right now he couldn’t be otherwise since all he had in his mind was Jin and his selfish, stupid persona. And yes, he had sensed the danger this man was emitting but Jin had told them not to touch him, hadn’t he?
“I wonder if the answer is the same as the one you’re thinking of.” Jun replied with a teasing tone, leaning down a bit to inhale to boy’s scent and letting out a satisfied sound. “Maybe he was hiding something from you~”he sang, sounding more cheerful than the situation required him to be.
Kazuya pulled back again, looking quite displeased by Jun’s actions. “And what would he be hiding from me?” He asked, arching an eyebrow to the daring man in front of him. “Jin doesn’t hide things from me.” He added confidently though his mind clearly shouted - liar.
Jun laughed. “Please, I know him better than you’ll ever know him. He doesn’t let you see his true nature, right? You see only the lover, the one who wants to fuck you every minute, but I bet you don’t really see the cruel man that he is and you have no idea of what he’s capable to do.” He spitted the words, looking like the simple thought of Jin brought repulsion to him. “You have no idea of who Jin Akanishi really is.” He chuckled darkly, obviously enjoying this situation and the fact that he had finally caught Kazuya. It was quite dangerous because they were still near Jin, but if he could bring the boy with him… then he’d have some fun.
The younger boy’s eyes darkened at Jun’s words. “I know that side of him too.” He replied as he pulled back again, hating the fact that this man was still clutching onto his arm, almost as if he was ready to rip it apart. “And I still don’t get why are you still holding my arm and trying to describe my lover so beautifully. So, if you could kindly remove your hand?”
Jun’s smirk turned into a taunting one as he pushed the boy backwards until his back clashed with the wall behind him. “I happen to know that you are looking for some information about your boyfriend.” He said, though the sound of the word ‘boyfriend’ while referring to Jin clearly made him sick. “And I know more than well to know that he won’t tell you what you want most to know.” He continued, getting a little closer to Kazuya and whispering the next words at his ear. “I can help you.” He said with a low tone, breathing into the boy’s ear as he lifted the younger’s hands to set them against the wall too, a little above their heads. “I can tell you anything you want.” He added, chuckling a little and enjoying the dangerous position they were standing.
Oh, how he’d love if Jin were to find them now.
“Get the fuck off of me.” Kazuya hissed as he looked through narrowed eyes at Jun. He didn’t want the other one to be this close to him, he disliked how easily he was holding him against this wall. “If you want to help me, then do it from a distance.” He snarled, trying to get rid of Jun’s closeness, trying to wriggle out from him. But yet again… how come every bastard knew about Jin and he, his boyfriend, knew not even the minimum? It was vexing and it made the blood boil in his veins.
“Alright, alright.” Jun laughed as he freed Kazuya, raising his hands like in self defense. “Though I’d rather have you pinned to a wall, I can also do this.” He shrugged, showing that he wasn’t bothered at all that he couldn’t hold Kazuya back and smiling with a confidence that clearly said the boy couldn’t escape from him even now. “But I propose to change our place of meeting. Jin is looking for you, right?” he then asked, not needing a lot of information to know that Kazuya had once again escaped from Jin’s side.
It wasn’t like this was the first time to happen.
Kazuya glared at Jun but refused to answer, not wanting to give the other one the satisfaction to know that indeed Jin must be looking for him. “Where?” He then asked, crossing his arms at his chest, not really knowing why he was willing to follow this guy. But right now, something told him that going with Jun would piss Jin a lot. And Jin had pissed him enough today after all he had found out.
“If I said my apartment, you wouldn’t really come, would you?” Jun asked with a puppy voice and puppy eyes, battling his eyelashes in a cute way.
Kazuya arched an eyebrow. “I guess you know the answer to this one.” He replied rolling his eyes, feeling that Jun might also be interested in something else than just sharing his information about Jin with him. Damn, Kazuya cursed inside his mind, hating how he always managed to stumble across such cute and nice people like Jun.
“Let’s leave from here first. We need to get again from this part of the city before Jin comes and finds us.” Jun suggested, already turning his back on Kazuya and starting to walk from him. He didn’t need anything more to know that the boy was following him and Jun couldn’t help but smirk at how innocent Kazuya still was after living with Jin for so long.
They turned left and right, then again left and right, running around in circles until Kazuya lost the way and found himself to have to clue where he was. He wanted to stop Jun and demand for explanations, but exactly then the other one stopped and entered what seemed to be a little diner.
“We’ll have privacy here.” Jun explained as he pushed the door open and revealed the empty room except for the waiter who was cleaning some glasses. “Yo.” He greeted the man and he was rewarded with a small smile, the waiter’s eyes watching them as they took a seat at a table in the corner. “You don’t mind beer, do you?” he then asked Kazuya, but didn’t leave him time to answer before yelling loudly: “Two beers!”
Oh well, another one deciding for himself, Kazuya thought as he settled better on the chair and looked around the place, not liking it one bit. This was one place that Kazuya would never set foot in, but still he did and all this thanks to Jin and this man in front of him. “So… what can you tell me about Jin that I don’t know?” Kazuya asked, his eyes settling on Jun and showing how distrustful he was of his information.
Jun simply looked at Kazuya and grinned. “I know that you’ve been asking around about Jin’s past.” He said, completely ignoring the boy’s question. “And I think you already know that everything comes with a price in this world.” He then shrugged innocently, like Kazuya should have been expecting this.
Kazuya sighed as he passed a hand through his hair. “I know that, but so for the record, the last person that wanted to enter into Jin’s office kind of ended up on his black list.” He replied through his gritted teeth, just recalling how unfair Jin was regarding Shige. Speaking of which, was he still… alive? Kazuya’s hands fisted under the table.
“I don’t need your help to get into Jin’s office, stupid boy.” Jun replied, obviously offended by Kazuya’s remark. “You should know better than this what I really want.” He then added, the perverted smile back on his lips as he studied the boy’s figure, his eyes hungry and full with the desire of conquering. “I heard that you used to sell your body.” Jun clarified, the smirk on his lips widening as his intentions were now clear on his face.
Kazuya froze on his chair. Well, it wasn’t anything new that others knew about his method to get drugs, but it still irked him that scums like Jun seemed to take advantage of something that he had left behind. “I used.” Kazuya emphasized the last word, hoping that the message was clear.
“Yeah, well, old habits die hard.” Jun shrugged, completely disregarding the option that Kazuya really wouldn’t do something like that again. “Want to know who was the first person Jin had sex with?” he then asked with a grin, like their previous subject had been totally forgotten.
“You?” Kazuya rolled his eyes at this possibility, though nothing could surprise him anymore. “If you think Jin’s sexual relations are something worth my time, then…” He waved a hand and he backed away with the chair, already ready to leave this place. It had been stupid to follow Jun here just to hear about Jin’s adventures.
“Would it interest you if I said that he was younger than ten years old?” Jun said with a yawn, stretching his body and settling better on the chair.
Kazuya fell back on the chair as he looked at Jun with an incredulous expression on his face. “W-what?” he managed to blurt out, thinking that he had been no less younger than Jin when he had been forced by his mother to have sex with men. Why hadn’t Jin said this to him?! If anyone, Kazuya could have understood the best!
“It seems that Yamashita’s father wanted him to be a real man as quickly as possible, so he gave him a whore and told him that he needs to fuck her.” Jun shrugged, like what he was saying was totally normal. “I heard that she stayed in his room for two days, but it’s just a rumor, Jin’s the only one to know the truth.” He then added, thanking the waiter for bringing their beverages and drinking from his bottle of beer.
Kazuya sighed in relief. When Jun had mentioned Pi’s father, he had had that ominous feeling that he had been sexually abused, but to hear that it had been a girl and probably it had happened at his will… then things were a bit better. He visibly relaxed as he let his head down, studying his fingers. “I’m sure he had fooled YamaPi’s father.” Kazuya said as he leaned back on his chair, thinking that Jin couldn’t have slept with a woman at the age of ten. He wasn’t sexually developed for that.
“He hadn’t.” Jun grinned even wide. “That bitch taught him a lot of tricks and Yamashita had wanted to see them himself.” He explained, now being sure of what he was saying because he had heard them from a trusted source - Yamashita himself. “Do you want to know what he did?” he asked, his eyes glittering with mischief in them.
Kazuya feared to ask. “What?”
“Give me a kiss and I’ll tell you.” Jun demanded with a silly smile on his lips, seeing that he now had Kazuya hooked up on his story. Oh, he was going to enjoy this game.
The younger frowned, obviously bothered by Jun’s sudden request. “You know, you’re not the only one that might know such things about Jin.” He replied with an arched brow. “And I can also ask Jin and I assure you that I’d gladly kiss him rather than you.”
“Jin won’t tell you anything and you know it.” Jun replied, looking kind of bored by this topic. “And I’m basically the only one who knows the story and actually is willing to share it with you. But if you don’t want to know…” he then added, attempting to stand up.
Kazuya lifted a hand to stop Jun from going away. “Wait.” He said with a click of the tongue, feeling rather annoyed at this. “Does it really have to be a kiss?” He asked as he fidgeted uncomfortably on his chair, glancing at Jun and at the waiter. Damn be Jin and his secret past!
“And for dragging it so long, I want you to kiss me while sitting on my lap.” Jun added his new order, taking another sip from his beer and grinning innocently at Kazuya.
Kazuya blanked at this. He was supposed to kiss Jun being where?! Oh God, what was he getting into? And in a public place, nonetheless. “Okay. But if you pull anything funny with me, I’ll punch you and then tell Jin.” He threatened Jun as he rose from his chair and with unsure steps, got close to the other, now standing beside him, ignoring the bells in his head, the ones that were yelling that there must be another way to find out about Jin. “Make place.’ He demanded and as soon as Jun complied, Kazuya reluctantly sat down on his lap, both legs on the right side, just in case he had to flee from the other man. He looked at Jun, gingerly touching his shoulders, preparing himself to kiss him. Oh man, he was cheating again on Jin.
Needless to say that Jun was also an impatient man. So he put a hand on Kazuya’s waist, blocking his way to run and locked the other one into the boy’s hair, bringing his head down and meeting his lips halfway, biting on them and immediately slipping his tongue into the younger’s mouth, keeping him there with his hands and devouring his mouth like an angry wolf.
