Index
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This entry is backdated into the future and will always display at the top.
A lot of the earlier Digimon stuff is badfic.
Digimon
And They Met Over a Jar of Peanut Butter - complete
Mr. Ishida has the strangest cravings sometimes. Taito, crackfic.
T, humour/romance, 762 words, published 07-30-01
Bleed 1 2 3 4 5 6 E - complete
Something is very wrong with Yamato, and Taichi's determined to get to the bottom of it. But is the cost of friendship worth it? Taito, Takari.
M, angst/romance, 35867 words, published 01-11-04, child abuse/rape of a minor, violence
Bloodlust 2 3 - discontinued
[rewrite of Assassin] He lived a nightmare once. Thanks to the determination of his friends, he escaped. Unable to forget, he fled to America to start anew. But it seems someone isn't willing for it to be over... Daikari.
T, suspense/tragedy, 5457 words, published 03-25-05, character death
Carry On Dancing 1 - discontinued
How can you manage to carry on with life when the person closest to you is no longer there? Taito.
K+, angst/romance, 2930 words, published 06-00-02, character death
Courage - complete
Yamato is tired of being alone. Yamato, Mr. Ishida.
T, general/angst, 2871 words, published 12-04-05, allusions to self-harm and rape
Deadly Confessions 2 - complete
Yamato and Taichi get together. But someone is standing in their way. Will their relationship survive? Taito, Takato.
M+ rating, angst/tragedy, 13864 words, published 08-12-01, non-con incest, character death
Departure 2 - complete
Koushiro never speaks to him anymore. Something caused a rift between them, but why can't Jou remember it? Joushiro.
M, angst/romance, 19563 words, published 11-30-01, drug abuse, allusions to rape
Endless Skies 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 - work in progress
Sequel to "Unequivocal." Yamato thought the hardest part of raising his son as a single teen dad was the first year. But he's quickly finding out how wrong he was as he juggles his first year of college, the band, dating, and the terrible twos. Taito. AU for Tri.
[Digimon] M+, family/drama, 21851 words, published 11-05-16
Enough - complete
Takeru, and wanting more than what is given. one-sided Takato, drabble.
K, angst, 100 words, published 01-08-06, incest
Icy Blue - complete
Taichi can't stop staring. Yamato's unsure. Daisuke's discovering his first crush. My second Digimon fic ever. Taito, Daiken.
K+, romance, 4786 words, published 02-05-01
Nothing Stops the Love - complete
Yamato's looking for a way out... if only to stop the love.
T, angst, 1037 words, published 09-04-01, allusion to rape/incest, character death
Self-Destruction - complete
Will he destroy himself, or save himself before it's too late? After Yamato becomes the target of a ruthless gang, sometimes the first choice seems like the better option. Taito, Takedai, Alternate Reality.
T rating, angst/drama, 8431 words, published 04-29-03, self-harm
Silence - complete
He likes the dark. It feels safe. In the dark he can pretend. Pretend that everything is still fine, that he looks fine, and that nothing ever went terribly wrong that Thursday night. Yamato, Taichi.
M rating, angst/hurt/comfort, 19889 words, published 08-08-16, self-harm, rape
Soon - complete
Originally intended to be used in Libek's MST3K fic, which she quit writing. Purposely written bad. Takeru's dead and Yamato's having a hard time coping. Implied Taito and Takejou, one-sided Hikato.
T rating, angst/tragedy/parody, 2211 words, published 03-28-02, character death
Stigma 1 2 3 4 5 6 - work in progress
[rewrite] [previously titled Sortilege] Yamato stumbles across something he was never meant to see... and now it seems someone may be determined to end his life, at any cost. Yamato-centric, Taishiro, Kenkeru, Daikari.
T rating, angst/suspense, 14455 words, published 05-07-04, mild talk of rape and murder, violence, possible eventual character death
Tearing Me Apart 2 E - complete
Yamato has a secret... and it's tearing him apart. Friendship fic. Yamato/OC.
T rating, angst/friendship, 16620 words, published 12-07-03, self-harm, mentions of rape
The Freedom to Be Different - complete
Taichi writes a letter to Yamato. Not your happy Taito. one-sided Taito.