Kazuya tried to pull back a little, but it only made Jun want to kiss him harder, not giving him too much space to move anymore. His hands gripped Jun’s shoulders almost painfully as he was trying not to be too responsive to the kiss, though it was kind of impossible as the other one’s tongue was more than daring and slipping deeper inside his mouth, making him to fight back, not to let him win over him. Kazuya tried to think of this action as just a simple and not that important kiss, but it was kind of hard when it wasn’t Jin and there was this tugging feeling in his chest. So, out of anger he pushed past Jun’s tongue, his teeth scratching it a little, as he kissed back showing to Jun that even if he had agreed to this stupid request, he wasn’t sitting laid back and waiting for a stranger to kiss him.
Jun was definitely surprised when Kazuya suddenly decided to respond and not just let him enjoy the kiss by himself. Though he had to admit that it was better this way, he was feeling more of the younger as his hand slowly raised itself, tugging at the boy’s shirt and trying to sneak under it. That bastard Jin knew what he was picking and why he didn’t want to let Kazuya go, Jun thought as he pushed more on the boy’s head and tried to go even deeper into his mouth, not giving him time to even breathe. Kazuya was exciting and his kiss was maddening, making him want more and more and letting him feel like it was never enough.
Probably Jin had the same problem as him.
But the daring actions of Jun had Kazuya realize that maybe he was getting ahead of himself and in the end, he won’t be able to stop anything. So with a slight moan, just to make Jun believe that everything was still alright, still in his control, Kazuya climbed his own hand to the other man’s hair, his fingers curling around the black curls, and all of a sudden he pulled on them and he pushed back his own body, breaking their kiss. Kazuya glared at Jun as he was a little out of breath - damn, the man had almost taken even his soul with his kiss.
“Enough.” Kazuya hissed and looked at Jun disdainfully. “I did my share of the deal, now honor yours.” He added and let go of Jun’s hair as he wanted to go back to his place.
Of course, Jun had to do something so he stopped Kazuya from leaving by circling his waist with his hands, though not making any other move and choosing to start speaking to distract the boy and make him forget where he was standing. “Yamashita locked Jin with his own son into a room and told them to get it on.” He said and he felt Kazuya stiffen in his arms. “He forgot to tell them,” he then emphasized the word ‘forgot’, clearly implying that the man had just chosen not to tell them a very important thing, “that they were filmed so he knew their every step. He knew that they didn’t do anything so he took care of things by himself.”
Kazuya closed his eyes once more, thinking how could people like his mother and Pi’s father exist on this world, forcing their children to sexually develop when they were clearly not ready? And once more, he felt hurt that Jin had never mentioned this to him, knowing just how similar they had spent their childhood - Kazuya as the sexual object to perverted old men and Jin forced to have sex with his friend, later turning into a murderer. They were so alike and in the same time, so different. So close, yet so far away. And look at what Kazuya was doing just to know a little of the man he was in love with. Damn, it hurt.
“The worst.” Kazuya said and he gripped again painfully Jun’s shoulder. “Thanks for the info, now if you’d let me go.” He then recovered as he looked at Jun and slightly shifted as if to let the other know he was ready to return to his place.
“Now don’t tell me that you’re satisfied with only this.” Jun pouted as he tightened a little his hold on Kazuya to keep him from escaping. “I can tell you a lot more stories.” He added with a sigh, letting his head fall on the younger’s shoulder and inhaling his scent. Oh, he really loved that strawberry scent and he had a slight idea that Jin did too.
“One’s curiosity is never satisfied.” Kazuya replied as he shrugged his shoulder to get Jun off of it. “But it happens that I know where all this will lead, so no, I’m not kissing you again for another story.” He replied as he once more tried to pull himself away from Jun.
The older one didn’t object this time and let Kazuya go. “Meanie!” he accused, watching him stand up, his eyes lightening for a moment as something clicked in his mind. He hurried to stand up too and caught Kazuya’s hand, twirling him around and making him land in his arms as he once again caught his lip into a forceful and demanding kiss.
Kazuya pushed Jun from him, but he sensed that it was futile now as he looked at the other, anger flashing in his eyes. “What did you just slip in my mouth?!” He hissed, looking alarmed and furious. Jun had slipped him something and it sure wasn’t a candy. He needed to get out of there or who knew what Jun will do to him. “Out of my way.” He launched forward, pushing the other one and trying to make a dash for the exit.
“Are you sure you want to leave when you don’t even know where you are?” Jun laughed, not moving a muscle to keep Kazuya from escaping. He had a vague idea that he’ll enjoy this situation either way. If Kazuya went out, there will be others to take advantage of his powerless lamb. If he stayed there, then Jun was more than happy to help him a little bit as he had given him the most powerful drug he had at hand and after not taking them for a while, it would make him even crazier than before.
Either way, this was Jin’s loss and Jun had all the intentions of enjoying this sight.
“As long as I’m far away from you, anywhere’s better.” Kazuya said bravely and all of a sudden, his vision blurred and he kind of staggered. “What the f…” he muttered and noticed that his hands were slightly shaking. He turned around to look at Jun, but then all the room seemed to move. “You bastard.” Kazuya tried to shout, but it came more as a whimper as he bend, holding his head and trying to stop his world from swirling anymore.
“Now really.” Jun laughed and took a step closer to Kazuya, holding his hand towards the boy. “Come on, let me help you.” He then offered with a small smile dancing on his lips.
Kazuya glared at Jun and slapped his hand aside. “Fuck you. No, wait, that you’d like. Go to hell!” He spat as he tried to straighten himself, but his legs were suddenly feeling weak and shaking and he just plunged forward, towards Jun. What did the son of the bitch make him swallow?!
Jun caught him with no effort and swirled him around in his arms, catching Kazuya’s hands at his back and pulling his body into his own, gluing them together. “I’d rather fuck you than let you fuck me.” He whispered with a dark tone, biting on the boy’s ear and then pressing short kisses on his neck. He smirked and buried his teeth into Kazuya’s shoulder, biting hard and sucking on the soft skin to leave a mark behind, chuckling evilly when thinking at the reaction Jin will have and the satisfaction Jun will feel when that will happen.
Kazuya shivered against his will, the drug weakening his body and making it a little more sensitive. He felt a laugh gurgling from his throat as he arched slightly into Jun’s embrace. “Oh, you’d like to fuck me…” He said with a giggling voice. “How interesting!” Kazuya squealed all of a sudden and grinded into Jun’s hips. “Before you’ll manage, Jin will find you~” He sing-songed, barely aware of his actions, just his words. Because right now, he was at the drug’s mercy.
“Oh, please.” Jun rolled his eyes, though he was kind of excited by Kazuya’s response and his reactions. “Like I’d choose to take you somewhere where Jin could easily find you.” He laughed and sneaked his left hand under Kazuya’s clothes, the right one still holding Kazuya prisoner. “You’re on my territory now.” He added with a husky voice, continuing to press kisses on as much as the younger’s skin he could get to, moving him forward towards the table they had just left.
Jun’s comment had the luck to shake Kazuya’s mind a little. “What?” he blurted out, hating the way Jun’s hands were slipping under his clothes, touching his skin. And the worst was that his body was responding to this. God, this drug was going to be the end of him. “Like hell…” With an outburst of strength, he pushed Jun from him as he turned to the moving and blurred exit. “… I’d allow you to touch me anymore than you did.” Kazuya’s words came out with a slur as his legs took him outside the bar, the fresh air invading his lungs and making him dizzier. He took left and kept running in zigzag. He needed to get away from Jun, he needed to get to Jin. His crazy laugh filled the street as he never stopped from running.
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He will kill his friend for making him come through such shady streets, nevertheless that probably lurked with thugs and criminals. But he had promised him a new bike and Koki was not one to refuse such an opportunity, so whatever the place was, he will venture through it. Well, he just hoped nothing bad will happen to him. So he shoved his hands into his pockets and kept going down the street, his eyes wary of the smallest movement, feeling tensed even if he didn’t quite show it. He was no stranger to fights and everything, but his troubles had never involved people living on these streets.
Oh well, the less he’d think about it, the easier it will be for him to move without being noticed too much. Because a person moving like he was afraid of being assaulted had all the chances for this to happen. Therefore, sometimes a positive thinking might escape one of danger. Koki turned to a corner and only took a few steps when he saw something that made his heart stop.
Before he knew it, he ran to the man that was wobbling on his legs, more like crawling actually, until he finally collapsed, starting to roll on the asphalt. Koki knelt next to him and took him in his arms, looking at him with worried and scared eyes - “Kazuya.” He called the other one’s name, wanting to see if he was conscious or unconscious but the younger one kept chuckling and muttering to himself, barely taking notice of his friend. “Oh, you stupid!” Koki cursed as he took out his phone and dialed a taxi company’s number, wanting to take the other one at the hospital quickly. He brushed aside some of Kazuya’s locks, noticing the high fever that ran through his friend’s body. What was the meaning of this?! Why was Kazuya looking like this… looking like he had been drugged?!
Koki cursed as he desperately looked around, wondering if he could get help from someone, but then he recalled that such streets were more like where help was practically invisible. He just hoped that the taxi will hurry up then and take Kazuya to be seen by a medic and have him treated. He didn’t look well at all, almost like something was dragging the life out of him, making him paler and paler. Koki cursed again as twenty minutes passed and there was no sign of the taxi. Things might get critical if the car didn’t arrive soon and he had no other means to take Kazuya away unless he called Maru or Junno to come after them.
“Damn you.” Koki said through gritted teeth and just then the cab showed itself just around the corner. He waved his hand at the driver and soon the man pulled next to him, coming out looking all worried. “Help me take him to the hospital.” He said and tried to stood up, just as Kazuya seemed to stir and refuse something.
“No… hospital.” Kazuya mumbled, holding onto Koki as his legs barely supported him. “No hospital.” He repeated, closing his eyes and chuckling again as he felt limb in his friend’s arms.
“We have to take you to a hospital, Kazuya!” Koki insisted and Kazuya started to fret, pushing him away as he kept muttering no and no, obviously disliking the idea of being taken to a hospital. “Idiot, understand!” Koki continued, not liking the idea of taking him to some other place than the hospital. But just then, Kazuya got mad and pushed Koki away, trying to walk by himself only to fall down to the ground helplessly.
“I swear you’re going to kill me one day.” Koki muttered angrily as he hauled Kazuya in his arms and said to the driver to open the door and take them to an address - it was Kazuya’s apartment. Half an hour later, Koki was opening his friend’s door, holding him in his arms as the boy had started crying during their ride, telling how painful it was and how he wanted everything to end. He brought him to the bedroom and put him on the bed, wanting to go and bring something to cool down Kazuya’s fever when the younger one rolled to one side and started vomiting.
A few hours passed like this and Koki was still beside Kazuya, worried to death and feeling helpless in front of such things. God, how did he get into this again? Didn’t he say that he had given up? Then why was he once again under narcotics’ influence? Damn it!!
Koki swore silently as he wiped the sweat from Kazuya’s forehead. The younger one was pale and rapidly breathing, running a bit of a fever. Now, he was looking quite well, but when Koki had found him - God, he was a wreck. His eyes were bloodshot, his lips were bitten and bleeding and also there were scratches on his hands and neck. And the way the younger had kept babbling, laughing from time to time and then crying in pain, made Koki realize that his friend was drugged again. What had made Kazuya take drugs again was beyond him, but he knew one person that should have taken care of the boy and not let him wander on such low streets where everyone could easily have their way with the younger.
Koki cursed again as he watched Kazuya turn to the other side of the bed, spilling out his intestines. Again. But he had been expecting this and had placed a pot next to the bed so that Kazuya could vomit all in it. This was a normal reaction to someone who had given up on drugs and suddenly was taking them again - his body was rejecting it, but Koki couldn’t even imagine the pain the younger was having right now. He could only stand by his side and watch over his state, to make sure it won’t worsen.
He should have taken Kazuya to a hospital, but the younger one - in his lucid moments - had clearly told Koki not to do so, that he was going to be fine. And when he had wanted to argue with him, Kazuya had turned mad and had almost pushed Koki away from him, claiming that he didn’t need his help. But he had fallen just a few steps further, crying once again in pain and Koki had run to him and then quickly brought him to Kazuya’s apartment. And now, two hours had passed since the younger had finally calmed down and Koki had tended his self-inflicted wounds, noticing a small bruise that sure wasn’t made by Kazuya.
Koki sighed for the umpteenth time as he got up and cleaned after Kazuya, covering the bare chest of the younger one with the blanket once more. He hoped that he will be fine, but if things kept up like this, then… the next time he’ll find Kazuya it would be in a cemetery. So, he decided to take matters in his own hands and relieve the boy of his most excruciating pain.
He took Kazuya’s phone and dialed Jin.
“Took you long enough.” The older one responded to the call with a snap, obviously mad about something and wanting to do something about it.
“Didn’t know you were waiting for my call.” Koki retorted, feeling more ticked off at the tone Jin had used, believing that it was Kazuya who had called. He looked at the breathing form of his friend and closed his eyes, trying to suppress his own anger from growing. “Kazuya’s been drugged. If you cared for him, you wouldn’t let him do this again.” He continued, not being able to bite back the accusation in his voice.
“He’s drugged?!” Jin shrieked, not knowing how had this happened. He had let Kazuya wonder away thinking that he was safe in their blocks, that there was no one who would try to hurt him knowing that he was Jin’s property!! Who was that son of a bitch?! “Where’s Kazuya?” Jin asked quickly, not wanting to waste even one more second there and already standing up from his chair and grabbing his jacket.
“We’re at his apartment.” Koki said and ended the call, not wanting to talk anymore with Jin otherwise he might just tell what he truly believed had happened to Kazuya. After all, there was a bruise on his shoulder that wasn’t done by the younger one and only a second person could have done that and be this close to him to do so - Jin. And he’ll be damned if that son of bitch hadn’t also left drugs in Kazuya’s hands or maybe he had drugged him himself. Koki sighed and put Kazuya’s cell phone on the desk as he turned to the younger one, sitting on the edge and brushing away some wet strands from Kazuya’s forehead. His fever was slowly rising and Koki proceeded to take a towel and clean him.
It didn’t take long for Jin to get there, ignoring the laws and the red signs and just going forward, not caring about the mess he was leaving behind him as a couple of cars crashed when he did a sudden turn - he wasn’t that sure as he hadn’t stayed enough to look properly. He just wanted to see Kazuya in that moment and he felt like nothing could stop him. Luckily, nothing did and he was satisfied that no police cars had stopped him on his way to the younger’s apartment - he didn’t know what he would have done in that case, but surely not something they would have liked and definitely something which would have earned him a visit to the station.
He opened the door of Kazuya’s apartment and rushed in, going straight to his room and stopping in its frame. “Kazuya…” he whispered his name, worry gaining the upper hand in his heart as he dashed towards the bed, crouching next to it and taking Kazuya’s hand into his own.
Koki came out from the bathroom, stopping in his tracks as he saw Jin next to Kazuya, looking worried. He narrowed his eyes and deliberately made a noise for Jin to notice his presence. “Just don’t take his air right now. He still needs it.” He then said, coming to the bed and putting a wet cloth over Kazuya’s forehead.
“Yeah, like you’re an expert on taking care of drugged people.” Jin rolled his eyes, suddenly feeling annoyed by Koki’s presence as images from what he had seen earlier flowed back into his mind. He looked back at Kazuya who was still whimpering in his sleep and wondered how could he have been so blind not to see the real Kazuya. Why didn’t he realize that Kazuya was still the one he had met that night, the one who had sold himself to Jin for some drugs?
“Leave.” He ordered, his tone not leaving any sign of arguing. “I’m here so Kazuya doesn’t need you anymore.”
Koki gritted his teeth, trying his best not to snap at Jin. Kazuya didn’t need this right now. “Actually I want to talk with you.” He said on his calmest voice ever, though his expression was sort of fierce. “Care to join me?” He pointed to the door, letting Jin know that Kazuya needed rest in that moment and not to hear their discussion. Actually, Koki really hoped that Kazuya won’t wake up any soon now.
Jin raised an inquiring eyebrow at Koki, not knowing what to expect from this. Still, he agreed with a nod of his head and sat up, kissing Kazuya’s forehead before exiting the room and closing the door behind them. He wondered what could Koki want from him, seeing as they weren’t best of friends and this was maybe their first discussion with only the two of them. Did Koki want to inform Jin about what had happened to Kazuya? Well, it wasn’t needed as Jin was sure he’ll find out eventually, but it was a nice thought though.
“So what do you want?” the older one asked with a curious gaze as soon as they entered Kazuya’s guests’ room.
Koki turned and his fists were balled against his sides. “I want you to set Kazuya free.” He said with a determined voice, knowing that it was almost impossible to have Jin let Kazuya go. “I don’t care about what Kazuya feels for you, but it’s clear to me that he had been drugged because of you.” He made a brief pause and then added with a grave and accusing tone. “Or you were the one to drug him.” His piercing eyes were set on Jin. “Because Kazuya didn’t take the drugs by himself.”
“You had no idea that Kazuya was drugging himself in the first place.” Jin replied, visibly starting to get even more annoyed as he took one step forward. “You didn’t know that he used to sell his body for them. You still don’t know anything about his parents and what they had done to him.” He accused, his eyes sparkling with something dangerous. “And now you simply know that Kazuya didn’t take them by himself?” Jin scoffed and rolled his eyes. “Do you even know why did he give up at them in the first place?” he asked with a curious voice, looking at Koki with an expectant gaze.
Koki narrowed his eyes. “Yes, I know what he did for drugs and what his mother did to him.” He replied, not answering the last question of Jin’s. Kazuya had said that Jin had helped him get rid of the drugs, but he hadn’t said the reason why he had accepted Jin’s help and not of a specialized person. “And I know he didn’t drug himself because he said so and because there’s a bruise on his shoulder. One he couldn’t have done himself.” He added, lifting his chin as if daring Jin to defy him on this one.
“So if there’s a bruise, then what?” Jin shrugged nonchalantly. “It doesn’t mean that it’s from today or from when he got the drugs. It can be from this morning because we stayed in bed until late to have sex.” He then said with a pensive look and dreamy eyes. Of course, Jin hadn’t even seen the so-called-bruise so he had no idea if it could be a hickey, but knowing Kazuya’s wild nature in bed blended with Jin’s… any bruise could be from sex.
Koki’s face reddened but not from being a prude, but because of anger. This son of a bitch doubted Kazuya!! He doubted a person that only wanted to be trusted and wanted to trust in return. Jin wasn’t meant for Kazuya after all.
“So all you want from Kazuya is sex.” He concluded taking a deep breath. “You don’t even deserve him.” Koki scoffed, but proceeded to calm himself down. “I want you to leave Kazuya alone. In return, I’ll do anything you want for how long you want.” He proposed, knowing that he was exposing himself to dangers that he didn’t want to ever know. But Kazuya had been through a lot, so if he was supposed to do Jin’s dirty work then it was a small price for Kazuya’s smile and happiness. He was willing to give it all for his friend.
Jin started to laugh. “This is the best joke I’ve ever heard!” he said through fits of laugher, trying hard to stop himself but not being able to. “You want to…” he wanted to say something, but found himself incapable when he started to laugh yet again. It took a couple of minutes for him to finally rest down and look properly at Koki, though his eyes were still laughing and making fun of the other. “And what makes you think that I’d want to change Kazuya for you?” Jin asked with an amused voice, really interested to hear this answer.
This time, Koki blushed out of Jin’s suggestion. “I’m not saying to take Kazuya’s place!” He blurted out, thinking that this was the last thought in his mind. No way he wanted to let Jin have his way with him! “I’m just saying that if you let Kazuya alone, I’ll be in your service forever. After all, I’m sure there’ll be someone else to take Kazuya’s place, so you won’t miss sex.” Koki continued, feeling a little more confident as he said all this.