K+, angst, 615 words, published 09-13-01, implied character death
Things Will Be Better in the Morning 2 - complete
Father and son talks are always good for the soul... and so, apparently, is spying on your children. Not a happy ending. one-sided Taito.
M, angst, 5724 words, published 06-29-01
Too Much - complete
akeru, and wanting too much. Companion to Enough, can be read alone. one-sided Takato, Takari.
M+, angst, 2803 words, published 10-25-06, incest
Unequivocal 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 - complete
Who knew a single drunken mistake could lead to a lifetime of consequences? Yamato sure didn't think so, but now he's got less than a year to figure out how to be a dad and he's not sure he can. Taito. AU for Tri.
M+, family/drama, 31284 words, published 08-20-16
Untold Secrets (rewrite) 2 - complete
Someone is hurting Yamato very badly. Yet Yamato is afraid to reveal his tormentor. Can he manage to speak that one name before it costs him his life?
M+, suspense/angst/drama, 12791 words, published 07-08-11, rape, violence, suicide attempt
Untold Secrets (old version) 2 - complete
Someone is hurting Yamato very badly. Yet Yamato is afraid to reveal his tormentor. Can he manage to speak that one name before it costs him his life?
M+, suspense/angst/drama, 9603 words, published 06-21-01, rape, violence, suicide attempt
Waiting (rewrite) 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 - complete, sequel to Untold Secrets
After living through hell for months, Yamato is finally free from Ken and ready to move on with his life. But are things ever really that simple? Taito, Takedai.
M, drama/hurt/comfort, 120603 words, published 07-08-11, mentions of rape and suicide attempts, sex, violence, OC characters, character death (OC)
Waiting (old version) 2 3:1 3:2 3:3 4:1 4:2 4:3 5:1 5:2 6:1 6:2 7 8 9 10 11 12 13:1 13:2 14 - complete, sequel to Untold Secrets
After living through hell for months, Yamato is finally free from Ken and ready to move on with his life. But are things ever really that simple? Taito, Takedai.
M+, drama/hurt/comfort, 99633 words, published 08-00-01, mentions of rape and suicide attempts, sex, violence, drug use (mild), OC characters, character death (OC).
Within My Mind (Barriers) - complete
Yamato tells a story of sorts. Taito.
K+, tragedy/angst, 3768 words, published 12-14-03, self-harm, character death
Final Fantasy X
Affinity - complete
He'd never even known magic existed until he came to Spira. In Zanarkand it was always just a fantasy in a fairytale. For 50episodes, theme of water. Tidus, Lulu, Yuna, mild spoilers.
K, general, 1123 words, published 07-24-08
Aimless - complete
Always bring a map. For 50episodes, theme of map. Tidus, Rikku.
K, humour, 1024 words, published 08-20-07
Break - complete
While in the prison of Bevelle, Seymour takes it upon himself to let Tidus in on a few secrets. Seymour/Tidus, Auron/Tidus, spoilers.
M+, angst/hurt/comfort, 5500 words, published 01-26-05, rape
Don't - complete, sequel to Second Chance
Sequel to Second Chance. Auron won't let go. Mindless smut. Auron/Tidus, pre-game.
M+, romance, 2577 words, published 03-08-05
Fade - complete
(Sin is Jecht and Jecht is Sin and he can never ever make it back to Zanarkand)
For 50episodes, theme of sin. Tidus, spoilers.
K+, horror/angst, 880 words, published 07-06-09
Fragile - complete
He knows that he has irrevocably broken something between them, something important and fragile, even if he does not know just what that something is. Written and chosen as winner for a TCG contest. Auron+Tidus, pre-game.
K, angst, 701 words, published 07-26-07
Further 1 2 3 4 5 - complete, sequel to Break
Seymour comes across Tidus traveling through Mt. Gagazet and decides to take what he sees as rightfully his. Seymour/Tidus, Auron/Tidus, spoilers.