“But if you say that sex is the only thing I want from Kazuya and you want me to let him free for you, it means that you have to replace what would be missing in my life.” Jin pointed out with a whiny voice and pouting lips, getting a little closer to his victim while thousands of thoughts traveled his mind. What had Kazuya done to make Koki so loyal to him? Why was Koki so keen on saving the younger? Had they slept together at some point and now Koki wanted to play the hero? Were they still sleeping together?
Jin shook his head. He didn’t have to think about all of this now. Kazuya was sleeping in his room and when he’ll wake up, every trace of the drug will be gone. Then they’ll be able to talk and Jin will get his answers then. “This would be the only thing you’d be good at, after all.” Jin shrugged with an innocent expression, drawing closer and closer to Koki.
The shorter man had to use all his willpower to stay in place and not to show disgust at what Jin was suggesting, though he wasn’t sure about the last one. His face was quite expressive. But he stared back at Jin and steeled himself about what was going to do. “Fine. If it’s sex that got Kazuya into this, then sex will get him out too.” He said through gritted teeth, already hating the thought of having another man touch him or… God! “I’ll fuck with you if that’s what it takes to leave Kazuya.”
“No, no…” Jin replied teasingly, lifting his hand with only the index finger raised and moving it from left to right, a smirk dancing on his lips and widening even more as he uttered the next words with a voice more cold than aroused or excited. “Beg for it.”
He was curious of how far will Koki go for his sudden desire to free Kazuya from him. Not that he was able to and not that Kazuya himself wanted this, but… Jin needed a distraction. He needed something to make him forget about what he had witnessed before coming here.
And he wanted to punish Kazuya.
Koki stopped the urge to kick Jin and he felt his insides coil as he tried to appear at least willing. “Please…” he started, feeling how his lips were almost glued together. “… fuck me. Please.” He forced himself to look at Jin and only him, though in his eyes he was sure one could read the disdain he felt.
“On your knees.” Jin added with a taunting voice and battling his eyelashes innocently.
Koki gritted his teeth and proceeded to do so. “Egocentric.” He muttered before looking up at Jin, his eyes expressing how he truly felt about all this. “Can you please fuck me?” Oh, he’ll kill Kazuya after they will get away from this.
“That’s more like it.” Jin grinned happily and patted Koki’s head while whispering ‘good boy’ to him like he had a dog in his possession and not a human. “Now suck me.” He issued his next order, his eyes narrowing a little as he looked at the man standing on his knees in front of him. He had no idea if Koki had done this before or not, but he obviously expected a good blowjob from him or the deal wouldn’t be sealed and Jin’s eyes clearly said that as he watched the younger with a menacing aura.
Koki froze for the moment and his eyes dropped down to Jin’s crotch. He was breathing rather heavily and he felt his palms sweating. “You’re sick.” He commented as he lifted his hand started working on the belt and then on the zipper and buttons. He hadn’t done such a thing before and how the hell should he do it?! The image of Kazuya drugged popped up in his mind and he steeled himself. He’ll do it right, just how he would like to be sucked. He pulled on Jin’s jeans, staring up at him, a smirk tugging at his lips. Just as the pants fell down Jin’s legs, Koki leaned in and began feeling with his lips the still flaccid member of Jin’s.
His hands went up on the thighs, teasing the inner skin and slipping under the boxers, just as his lips found the head of the shaft and he felt a twitch. His fingers curled on the material and pulled it down, the slightly aroused crotch coming into Koki’s view. He looked up at Jin again and disdain could be noticed in his black eyes, but he went on as his hand gently cupped the balls, teasing a spot behind them, pushing on it. With the other hand, he started to caress the shaft, his fingers curling around the head as he leaned and licked it, pressing his tongue on the slit. This time, he definitely felt more than a twitch.
Koki looked up again at Jin, his tongue still teasing the half-erect cock.
“I said to suck me.” Jin ordered a little impatiently. He was famous for not refusing a nice blowjob, but now he felt on edge, wanting to finish quickly and to make this as humiliating as possible for Koki. He wanted to make him do all the things he hated and the looks that the younger was throwing to him once in a while made Jin feel more satisfied and were actually the reason for his interest into doing this. Kazuya had always cared for his friend and for the people around him, he had even been willing to sacrifice himself for them. Jin knew that doing something like thus would make Kazuya suffer more than anything else and he was planning on enjoying every moment of it.
He didn’t wait for an answer and just buried his hands into Koki’s dark hair, pulling on it and forcing him to swallow his crotch, pushing into Koki’s mouth more than he could handle.
Koki tried not to choke on this and despite Jin’s ruthless actions, he complied to his wishes, sucking him up and down, his tongue licking the soft skin. He tried not to graze it with his teeth, though God knew how he would have liked to do so. But he kept to a simple blowjob, how apparently Jin wanted. He also used his hands to steady himself and also Jin as the older one seemed a little too eager to fuck him in the mouth, sometimes thrusting his hips so hard that the shaft would hit the back of Koki’s neck, making him stop a little from his movements.
It didn’t last long for Jin’s patience to run out and he started to push faster into Koki’s mouth, his fingers clutching the boy’s hair and pulling on it as he directed his mouth and lips to move faster on his cock and to bring him to release. Jin’s breath became raspy and he closed his eyes, forcing himself not to cum and to enjoy this feeling more, loving the way Koki’s tongue felt against his shaft, especially when he knew how much he loved doing this to Jin.
It was somehow a different feeling even if this wasn’t the fist time that the one giving him a blowjob absolutely hated his guts. But Koki was Kazuya’s friend and Kazuya was Jin’s lover. Kazuya was the one Jin wanted the most and also the one who could easily destroy Jin the easier. The thought was frightening but in the same time exciting, challenging and Jin couldn’t wait to see Kazuya’s reaction when he will find out about their little affair. He couldn’t wait to find out what would Koki do when he’ll know that this had been for nothing and that nothing will change. Oh, Jin was definitely looking forward to see both of their pained faces and sorry looks. Kazuya had betrayed him more than once and Jin wasn’t going to step back from anything.
He would make Kazuya hurt. And really bad.
A throaty moan escaped Jin’s lips as he felt himself that he couldn’t resist any longer so he pulled again on Koki’s hair and dragged his head back, pulling back his shaft and letting all his cum spill on the younger’s face, grabbing his cock and moving it while pumping it slowly to be sure that he didn’t miss an inch from Koki’s face.
The humiliation that Koki felt in that moment, in no words could be described, but he took it all. He did all for Kazuya, because the boy didn’t deserve such things, he had to be free to choose whatever he liked with no strings to pull him back each time he wanted something. So he stood still in Jin’s hands, letting the man do whatever pleased him. And after a couple of minutes where both of them sat in silence, Koki wondered what was next.
“Finished?” He asked on a hateful voice, passing a hand to take off the sticky liquid on his face. Good thing he had closed his eyes or this idiot would have blinded him.
“Of course not.” Jin replied with a cheeky voice. “Go to the bathroom and wash yourself.” He instructed further, loving the way Koki’s eyes looked at him and simply adoring the hate that he saw in them. “After that, undress yourself and lie down on the bed.”
Koki’s eyes hardened at what Jin asked of him, but then he stood up and went to the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. The idiot, the scum, who did he think he was?! Just because Kazuya cared about him, did it give him the right to act so all mighty?! Damn, Kazuya didn’t need the likes of him and more surely he needed to break free from Jin. Koki splashed water on his face, cleansing it from all the traces of his biggest humiliation. He had never blown a man and hehad never thought he will, but for a friend he had done it. God, what was happening to him? Kazuya was important to him, but to this extent?!
Jin had beaten him up, then had come on his face and now he was supposed to let him fuck him. Why was he doing all this for Kazuya? Frankly, he didn’t exactly know. He loved the younger boy, he cared so much about him like he was part of his family. And he pitied him in the same time. He had gone through a lot and not even once had he asked for help. How could he let Kazuya alone when he wasn’t even able to ask for help? He wanted the boy to know that there were people who will help him, that will be by his side forever. No matter what he did or didn’t. And Koki wanted to rescue Kazuya. Yes, he wanted to save him from all the misery he had been living up till now, he wanted him safe and smiling, not drugged and sick.
That was why he had to do this. Even if it meant to throw away his pride, he’ll do anything to save Kazuya. Koki took in a mouthful of water, gurgling it before spitting it out. He wanted the taste of Jin to disappear from his mouth. After he felt much cleaner, Koki entered the room again only to find it empty. He frowned, not allowing his hope that Jin might have changed his mind and let him and Kazuya go grow that much. No, it would be too easy and if there was something that he knew about Jin was that he didn’t like doing simple things. He preferred the challenging ones, the complicated ones.
So he decided to wait. On the bed, of course, though still fully dressed. He needed more than nerves of steel to undress himself and wait for a man to come and fuck him. So he stood there in silence, reminding himself why he was doing all this and for whose sake he was doing them. With a heavy sigh, he proceeded to take off his black shirt, hating the fact this his hands were slightly shaking.
“Fuck…” Koki cursed through his gritted teeth, coming more like a hiss.
PART II
Authors: aroruae & fighter_of_moon
Pairing: Akame, slight Kokame & Jinda
Genre: Smut, AU, drama, tragedy
Warnings: use of drugs, whoring, slaving, insanity, bad language, incest and a lot more to come xD You've been warned, so don't read if you don't want to see them in a lot of pain *evil laugh*
Disclaimer: They don't belong to us, but we're in the process of making it true!! The proof is Jin's twitter~ And now his facebook and OMG, youtube account!!
Summary: Kazuya’s addiction becomes Jin’s obsession. They came to need each other to the extend of wanting to kill.
First Scent ~ Strawberry
Second Scent ~ Poison
Third Scent ~ Musk
Fourth Scent ~ Ecstasy
Fifth Scent ~ Spring
Sixth Scent ~ Fear
Seventh Scent ~ Sky
Eighth Scent ~ Winter
Ninth Scent ~ Loneliness
Tenth scent ~ Run
Eleventh Scent ~ You
Twelfth Scent ~ Statice
Thirteenth Scent ~ Body
Fourteenth Scent ~ Memory
Fifteenth Scent ~ Toxic
Sixteenth Scent ~ Narcotic
Seventeenth Scent ~ Hollow
Eighteenth Scent ~ Mother
Nineteenth Scent ~ Love
Twentieth Scent ~ Tomorrow
Twenty-first Scent ~ Rewind
Twenty-second Scent ~ Blood
Twenty-third Scent ~ Madness
Twenty-fourth Scent ~ Bonds
Chapter twenty five
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Twenty fifth scent ~ Betrayal
How much could toys influence a child? If you let a girl to play only with cars and motorcycles, then maybe she will end up living more as a boy and acting like one rather than liking cute stuff and pink accessories. If you give to a little boy only Barbie dolls and different kind of dresses or make-up, then he will maybe grow up thinking that it’s natural to know all about them and to have and use them daily, like he had been pretending to do when he was little.
The toys that we give to our children say more than just who they will become or what will they want to be when they grow up.
What happens then if you replace toys with real guns and drugs?
Matsumoto Jun studied the boy he had caught by accident, the smirk on his lips widening with each second that passed. “I don’t think Jin has given us the pleasure to introduce ourselves yet.” He said with a pleasant smile, though his grip on the younger’s arms didn’t lessen at all.
Kazuya pulled back a little, trying to free his hand but to no avail. “Then there must be a reason, don’t you think?” He replied a bit disrespectfully but right now he couldn’t be otherwise since all he had in his mind was Jin and his selfish, stupid persona. And yes, he had sensed the danger this man was emitting but Jin had told them not to touch him, hadn’t he?
“I wonder if the answer is the same as the one you’re thinking of.” Jun replied with a teasing tone, leaning down a bit to inhale to boy’s scent and letting out a satisfied sound. “Maybe he was hiding something from you~”he sang, sounding more cheerful than the situation required him to be.
Kazuya pulled back again, looking quite displeased by Jun’s actions. “And what would he be hiding from me?” He asked, arching an eyebrow to the daring man in front of him. “Jin doesn’t hide things from me.” He added confidently though his mind clearly shouted - liar.
Jun laughed. “Please, I know him better than you’ll ever know him. He doesn’t let you see his true nature, right? You see only the lover, the one who wants to fuck you every minute, but I bet you don’t really see the cruel man that he is and you have no idea of what he’s capable to do.” He spitted the words, looking like the simple thought of Jin brought repulsion to him. “You have no idea of who Jin Akanishi really is.” He chuckled darkly, obviously enjoying this situation and the fact that he had finally caught Kazuya. It was quite dangerous because they were still near Jin, but if he could bring the boy with him… then he’d have some fun.
The younger boy’s eyes darkened at Jun’s words. “I know that side of him too.” He replied as he pulled back again, hating the fact that this man was still clutching onto his arm, almost as if he was ready to rip it apart. “And I still don’t get why are you still holding my arm and trying to describe my lover so beautifully. So, if you could kindly remove your hand?”
Jun’s smirk turned into a taunting one as he pushed the boy backwards until his back clashed with the wall behind him. “I happen to know that you are looking for some information about your boyfriend.” He said, though the sound of the word ‘boyfriend’ while referring to Jin clearly made him sick. “And I know more than well to know that he won’t tell you what you want most to know.” He continued, getting a little closer to Kazuya and whispering the next words at his ear. “I can help you.” He said with a low tone, breathing into the boy’s ear as he lifted the younger’s hands to set them against the wall too, a little above their heads. “I can tell you anything you want.” He added, chuckling a little and enjoying the dangerous position they were standing.
Oh, how he’d love if Jin were to find them now.
“Get the fuck off of me.” Kazuya hissed as he looked through narrowed eyes at Jun. He didn’t want the other one to be this close to him, he disliked how easily he was holding him against this wall. “If you want to help me, then do it from a distance.” He snarled, trying to get rid of Jun’s closeness, trying to wriggle out from him. But yet again… how come every bastard knew about Jin and he, his boyfriend, knew not even the minimum? It was vexing and it made the blood boil in his veins.
“Alright, alright.” Jun laughed as he freed Kazuya, raising his hands like in self defense. “Though I’d rather have you pinned to a wall, I can also do this.” He shrugged, showing that he wasn’t bothered at all that he couldn’t hold Kazuya back and smiling with a confidence that clearly said the boy couldn’t escape from him even now. “But I propose to change our place of meeting. Jin is looking for you, right?” he then asked, not needing a lot of information to know that Kazuya had once again escaped from Jin’s side.
It wasn’t like this was the first time to happen.
Kazuya glared at Jun but refused to answer, not wanting to give the other one the satisfaction to know that indeed Jin must be looking for him. “Where?” He then asked, crossing his arms at his chest, not really knowing why he was willing to follow this guy. But right now, something told him that going with Jun would piss Jin a lot. And Jin had pissed him enough today after all he had found out.
“If I said my apartment, you wouldn’t really come, would you?” Jun asked with a puppy voice and puppy eyes, battling his eyelashes in a cute way.
Kazuya arched an eyebrow. “I guess you know the answer to this one.” He replied rolling his eyes, feeling that Jun might also be interested in something else than just sharing his information about Jin with him. Damn, Kazuya cursed inside his mind, hating how he always managed to stumble across such cute and nice people like Jun.
“Let’s leave from here first. We need to get again from this part of the city before Jin comes and finds us.” Jun suggested, already turning his back on Kazuya and starting to walk from him. He didn’t need anything more to know that the boy was following him and Jun couldn’t help but smirk at how innocent Kazuya still was after living with Jin for so long.
They turned left and right, then again left and right, running around in circles until Kazuya lost the way and found himself to have to clue where he was. He wanted to stop Jun and demand for explanations, but exactly then the other one stopped and entered what seemed to be a little diner.
“We’ll have privacy here.” Jun explained as he pushed the door open and revealed the empty room except for the waiter who was cleaning some glasses. “Yo.” He greeted the man and he was rewarded with a small smile, the waiter’s eyes watching them as they took a seat at a table in the corner. “You don’t mind beer, do you?” he then asked Kazuya, but didn’t leave him time to answer before yelling loudly: “Two beers!”
Oh well, another one deciding for himself, Kazuya thought as he settled better on the chair and looked around the place, not liking it one bit. This was one place that Kazuya would never set foot in, but still he did and all this thanks to Jin and this man in front of him. “So… what can you tell me about Jin that I don’t know?” Kazuya asked, his eyes settling on Jun and showing how distrustful he was of his information.
Jun simply looked at Kazuya and grinned. “I know that you’ve been asking around about Jin’s past.” He said, completely ignoring the boy’s question. “And I think you already know that everything comes with a price in this world.” He then shrugged innocently, like Kazuya should have been expecting this.
Kazuya sighed as he passed a hand through his hair. “I know that, but so for the record, the last person that wanted to enter into Jin’s office kind of ended up on his black list.” He replied through his gritted teeth, just recalling how unfair Jin was regarding Shige. Speaking of which, was he still… alive? Kazuya’s hands fisted under the table.
“I don’t need your help to get into Jin’s office, stupid boy.” Jun replied, obviously offended by Kazuya’s remark. “You should know better than this what I really want.” He then added, the perverted smile back on his lips as he studied the boy’s figure, his eyes hungry and full with the desire of conquering. “I heard that you used to sell your body.” Jun clarified, the smirk on his lips widening as his intentions were now clear on his face.
Kazuya froze on his chair. Well, it wasn’t anything new that others knew about his method to get drugs, but it still irked him that scums like Jun seemed to take advantage of something that he had left behind. “I used.” Kazuya emphasized the last word, hoping that the message was clear.
“Yeah, well, old habits die hard.” Jun shrugged, completely disregarding the option that Kazuya really wouldn’t do something like that again. “Want to know who was the first person Jin had sex with?” he then asked with a grin, like their previous subject had been totally forgotten.
“You?” Kazuya rolled his eyes at this possibility, though nothing could surprise him anymore. “If you think Jin’s sexual relations are something worth my time, then…” He waved a hand and he backed away with the chair, already ready to leave this place. It had been stupid to follow Jun here just to hear about Jin’s adventures.
“Would it interest you if I said that he was younger than ten years old?” Jun said with a yawn, stretching his body and settling better on the chair.
Kazuya fell back on the chair as he looked at Jun with an incredulous expression on his face. “W-what?” he managed to blurt out, thinking that he had been no less younger than Jin when he had been forced by his mother to have sex with men. Why hadn’t Jin said this to him?! If anyone, Kazuya could have understood the best!
“It seems that Yamashita’s father wanted him to be a real man as quickly as possible, so he gave him a whore and told him that he needs to fuck her.” Jun shrugged, like what he was saying was totally normal. “I heard that she stayed in his room for two days, but it’s just a rumor, Jin’s the only one to know the truth.” He then added, thanking the waiter for bringing their beverages and drinking from his bottle of beer.
Kazuya sighed in relief. When Jun had mentioned Pi’s father, he had had that ominous feeling that he had been sexually abused, but to hear that it had been a girl and probably it had happened at his will… then things were a bit better. He visibly relaxed as he let his head down, studying his fingers. “I’m sure he had fooled YamaPi’s father.” Kazuya said as he leaned back on his chair, thinking that Jin couldn’t have slept with a woman at the age of ten. He wasn’t sexually developed for that.
“He hadn’t.” Jun grinned even wide. “That bitch taught him a lot of tricks and Yamashita had wanted to see them himself.” He explained, now being sure of what he was saying because he had heard them from a trusted source - Yamashita himself. “Do you want to know what he did?” he asked, his eyes glittering with mischief in them.
Kazuya feared to ask. “What?”
“Give me a kiss and I’ll tell you.” Jun demanded with a silly smile on his lips, seeing that he now had Kazuya hooked up on his story. Oh, he was going to enjoy this game.
The younger frowned, obviously bothered by Jun’s sudden request. “You know, you’re not the only one that might know such things about Jin.” He replied with an arched brow. “And I can also ask Jin and I assure you that I’d gladly kiss him rather than you.”
“Jin won’t tell you anything and you know it.” Jun replied, looking kind of bored by this topic. “And I’m basically the only one who knows the story and actually is willing to share it with you. But if you don’t want to know…” he then added, attempting to stand up.