M+, angst/romance/hurt/comfort, 17228 words, published 01-31-05, rape
Gambler - complete
He had an obsession with money that had somehow survived the transition from mortal to fayth to Aeon. Yojimbo.
K, general, 636 words, published 10-27-06
Horizon Road 2 3 - work in progress
This is the lack of control, slipping in his mind... Auron/Tidus, past Auron/Jecht hints, future Tidus/Yuna hints, pre-game, spoilers.
M, angst/romance, 16064 words, published 03-25-05, dub-con
Jecht:The Real Story - complete
Unrequited love can be so bittersweet... Jecht/?, crackfic.
K, humour, 652 words, published 05-31-05
Keep Running - complete
"Poison?" Tidus tried to ask, but his tongue was heavy, and the word didn't come. For 50episodes, theme of vulnerable. Tidus, Wakka, Lulu, Kimahri, Yuna. Part of a larger AU.
K, humour, 472 words, published 07-07-09
Logical - complete
What if the cycle had never been broken? Who would be the one to make the sacrifice? Tidus+Yuna, Alternate Reality, spoilers.
K+, angst, 969 words, published 12-26-05
Make Haste Slowly - complete
The first time you do a haste spell, it isn't at all what you expected. For 50episodes, theme of time. Tidus.
K, general, 513 words, published 07-07-09
Phobia - complete
He knew Auron could take on the world and easily come out on top. A measly storm was nothing to him. For 50episodes, theme of storm. Tidus, Auron, pre-game.
K, family, 1122 words, published 03-13-08
Rubicon 2 - work in progress
Being a guardian isn't as easy as it first seems. But Tidus has made his choice, and he can't go back. Tidus+Isaaru, Maroda, Pacce, Alternate Reality, spoilers.
T, general/angst, 10403 words, published 01-03-07
Second Chance 2 - complete
Because everyone deserves a second chance to make things right. Auron/Tidus, pre-game, spoilers.
M+, romance/angst, 9881 words, published 03-05-05
Shadows - complete
Auron needs cheering up, and an eight year old Tidus has just the thing to do so. For 50episodes, theme of cat. Tidus, Auron, pre-game.
K, family, 2850 words, published 10-25-16
Sometimes Wanna Die - discontinued
Sometimes, it's just too much. And yet, sometimes it's worth living for, all the same. Auron/Tidus, spoilers.
M+, romance/angst genre, 29690 words, published 12-28-04
Speed - complete
Blitzball is all about balance. For 50episodes, theme of balance. Tidus, Yuna.
K, general, 527 words, published 08-20-07
Stranger - complete
Tidus' first meeting with a stranger. For 50episodes, theme of strangers. Tidus, Auron, pre-game.
K, general, 457 words, published 08-16-07
This Time Around - complete
Tidus, and Auron, and wanting more than what they should have. Tidus/Auron, pre-game.
T, romance, 2962 words, published 02-10-05
Under His Skin - complete
Despite all the distance he tried to keep between them, the boy had still somehow managed to get under his skin. For ff_100. Auron/Tidus, pre-game, drabble.
T rating, angst, 300 words, published 10-27-06
Wonderful - complete
He often dreamed about what it would be like if Auron were to go away. For 50episodes, theme of alone. Tidus, pre-game.
K, general, 1076 words, published 01-23-08
Tales of Symphonia
His - complete
At last, the pieces were finally starting to fall into place. Fourteen years too late. Kratos+Lloyd oyako, spoilers.
K, angst, 786 words, published 09-10-06
The Road to Hell - complete
Sometimes good intentions don't end up quite the way you wanted them to. And sometimes, it's not necessarily a bad thing. Kratos, as he falls from grace. Kratos/Lloyd, spoilers. For 25_streetsigns.
M+, romance/angst, 4333 words, published 09-24-06
Tales of the Abyss
Contradiction - complete
Sometimes it doesn't feel real. Luke, Asch, spoilers.
K, general, 2084 words, published 03-15-07
Inferno - complete
Asch is young and frustrated, Largo is empty and world-weary, and it is just one random chance encounter that will never be spoken of again. Asch/Largo.
M+, general, 1515 words, published 06-11-16
This entry is backdated into the future and will always display at the top.
A lot of the earlier Digimon stuff is badfic.
Digimon
And They Met Over a Jar of Peanut Butter - complete
Mr. Ishida has the strangest cravings sometimes. Taito, crackfic.
T, humour/romance, 762 words, published 07-30-01
Bleed 1 2 3 4 5 6 E - complete
Something is very wrong with Yamato, and Taichi's determined to get to the bottom of it. But is the cost of friendship worth it? Taito, Takari.
M, angst/romance, 35867 words, published 01-11-04, child abuse/rape of a minor, violence
Bloodlust 2 3 - discontinued
[rewrite of Assassin] He lived a nightmare once. Thanks to the determination of his friends, he escaped. Unable to forget, he fled to America to start anew. But it seems someone isn't willing for it to be over... Daikari.
T, suspense/tragedy, 5457 words, published 03-25-05, character death
Carry On Dancing 1 - discontinued
How can you manage to carry on with life when the person closest to you is no longer there? Taito.
K+, angst/romance, 2930 words, published 06-00-02, character death
Courage - complete
Yamato is tired of being alone. Yamato, Mr. Ishida.
T, general/angst, 2871 words, published 12-04-05, allusions to self-harm and rape
Deadly Confessions 2 - complete
Yamato and Taichi get together. But someone is standing in their way. Will their relationship survive? Taito, Takato.
M+ rating, angst/tragedy, 13864 words, published 08-12-01, non-con incest, character death
Departure 2 - complete
Koushiro never speaks to him anymore. Something caused a rift between them, but why can't Jou remember it? Joushiro.
M, angst/romance, 19563 words, published 11-30-01, drug abuse, allusions to rape
Endless Skies 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 - work in progress
Sequel to "Unequivocal." Yamato thought the hardest part of raising his son as a single teen dad was the first year. But he's quickly finding out how wrong he was as he juggles his first year of college, the band, dating, and the terrible twos. Taito. AU for Tri.
[Digimon] M+, family/drama, 21851 words, published 11-05-16
Enough - complete
Takeru, and wanting more than what is given. one-sided Takato, drabble.
K, angst, 100 words, published 01-08-06, incest
Icy Blue - complete
Taichi can't stop staring. Yamato's unsure. Daisuke's discovering his first crush. My second Digimon fic ever. Taito, Daiken.
K+, romance, 4786 words, published 02-05-01
Nothing Stops the Love - complete
Yamato's looking for a way out... if only to stop the love.
T, angst, 1037 words, published 09-04-01, allusion to rape/incest, character death
Self-Destruction - complete
Will he destroy himself, or save himself before it's too late? After Yamato becomes the target of a ruthless gang, sometimes the first choice seems like the better option. Taito, Takedai, Alternate Reality.
T rating, angst/drama, 8431 words, published 04-29-03, self-harm
Silence - complete
He likes the dark. It feels safe. In the dark he can pretend. Pretend that everything is still fine, that he looks fine, and that nothing ever went terribly wrong that Thursday night. Yamato, Taichi.
M rating, angst/hurt/comfort, 19889 words, published 08-08-16, self-harm, rape
Soon - complete
Originally intended to be used in Libek's MST3K fic, which she quit writing. Purposely written bad. Takeru's dead and Yamato's having a hard time coping. Implied Taito and Takejou, one-sided Hikato.
T rating, angst/tragedy/parody, 2211 words, published 03-28-02, character death
Stigma 1 2 3 4 5 6 - work in progress
[rewrite] [previously titled Sortilege] Yamato stumbles across something he was never meant to see... and now it seems someone may be determined to end his life, at any cost. Yamato-centric, Taishiro, Kenkeru, Daikari.
T rating, angst/suspense, 14455 words, published 05-07-04, mild talk of rape and murder, violence, possible eventual character death
Tearing Me Apart 2 E - complete
Yamato has a secret... and it's tearing him apart. Friendship fic. Yamato/OC.
T rating, angst/friendship, 16620 words, published 12-07-03, self-harm, mentions of rape
The Freedom to Be Different - complete
Taichi writes a letter to Yamato. Not your happy Taito. one-sided Taito.