Kazuya lifted a hand to stop Jun from going away. “Wait.” He said with a click of the tongue, feeling rather annoyed at this. “Does it really have to be a kiss?” He asked as he fidgeted uncomfortably on his chair, glancing at Jun and at the waiter. Damn be Jin and his secret past!
“And for dragging it so long, I want you to kiss me while sitting on my lap.” Jun added his new order, taking another sip from his beer and grinning innocently at Kazuya.
Kazuya blanked at this. He was supposed to kiss Jun being where?! Oh God, what was he getting into? And in a public place, nonetheless. “Okay. But if you pull anything funny with me, I’ll punch you and then tell Jin.” He threatened Jun as he rose from his chair and with unsure steps, got close to the other, now standing beside him, ignoring the bells in his head, the ones that were yelling that there must be another way to find out about Jin. “Make place.’ He demanded and as soon as Jun complied, Kazuya reluctantly sat down on his lap, both legs on the right side, just in case he had to flee from the other man. He looked at Jun, gingerly touching his shoulders, preparing himself to kiss him. Oh man, he was cheating again on Jin.
Needless to say that Jun was also an impatient man. So he put a hand on Kazuya’s waist, blocking his way to run and locked the other one into the boy’s hair, bringing his head down and meeting his lips halfway, biting on them and immediately slipping his tongue into the younger’s mouth, keeping him there with his hands and devouring his mouth like an angry wolf.
Kazuya tried to pull back a little, but it only made Jun want to kiss him harder, not giving him too much space to move anymore. His hands gripped Jun’s shoulders almost painfully as he was trying not to be too responsive to the kiss, though it was kind of impossible as the other one’s tongue was more than daring and slipping deeper inside his mouth, making him to fight back, not to let him win over him. Kazuya tried to think of this action as just a simple and not that important kiss, but it was kind of hard when it wasn’t Jin and there was this tugging feeling in his chest. So, out of anger he pushed past Jun’s tongue, his teeth scratching it a little, as he kissed back showing to Jun that even if he had agreed to this stupid request, he wasn’t sitting laid back and waiting for a stranger to kiss him.
Jun was definitely surprised when Kazuya suddenly decided to respond and not just let him enjoy the kiss by himself. Though he had to admit that it was better this way, he was feeling more of the younger as his hand slowly raised itself, tugging at the boy’s shirt and trying to sneak under it. That bastard Jin knew what he was picking and why he didn’t want to let Kazuya go, Jun thought as he pushed more on the boy’s head and tried to go even deeper into his mouth, not giving him time to even breathe. Kazuya was exciting and his kiss was maddening, making him want more and more and letting him feel like it was never enough.
Probably Jin had the same problem as him.
But the daring actions of Jun had Kazuya realize that maybe he was getting ahead of himself and in the end, he won’t be able to stop anything. So with a slight moan, just to make Jun believe that everything was still alright, still in his control, Kazuya climbed his own hand to the other man’s hair, his fingers curling around the black curls, and all of a sudden he pulled on them and he pushed back his own body, breaking their kiss. Kazuya glared at Jun as he was a little out of breath - damn, the man had almost taken even his soul with his kiss.
“Enough.” Kazuya hissed and looked at Jun disdainfully. “I did my share of the deal, now honor yours.” He added and let go of Jun’s hair as he wanted to go back to his place.
Of course, Jun had to do something so he stopped Kazuya from leaving by circling his waist with his hands, though not making any other move and choosing to start speaking to distract the boy and make him forget where he was standing. “Yamashita locked Jin with his own son into a room and told them to get it on.” He said and he felt Kazuya stiffen in his arms. “He forgot to tell them,” he then emphasized the word ‘forgot’, clearly implying that the man had just chosen not to tell them a very important thing, “that they were filmed so he knew their every step. He knew that they didn’t do anything so he took care of things by himself.”
Kazuya closed his eyes once more, thinking how could people like his mother and Pi’s father exist on this world, forcing their children to sexually develop when they were clearly not ready? And once more, he felt hurt that Jin had never mentioned this to him, knowing just how similar they had spent their childhood - Kazuya as the sexual object to perverted old men and Jin forced to have sex with his friend, later turning into a murderer. They were so alike and in the same time, so different. So close, yet so far away. And look at what Kazuya was doing just to know a little of the man he was in love with. Damn, it hurt.
“The worst.” Kazuya said and he gripped again painfully Jun’s shoulder. “Thanks for the info, now if you’d let me go.” He then recovered as he looked at Jun and slightly shifted as if to let the other know he was ready to return to his place.
“Now don’t tell me that you’re satisfied with only this.” Jun pouted as he tightened a little his hold on Kazuya to keep him from escaping. “I can tell you a lot more stories.” He added with a sigh, letting his head fall on the younger’s shoulder and inhaling his scent. Oh, he really loved that strawberry scent and he had a slight idea that Jin did too.
“One’s curiosity is never satisfied.” Kazuya replied as he shrugged his shoulder to get Jun off of it. “But it happens that I know where all this will lead, so no, I’m not kissing you again for another story.” He replied as he once more tried to pull himself away from Jun.
The older one didn’t object this time and let Kazuya go. “Meanie!” he accused, watching him stand up, his eyes lightening for a moment as something clicked in his mind. He hurried to stand up too and caught Kazuya’s hand, twirling him around and making him land in his arms as he once again caught his lip into a forceful and demanding kiss.
Kazuya pushed Jun from him, but he sensed that it was futile now as he looked at the other, anger flashing in his eyes. “What did you just slip in my mouth?!” He hissed, looking alarmed and furious. Jun had slipped him something and it sure wasn’t a candy. He needed to get out of there or who knew what Jun will do to him. “Out of my way.” He launched forward, pushing the other one and trying to make a dash for the exit.
“Are you sure you want to leave when you don’t even know where you are?” Jun laughed, not moving a muscle to keep Kazuya from escaping. He had a vague idea that he’ll enjoy this situation either way. If Kazuya went out, there will be others to take advantage of his powerless lamb. If he stayed there, then Jun was more than happy to help him a little bit as he had given him the most powerful drug he had at hand and after not taking them for a while, it would make him even crazier than before.
Either way, this was Jin’s loss and Jun had all the intentions of enjoying this sight.
“As long as I’m far away from you, anywhere’s better.” Kazuya said bravely and all of a sudden, his vision blurred and he kind of staggered. “What the f…” he muttered and noticed that his hands were slightly shaking. He turned around to look at Jun, but then all the room seemed to move. “You bastard.” Kazuya tried to shout, but it came more as a whimper as he bend, holding his head and trying to stop his world from swirling anymore.
“Now really.” Jun laughed and took a step closer to Kazuya, holding his hand towards the boy. “Come on, let me help you.” He then offered with a small smile dancing on his lips.
Kazuya glared at Jun and slapped his hand aside. “Fuck you. No, wait, that you’d like. Go to hell!” He spat as he tried to straighten himself, but his legs were suddenly feeling weak and shaking and he just plunged forward, towards Jun. What did the son of the bitch make him swallow?!
Jun caught him with no effort and swirled him around in his arms, catching Kazuya’s hands at his back and pulling his body into his own, gluing them together. “I’d rather fuck you than let you fuck me.” He whispered with a dark tone, biting on the boy’s ear and then pressing short kisses on his neck. He smirked and buried his teeth into Kazuya’s shoulder, biting hard and sucking on the soft skin to leave a mark behind, chuckling evilly when thinking at the reaction Jin will have and the satisfaction Jun will feel when that will happen.
Kazuya shivered against his will, the drug weakening his body and making it a little more sensitive. He felt a laugh gurgling from his throat as he arched slightly into Jun’s embrace. “Oh, you’d like to fuck me…” He said with a giggling voice. “How interesting!” Kazuya squealed all of a sudden and grinded into Jun’s hips. “Before you’ll manage, Jin will find you~” He sing-songed, barely aware of his actions, just his words. Because right now, he was at the drug’s mercy.
“Oh, please.” Jun rolled his eyes, though he was kind of excited by Kazuya’s response and his reactions. “Like I’d choose to take you somewhere where Jin could easily find you.” He laughed and sneaked his left hand under Kazuya’s clothes, the right one still holding Kazuya prisoner. “You’re on my territory now.” He added with a husky voice, continuing to press kisses on as much as the younger’s skin he could get to, moving him forward towards the table they had just left.
Jun’s comment had the luck to shake Kazuya’s mind a little. “What?” he blurted out, hating the way Jun’s hands were slipping under his clothes, touching his skin. And the worst was that his body was responding to this. God, this drug was going to be the end of him. “Like hell…” With an outburst of strength, he pushed Jun from him as he turned to the moving and blurred exit. “… I’d allow you to touch me anymore than you did.” Kazuya’s words came out with a slur as his legs took him outside the bar, the fresh air invading his lungs and making him dizzier. He took left and kept running in zigzag. He needed to get away from Jun, he needed to get to Jin. His crazy laugh filled the street as he never stopped from running.
*
He will kill his friend for making him come through such shady streets, nevertheless that probably lurked with thugs and criminals. But he had promised him a new bike and Koki was not one to refuse such an opportunity, so whatever the place was, he will venture through it. Well, he just hoped nothing bad will happen to him. So he shoved his hands into his pockets and kept going down the street, his eyes wary of the smallest movement, feeling tensed even if he didn’t quite show it. He was no stranger to fights and everything, but his troubles had never involved people living on these streets.
Oh well, the less he’d think about it, the easier it will be for him to move without being noticed too much. Because a person moving like he was afraid of being assaulted had all the chances for this to happen. Therefore, sometimes a positive thinking might escape one of danger. Koki turned to a corner and only took a few steps when he saw something that made his heart stop.
Before he knew it, he ran to the man that was wobbling on his legs, more like crawling actually, until he finally collapsed, starting to roll on the asphalt. Koki knelt next to him and took him in his arms, looking at him with worried and scared eyes - “Kazuya.” He called the other one’s name, wanting to see if he was conscious or unconscious but the younger one kept chuckling and muttering to himself, barely taking notice of his friend. “Oh, you stupid!” Koki cursed as he took out his phone and dialed a taxi company’s number, wanting to take the other one at the hospital quickly. He brushed aside some of Kazuya’s locks, noticing the high fever that ran through his friend’s body. What was the meaning of this?! Why was Kazuya looking like this… looking like he had been drugged?!