K+, angst, 615 words, published 09-13-01, implied character death
Things Will Be Better in the Morning 2 - complete
Father and son talks are always good for the soul... and so, apparently, is spying on your children. Not a happy ending. one-sided Taito.
M, angst, 5724 words, published 06-29-01
Too Much - complete
akeru, and wanting too much. Companion to Enough, can be read alone. one-sided Takato, Takari.
M+, angst, 2803 words, published 10-25-06, incest
Unequivocal 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 - complete
Who knew a single drunken mistake could lead to a lifetime of consequences? Yamato sure didn't think so, but now he's got less than a year to figure out how to be a dad and he's not sure he can. Taito. AU for Tri.
M+, family/drama, 31284 words, published 08-20-16
Untold Secrets (rewrite) 2 - complete
Someone is hurting Yamato very badly. Yet Yamato is afraid to reveal his tormentor. Can he manage to speak that one name before it costs him his life?
M+, suspense/angst/drama, 12791 words, published 07-08-11, rape, violence, suicide attempt
Untold Secrets (old version) 2 - complete
Someone is hurting Yamato very badly. Yet Yamato is afraid to reveal his tormentor. Can he manage to speak that one name before it costs him his life?
M+, suspense/angst/drama, 9603 words, published 06-21-01, rape, violence, suicide attempt
Waiting (rewrite) 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 - complete, sequel to Untold Secrets
After living through hell for months, Yamato is finally free from Ken and ready to move on with his life. But are things ever really that simple? Taito, Takedai.
M, drama/hurt/comfort, 120603 words, published 07-08-11, mentions of rape and suicide attempts, sex, violence, OC characters, character death (OC)
Waiting (old version) 2 3:1 3:2 3:3 4:1 4:2 4:3 5:1 5:2 6:1 6:2 7 8 9 10 11 12 13:1 13:2 14 - complete, sequel to Untold Secrets
After living through hell for months, Yamato is finally free from Ken and ready to move on with his life. But are things ever really that simple? Taito, Takedai.
M+, drama/hurt/comfort, 99633 words, published 08-00-01, mentions of rape and suicide attempts, sex, violence, drug use (mild), OC characters, character death (OC).
Within My Mind (Barriers) - complete
Yamato tells a story of sorts. Taito.
K+, tragedy/angst, 3768 words, published 12-14-03, self-harm, character death
Final Fantasy X
Affinity - complete
He'd never even known magic existed until he came to Spira. In Zanarkand it was always just a fantasy in a fairytale. For 50episodes, theme of water. Tidus, Lulu, Yuna, mild spoilers.
K, general, 1123 words, published 07-24-08
Aimless - complete
Always bring a map. For 50episodes, theme of map. Tidus, Rikku.
K, humour, 1024 words, published 08-20-07
Break - complete
While in the prison of Bevelle, Seymour takes it upon himself to let Tidus in on a few secrets. Seymour/Tidus, Auron/Tidus, spoilers.
M+, angst/hurt/comfort, 5500 words, published 01-26-05, rape
Don't - complete, sequel to Second Chance
Sequel to Second Chance. Auron won't let go. Mindless smut. Auron/Tidus, pre-game.
M+, romance, 2577 words, published 03-08-05
Fade - complete
(Sin is Jecht and Jecht is Sin and he can never ever make it back to Zanarkand)
For 50episodes, theme of sin. Tidus, spoilers.
K+, horror/angst, 880 words, published 07-06-09
Fragile - complete
He knows that he has irrevocably broken something between them, something important and fragile, even if he does not know just what that something is. Written and chosen as winner for a TCG contest. Auron+Tidus, pre-game.
K, angst, 701 words, published 07-26-07
Further 1 2 3 4 5 - complete, sequel to Break
Seymour comes across Tidus traveling through Mt. Gagazet and decides to take what he sees as rightfully his. Seymour/Tidus, Auron/Tidus, spoilers.