Koki cursed as he desperately looked around, wondering if he could get help from someone, but then he recalled that such streets were more like where help was practically invisible. He just hoped that the taxi will hurry up then and take Kazuya to be seen by a medic and have him treated. He didn’t look well at all, almost like something was dragging the life out of him, making him paler and paler. Koki cursed again as twenty minutes passed and there was no sign of the taxi. Things might get critical if the car didn’t arrive soon and he had no other means to take Kazuya away unless he called Maru or Junno to come after them.
“Damn you.” Koki said through gritted teeth and just then the cab showed itself just around the corner. He waved his hand at the driver and soon the man pulled next to him, coming out looking all worried. “Help me take him to the hospital.” He said and tried to stood up, just as Kazuya seemed to stir and refuse something.
“No… hospital.” Kazuya mumbled, holding onto Koki as his legs barely supported him. “No hospital.” He repeated, closing his eyes and chuckling again as he felt limb in his friend’s arms.
“We have to take you to a hospital, Kazuya!” Koki insisted and Kazuya started to fret, pushing him away as he kept muttering no and no, obviously disliking the idea of being taken to a hospital. “Idiot, understand!” Koki continued, not liking the idea of taking him to some other place than the hospital. But just then, Kazuya got mad and pushed Koki away, trying to walk by himself only to fall down to the ground helplessly.
“I swear you’re going to kill me one day.” Koki muttered angrily as he hauled Kazuya in his arms and said to the driver to open the door and take them to an address - it was Kazuya’s apartment. Half an hour later, Koki was opening his friend’s door, holding him in his arms as the boy had started crying during their ride, telling how painful it was and how he wanted everything to end. He brought him to the bedroom and put him on the bed, wanting to go and bring something to cool down Kazuya’s fever when the younger one rolled to one side and started vomiting.
A few hours passed like this and Koki was still beside Kazuya, worried to death and feeling helpless in front of such things. God, how did he get into this again? Didn’t he say that he had given up? Then why was he once again under narcotics’ influence? Damn it!!
Koki swore silently as he wiped the sweat from Kazuya’s forehead. The younger one was pale and rapidly breathing, running a bit of a fever. Now, he was looking quite well, but when Koki had found him - God, he was a wreck. His eyes were bloodshot, his lips were bitten and bleeding and also there were scratches on his hands and neck. And the way the younger had kept babbling, laughing from time to time and then crying in pain, made Koki realize that his friend was drugged again. What had made Kazuya take drugs again was beyond him, but he knew one person that should have taken care of the boy and not let him wander on such low streets where everyone could easily have their way with the younger.
Koki cursed again as he watched Kazuya turn to the other side of the bed, spilling out his intestines. Again. But he had been expecting this and had placed a pot next to the bed so that Kazuya could vomit all in it. This was a normal reaction to someone who had given up on drugs and suddenly was taking them again - his body was rejecting it, but Koki couldn’t even imagine the pain the younger was having right now. He could only stand by his side and watch over his state, to make sure it won’t worsen.
He should have taken Kazuya to a hospital, but the younger one - in his lucid moments - had clearly told Koki not to do so, that he was going to be fine. And when he had wanted to argue with him, Kazuya had turned mad and had almost pushed Koki away from him, claiming that he didn’t need his help. But he had fallen just a few steps further, crying once again in pain and Koki had run to him and then quickly brought him to Kazuya’s apartment. And now, two hours had passed since the younger had finally calmed down and Koki had tended his self-inflicted wounds, noticing a small bruise that sure wasn’t made by Kazuya.
Koki sighed for the umpteenth time as he got up and cleaned after Kazuya, covering the bare chest of the younger one with the blanket once more. He hoped that he will be fine, but if things kept up like this, then… the next time he’ll find Kazuya it would be in a cemetery. So, he decided to take matters in his own hands and relieve the boy of his most excruciating pain.
He took Kazuya’s phone and dialed Jin.
“Took you long enough.” The older one responded to the call with a snap, obviously mad about something and wanting to do something about it.
“Didn’t know you were waiting for my call.” Koki retorted, feeling more ticked off at the tone Jin had used, believing that it was Kazuya who had called. He looked at the breathing form of his friend and closed his eyes, trying to suppress his own anger from growing. “Kazuya’s been drugged. If you cared for him, you wouldn’t let him do this again.” He continued, not being able to bite back the accusation in his voice.
“He’s drugged?!” Jin shrieked, not knowing how had this happened. He had let Kazuya wonder away thinking that he was safe in their blocks, that there was no one who would try to hurt him knowing that he was Jin’s property!! Who was that son of a bitch?! “Where’s Kazuya?” Jin asked quickly, not wanting to waste even one more second there and already standing up from his chair and grabbing his jacket.
“We’re at his apartment.” Koki said and ended the call, not wanting to talk anymore with Jin otherwise he might just tell what he truly believed had happened to Kazuya. After all, there was a bruise on his shoulder that wasn’t done by the younger one and only a second person could have done that and be this close to him to do so - Jin. And he’ll be damned if that son of bitch hadn’t also left drugs in Kazuya’s hands or maybe he had drugged him himself. Koki sighed and put Kazuya’s cell phone on the desk as he turned to the younger one, sitting on the edge and brushing away some wet strands from Kazuya’s forehead. His fever was slowly rising and Koki proceeded to take a towel and clean him.
It didn’t take long for Jin to get there, ignoring the laws and the red signs and just going forward, not caring about the mess he was leaving behind him as a couple of cars crashed when he did a sudden turn - he wasn’t that sure as he hadn’t stayed enough to look properly. He just wanted to see Kazuya in that moment and he felt like nothing could stop him. Luckily, nothing did and he was satisfied that no police cars had stopped him on his way to the younger’s apartment - he didn’t know what he would have done in that case, but surely not something they would have liked and definitely something which would have earned him a visit to the station.
He opened the door of Kazuya’s apartment and rushed in, going straight to his room and stopping in its frame. “Kazuya…” he whispered his name, worry gaining the upper hand in his heart as he dashed towards the bed, crouching next to it and taking Kazuya’s hand into his own.
Koki came out from the bathroom, stopping in his tracks as he saw Jin next to Kazuya, looking worried. He narrowed his eyes and deliberately made a noise for Jin to notice his presence. “Just don’t take his air right now. He still needs it.” He then said, coming to the bed and putting a wet cloth over Kazuya’s forehead.
“Yeah, like you’re an expert on taking care of drugged people.” Jin rolled his eyes, suddenly feeling annoyed by Koki’s presence as images from what he had seen earlier flowed back into his mind. He looked back at Kazuya who was still whimpering in his sleep and wondered how could he have been so blind not to see the real Kazuya. Why didn’t he realize that Kazuya was still the one he had met that night, the one who had sold himself to Jin for some drugs?
“Leave.” He ordered, his tone not leaving any sign of arguing. “I’m here so Kazuya doesn’t need you anymore.”
Koki gritted his teeth, trying his best not to snap at Jin. Kazuya didn’t need this right now. “Actually I want to talk with you.” He said on his calmest voice ever, though his expression was sort of fierce. “Care to join me?” He pointed to the door, letting Jin know that Kazuya needed rest in that moment and not to hear their discussion. Actually, Koki really hoped that Kazuya won’t wake up any soon now.
Jin raised an inquiring eyebrow at Koki, not knowing what to expect from this. Still, he agreed with a nod of his head and sat up, kissing Kazuya’s forehead before exiting the room and closing the door behind them. He wondered what could Koki want from him, seeing as they weren’t best of friends and this was maybe their first discussion with only the two of them. Did Koki want to inform Jin about what had happened to Kazuya? Well, it wasn’t needed as Jin was sure he’ll find out eventually, but it was a nice thought though.
“So what do you want?” the older one asked with a curious gaze as soon as they entered Kazuya’s guests’ room.
Koki turned and his fists were balled against his sides. “I want you to set Kazuya free.” He said with a determined voice, knowing that it was almost impossible to have Jin let Kazuya go. “I don’t care about what Kazuya feels for you, but it’s clear to me that he had been drugged because of you.” He made a brief pause and then added with a grave and accusing tone. “Or you were the one to drug him.” His piercing eyes were set on Jin. “Because Kazuya didn’t take the drugs by himself.”
“You had no idea that Kazuya was drugging himself in the first place.” Jin replied, visibly starting to get even more annoyed as he took one step forward. “You didn’t know that he used to sell his body for them. You still don’t know anything about his parents and what they had done to him.” He accused, his eyes sparkling with something dangerous. “And now you simply know that Kazuya didn’t take them by himself?” Jin scoffed and rolled his eyes. “Do you even know why did he give up at them in the first place?” he asked with a curious voice, looking at Koki with an expectant gaze.
Koki narrowed his eyes. “Yes, I know what he did for drugs and what his mother did to him.” He replied, not answering the last question of Jin’s. Kazuya had said that Jin had helped him get rid of the drugs, but he hadn’t said the reason why he had accepted Jin’s help and not of a specialized person. “And I know he didn’t drug himself because he said so and because there’s a bruise on his shoulder. One he couldn’t have done himself.” He added, lifting his chin as if daring Jin to defy him on this one.
“So if there’s a bruise, then what?” Jin shrugged nonchalantly. “It doesn’t mean that it’s from today or from when he got the drugs. It can be from this morning because we stayed in bed until late to have sex.” He then said with a pensive look and dreamy eyes. Of course, Jin hadn’t even seen the so-called-bruise so he had no idea if it could be a hickey, but knowing Kazuya’s wild nature in bed blended with Jin’s… any bruise could be from sex.
Koki’s face reddened but not from being a prude, but because of anger. This son of a bitch doubted Kazuya!! He doubted a person that only wanted to be trusted and wanted to trust in return. Jin wasn’t meant for Kazuya after all.