M+, angst/romance/hurt/comfort, 17228 words, published 01-31-05, rape
Gambler - complete
He had an obsession with money that had somehow survived the transition from mortal to fayth to Aeon. Yojimbo.
K, general, 636 words, published 10-27-06
Horizon Road 2 3 - work in progress
This is the lack of control, slipping in his mind... Auron/Tidus, past Auron/Jecht hints, future Tidus/Yuna hints, pre-game, spoilers.
M, angst/romance, 16064 words, published 03-25-05, dub-con
Jecht:The Real Story - complete
Unrequited love can be so bittersweet... Jecht/?, crackfic.
K, humour, 652 words, published 05-31-05
Keep Running - complete
"Poison?" Tidus tried to ask, but his tongue was heavy, and the word didn't come. For 50episodes, theme of vulnerable. Tidus, Wakka, Lulu, Kimahri, Yuna. Part of a larger AU.
K, humour, 472 words, published 07-07-09
Logical - complete
What if the cycle had never been broken? Who would be the one to make the sacrifice? Tidus+Yuna, Alternate Reality, spoilers.
K+, angst, 969 words, published 12-26-05
Make Haste Slowly - complete
The first time you do a haste spell, it isn't at all what you expected. For 50episodes, theme of time. Tidus.
K, general, 513 words, published 07-07-09
Phobia - complete
He knew Auron could take on the world and easily come out on top. A measly storm was nothing to him. For 50episodes, theme of storm. Tidus, Auron, pre-game.
K, family, 1122 words, published 03-13-08
Rubicon 2 - work in progress
Being a guardian isn't as easy as it first seems. But Tidus has made his choice, and he can't go back. Tidus+Isaaru, Maroda, Pacce, Alternate Reality, spoilers.
T, general/angst, 10403 words, published 01-03-07
Second Chance 2 - complete
Because everyone deserves a second chance to make things right. Auron/Tidus, pre-game, spoilers.
M+, romance/angst, 9881 words, published 03-05-05
Shadows - complete
Auron needs cheering up, and an eight year old Tidus has just the thing to do so. For 50episodes, theme of cat. Tidus, Auron, pre-game.
K, family, 2850 words, published 10-25-16
Sometimes Wanna Die - discontinued
Sometimes, it's just too much. And yet, sometimes it's worth living for, all the same. Auron/Tidus, spoilers.
M+, romance/angst genre, 29690 words, published 12-28-04
Speed - complete
Blitzball is all about balance. For 50episodes, theme of balance. Tidus, Yuna.
K, general, 527 words, published 08-20-07
Stranger - complete
Tidus' first meeting with a stranger. For 50episodes, theme of strangers. Tidus, Auron, pre-game.
K, general, 457 words, published 08-16-07
This Time Around - complete
Tidus, and Auron, and wanting more than what they should have. Tidus/Auron, pre-game.
T, romance, 2962 words, published 02-10-05
Under His Skin - complete
Despite all the distance he tried to keep between them, the boy had still somehow managed to get under his skin. For ff_100. Auron/Tidus, pre-game, drabble.
T rating, angst, 300 words, published 10-27-06
Wonderful - complete
He often dreamed about what it would be like if Auron were to go away. For 50episodes, theme of alone. Tidus, pre-game.
K, general, 1076 words, published 01-23-08
Tales of Symphonia
His - complete
At last, the pieces were finally starting to fall into place. Fourteen years too late. Kratos+Lloyd oyako, spoilers.
K, angst, 786 words, published 09-10-06
The Road to Hell - complete
Sometimes good intentions don't end up quite the way you wanted them to. And sometimes, it's not necessarily a bad thing. Kratos, as he falls from grace. Kratos/Lloyd, spoilers. For 25_streetsigns.
M+, romance/angst, 4333 words, published 09-24-06
Tales of the Abyss
Contradiction - complete
Sometimes it doesn't feel real. Luke, Asch, spoilers.
K, general, 2084 words, published 03-15-07
Inferno - complete
Asch is young and frustrated, Largo is empty and world-weary, and it is just one random chance encounter that will never be spoken of again. Asch/Largo.
M+, general, 1515 words, published 06-11-16