“So all you want from Kazuya is sex.” He concluded taking a deep breath. “You don’t even deserve him.” Koki scoffed, but proceeded to calm himself down. “I want you to leave Kazuya alone. In return, I’ll do anything you want for how long you want.” He proposed, knowing that he was exposing himself to dangers that he didn’t want to ever know. But Kazuya had been through a lot, so if he was supposed to do Jin’s dirty work then it was a small price for Kazuya’s smile and happiness. He was willing to give it all for his friend.
Jin started to laugh. “This is the best joke I’ve ever heard!” he said through fits of laugher, trying hard to stop himself but not being able to. “You want to…” he wanted to say something, but found himself incapable when he started to laugh yet again. It took a couple of minutes for him to finally rest down and look properly at Koki, though his eyes were still laughing and making fun of the other. “And what makes you think that I’d want to change Kazuya for you?” Jin asked with an amused voice, really interested to hear this answer.
This time, Koki blushed out of Jin’s suggestion. “I’m not saying to take Kazuya’s place!” He blurted out, thinking that this was the last thought in his mind. No way he wanted to let Jin have his way with him! “I’m just saying that if you let Kazuya alone, I’ll be in your service forever. After all, I’m sure there’ll be someone else to take Kazuya’s place, so you won’t miss sex.” Koki continued, feeling a little more confident as he said all this.
“But if you say that sex is the only thing I want from Kazuya and you want me to let him free for you, it means that you have to replace what would be missing in my life.” Jin pointed out with a whiny voice and pouting lips, getting a little closer to his victim while thousands of thoughts traveled his mind. What had Kazuya done to make Koki so loyal to him? Why was Koki so keen on saving the younger? Had they slept together at some point and now Koki wanted to play the hero? Were they still sleeping together?
Jin shook his head. He didn’t have to think about all of this now. Kazuya was sleeping in his room and when he’ll wake up, every trace of the drug will be gone. Then they’ll be able to talk and Jin will get his answers then. “This would be the only thing you’d be good at, after all.” Jin shrugged with an innocent expression, drawing closer and closer to Koki.
The shorter man had to use all his willpower to stay in place and not to show disgust at what Jin was suggesting, though he wasn’t sure about the last one. His face was quite expressive. But he stared back at Jin and steeled himself about what was going to do. “Fine. If it’s sex that got Kazuya into this, then sex will get him out too.” He said through gritted teeth, already hating the thought of having another man touch him or… God! “I’ll fuck with you if that’s what it takes to leave Kazuya.”
“No, no…” Jin replied teasingly, lifting his hand with only the index finger raised and moving it from left to right, a smirk dancing on his lips and widening even more as he uttered the next words with a voice more cold than aroused or excited. “Beg for it.”
He was curious of how far will Koki go for his sudden desire to free Kazuya from him. Not that he was able to and not that Kazuya himself wanted this, but… Jin needed a distraction. He needed something to make him forget about what he had witnessed before coming here.
And he wanted to punish Kazuya.
Koki stopped the urge to kick Jin and he felt his insides coil as he tried to appear at least willing. “Please…” he started, feeling how his lips were almost glued together. “… fuck me. Please.” He forced himself to look at Jin and only him, though in his eyes he was sure one could read the disdain he felt.
“On your knees.” Jin added with a taunting voice and battling his eyelashes innocently.
Koki gritted his teeth and proceeded to do so. “Egocentric.” He muttered before looking up at Jin, his eyes expressing how he truly felt about all this. “Can you please fuck me?” Oh, he’ll kill Kazuya after they will get away from this.
“That’s more like it.” Jin grinned happily and patted Koki’s head while whispering ‘good boy’ to him like he had a dog in his possession and not a human. “Now suck me.” He issued his next order, his eyes narrowing a little as he looked at the man standing on his knees in front of him. He had no idea if Koki had done this before or not, but he obviously expected a good blowjob from him or the deal wouldn’t be sealed and Jin’s eyes clearly said that as he watched the younger with a menacing aura.
Koki froze for the moment and his eyes dropped down to Jin’s crotch. He was breathing rather heavily and he felt his palms sweating. “You’re sick.” He commented as he lifted his hand started working on the belt and then on the zipper and buttons. He hadn’t done such a thing before and how the hell should he do it?! The image of Kazuya drugged popped up in his mind and he steeled himself. He’ll do it right, just how he would like to be sucked. He pulled on Jin’s jeans, staring up at him, a smirk tugging at his lips. Just as the pants fell down Jin’s legs, Koki leaned in and began feeling with his lips the still flaccid member of Jin’s.
His hands went up on the thighs, teasing the inner skin and slipping under the boxers, just as his lips found the head of the shaft and he felt a twitch. His fingers curled on the material and pulled it down, the slightly aroused crotch coming into Koki’s view. He looked up at Jin again and disdain could be noticed in his black eyes, but he went on as his hand gently cupped the balls, teasing a spot behind them, pushing on it. With the other hand, he started to caress the shaft, his fingers curling around the head as he leaned and licked it, pressing his tongue on the slit. This time, he definitely felt more than a twitch.
Koki looked up again at Jin, his tongue still teasing the half-erect cock.
“I said to suck me.” Jin ordered a little impatiently. He was famous for not refusing a nice blowjob, but now he felt on edge, wanting to finish quickly and to make this as humiliating as possible for Koki. He wanted to make him do all the things he hated and the looks that the younger was throwing to him once in a while made Jin feel more satisfied and were actually the reason for his interest into doing this. Kazuya had always cared for his friend and for the people around him, he had even been willing to sacrifice himself for them. Jin knew that doing something like thus would make Kazuya suffer more than anything else and he was planning on enjoying every moment of it.
He didn’t wait for an answer and just buried his hands into Koki’s dark hair, pulling on it and forcing him to swallow his crotch, pushing into Koki’s mouth more than he could handle.
Koki tried not to choke on this and despite Jin’s ruthless actions, he complied to his wishes, sucking him up and down, his tongue licking the soft skin. He tried not to graze it with his teeth, though God knew how he would have liked to do so. But he kept to a simple blowjob, how apparently Jin wanted. He also used his hands to steady himself and also Jin as the older one seemed a little too eager to fuck him in the mouth, sometimes thrusting his hips so hard that the shaft would hit the back of Koki’s neck, making him stop a little from his movements.
It didn’t last long for Jin’s patience to run out and he started to push faster into Koki’s mouth, his fingers clutching the boy’s hair and pulling on it as he directed his mouth and lips to move faster on his cock and to bring him to release. Jin’s breath became raspy and he closed his eyes, forcing himself not to cum and to enjoy this feeling more, loving the way Koki’s tongue felt against his shaft, especially when he knew how much he loved doing this to Jin.
It was somehow a different feeling even if this wasn’t the fist time that the one giving him a blowjob absolutely hated his guts. But Koki was Kazuya’s friend and Kazuya was Jin’s lover. Kazuya was the one Jin wanted the most and also the one who could easily destroy Jin the easier. The thought was frightening but in the same time exciting, challenging and Jin couldn’t wait to see Kazuya’s reaction when he will find out about their little affair. He couldn’t wait to find out what would Koki do when he’ll know that this had been for nothing and that nothing will change. Oh, Jin was definitely looking forward to see both of their pained faces and sorry looks. Kazuya had betrayed him more than once and Jin wasn’t going to step back from anything.
He would make Kazuya hurt. And really bad.
A throaty moan escaped Jin’s lips as he felt himself that he couldn’t resist any longer so he pulled again on Koki’s hair and dragged his head back, pulling back his shaft and letting all his cum spill on the younger’s face, grabbing his cock and moving it while pumping it slowly to be sure that he didn’t miss an inch from Koki’s face.
The humiliation that Koki felt in that moment, in no words could be described, but he took it all. He did all for Kazuya, because the boy didn’t deserve such things, he had to be free to choose whatever he liked with no strings to pull him back each time he wanted something. So he stood still in Jin’s hands, letting the man do whatever pleased him. And after a couple of minutes where both of them sat in silence, Koki wondered what was next.
“Finished?” He asked on a hateful voice, passing a hand to take off the sticky liquid on his face. Good thing he had closed his eyes or this idiot would have blinded him.
“Of course not.” Jin replied with a cheeky voice. “Go to the bathroom and wash yourself.” He instructed further, loving the way Koki’s eyes looked at him and simply adoring the hate that he saw in them. “After that, undress yourself and lie down on the bed.”
Koki’s eyes hardened at what Jin asked of him, but then he stood up and went to the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. The idiot, the scum, who did he think he was?! Just because Kazuya cared about him, did it give him the right to act so all mighty?! Damn, Kazuya didn’t need the likes of him and more surely he needed to break free from Jin. Koki splashed water on his face, cleansing it from all the traces of his biggest humiliation. He had never blown a man and hehad never thought he will, but for a friend he had done it. God, what was happening to him? Kazuya was important to him, but to this extent?!
Jin had beaten him up, then had come on his face and now he was supposed to let him fuck him. Why was he doing all this for Kazuya? Frankly, he didn’t exactly know. He loved the younger boy, he cared so much about him like he was part of his family. And he pitied him in the same time. He had gone through a lot and not even once had he asked for help. How could he let Kazuya alone when he wasn’t even able to ask for help? He wanted the boy to know that there were people who will help him, that will be by his side forever. No matter what he did or didn’t. And Koki wanted to rescue Kazuya. Yes, he wanted to save him from all the misery he had been living up till now, he wanted him safe and smiling, not drugged and sick.
That was why he had to do this. Even if it meant to throw away his pride, he’ll do anything to save Kazuya. Koki took in a mouthful of water, gurgling it before spitting it out. He wanted the taste of Jin to disappear from his mouth. After he felt much cleaner, Koki entered the room again only to find it empty. He frowned, not allowing his hope that Jin might have changed his mind and let him and Kazuya go grow that much. No, it would be too easy and if there was something that he knew about Jin was that he didn’t like doing simple things. He preferred the challenging ones, the complicated ones.
So he decided to wait. On the bed, of course, though still fully dressed. He needed more than nerves of steel to undress himself and wait for a man to come and fuck him. So he stood there in silence, reminding himself why he was doing all this and for whose sake he was doing them. With a heavy sigh, he proceeded to take off his black shirt, hating the fact this his hands were slightly shaking.
“Fuck…” Koki cursed through his gritted teeth, coming more like a hiss.
PART II